Who Said It Was Gonna Be Easy?

Once we'd found an appropriate broom cupboard, I locked the door and pushed Alex against it. I kissed him hungrily, pulling off my shirt and tie, wanting to feel our skin touching again.

"Shit, we're actually going to have sex in a broom cupboard?"

"Yes"

"In school?"


"Yes"

"Whilst graduation is going on?"

"Yes"

"You horny bastard"

"You love it"

"I love you" he corrected me. I laughed and kissed him again, his hands in my hair and on my back. I lifted up his graduation gown and pulled it over his head, ripping his shirt off as quickly as possible. I grinded against him as my fingers moved to his belt, undoing it and unzipping his pants.

"On the floor" I muttered. He hesitated.

"What? Alex, please, if you're having doubts about us this is not the time to do it, I mean, I just possibly ruined my entire career all for you and I-"

"Jack, I'm not having doubts. I love you more than anything. Its just..this is sorta like the end of our life as we know it, right? Like we're going to move away and stuff and..oh god this is stupid.."

"No, lex, go on, say it"

"Its really stupid but I kinda don't want to bottom again until we start our life together..like a new beginning sorta thing"

"So..you're saying you want to wait?"

"Yeah..I'm sorry, that's really stupid..it doesn't matter, I just thought-"

"Lex..stop. It matters. If it matters to you that you don't bottom again until we begin our life together properly, then it matters to me too. Ok? Never think that anything you want doesn't matter. Now, get on the floor" I smirked as he lay down. I got my pants off quickly then knelt down on the floor, sucking Alex off quickly for makeshift lube.

"Fuck, I've missed your moans" I grinned at him as I moved up his body, kissing him.

"Just fucking hurry up, I need you" he mumbled against my lips, pushing his hands into my hair. I smiled as I kissed him, my tongue pushing into his mouth as I guided his dick into me. Alex immediately moaned as I began riding him and within minutes, the small room was echoing with our groans.

"Fuck you feel so good" he moaned, his hands moving to my hips.

"You do too, baby. I missed you so much"

"I missed you too"

"How's therapy? Is it ok? Is it going well?"

"Mhmm...great..she gave me methods of stopping self harming and I think..I've found one that works..for me" Alex told me in between moans.

"How about you?"

"Yeah, I'm slowly but surely coming off the pills"

"That's great, baby!" Alex kissed me again and I kissed back passionately. God I loved him. Our breathing was heavier now and our pulses were raised. Sweat made our chests glimmer slightly as I continued to ride Alex's dick.

"Oh by the way...I think I've..found a nice place..for us to move to...Southport, North Carolina...there's a little...house near the beach..and its..so pretty...I love it..I'll show you...later" I panted, getting close now.

"Sounds great..wherever's fine...as long as...we're..together..whatever..you want...I love you"

"Love you too...m'close"

"Me too" Alex was thrusting into me now and I was moaning. His hand wrapped around my dick, lazily jerking me off, his hand barely moving as I bounced up and down on his dick, basically rutting into his hand.

"F-fuck-" I started saying, ending up groaning Alex's name as I came. Alex's hand that was on my hip kept me riding him through his orgasm as I clenched around his dick. I leant over, resting my head on his chest as he still thrust into me slowly. He grabbed a sort of rag and made me sit up so he could clean us off before letting me lie back down. He wrapped his arms around me as we both lay getting our breath back.

"You know what? Till I met you, I never thought I'd have sex in a broom cupboard"

"Well, in my defence, its not really a broom cupboard, its a bit big to be classed as a cupboard"

"Shut up, you dork"

"You love me"
"Yeah. I do. Now get me my clothes please?"

"Why don't you get them yourself? Lazy lil shit" I grinned as I got up, chucking his tshirt at his face.

"C'mon, there's something I wanted to show you. Drop me off at my grandmas house? Then I'll walk home and meet you there"

"Sure, baby" I smiled curiously.

About an hour passed and Alex appeared with a guitar and a little black book. I didn't say anything and he cleared his throat.

"So um..yknow when we first met..when I told you I'd never sing or play for you?"

"I remember"

"And I told you my songs weren't exactly happy?"

"Yeah"

"Well..um..yeah" he trailed off and began strumming his guitar.

"Oh Florida, please be still tonight
Don't disturb this love of mine
Look how he's so serene
You've gotta help me out

And count the stars to form in lines
And find the words we'll sing in time
I want to keep him dreaming
It's my one wish, I won't forget this
I'm outdated, overrated
Morning seems so far way

So I'll sing a melody
And hope to God he's listening
Sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
Your lullaby for all the times
Hoping that my voice could get it right
If luck is on my side tonight
My clumsy tongue will make it right
And wrists that touch
It isn't much, but it's enough
To form imaginary lines
Forget your scars, we'll forget mine
The hours change so fast
Oh God, please make this last
'Cause I'm outdated, overrated
Morning seems so far way
So I'll sing a melody And hope to God he's listening
Sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
Your lullaby for all the times
Hoping that my voice could get it right
Could get it right
You could crush me
Please don't crush me
'Cause baby I'm a dreamer for sure
And I won't let you down
I swear this time I mean it
And I'll sing a melody
And hope to God he's listening
Sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
Your lullaby for all the times
Hoping that my voice could get it right" tears brimmed over my eyes as Alex sang to me. As soon as he was finished, he put down his guitar and joined me on the settee, taking me in his arms.
"Jack, baby, don't cry"

"That was beautiful..I love you so much"

After a few hours of cuddling and reading through Alex's lyric book that he allowed me to look at, I'd finally composed myself. I kissed him on the cheek and got up, grabbing my laptop.

"Whaddya doing?"

"Showing you our possible new house"

"O-okay" I plopped back onto the settee in between Alex's legs and reached up for a kiss as his arms fell back into place around me. I loaded up the page from my history and showed Alex.

"Its beautiful, baby" he smiled, kissing me on the head.

"Mhmm..I emailed the owners and they said they're ready for someone to move in as soon as possible. They also said we're the only enquirers so far and the local school has a vacancy. Good price too" I babbled excitedly.

"Seems perfect"

"You don't seem excited..why aren't you excited?" I put the laptop on the floor and turned to him.

"Jack...listen..there's not really an easy way to tell you this..um..I know we've been planning on moving in together for ages now but..um..things have changed..I don't mean us, we're fine..I mean me..um..I-I..um..I want to go to college" he blurted out, looking at me uneasily.


Well this definitely changed things.

Notes

So THIS IS IT!!


ITS BEEN SUCH A PLEASURE WRITING FOR YOU GUYS AND I JUST WANNA THANK YOU ALL FOR STICKING WITH ME RIGHT TILL THE END. I'VE ABSOLUTELY LOVED WRITING THIS AND THE RESPONSE IT GOT HAS BEEN PHENOMENAL AND I COULDN'T ASK FOR ANYTHING MORE.


Oh gosh this has been an emotional journey to write and I can hardly wait to start the sequel (YES SEQUEL!) I just hope you all love the sequel as much as you seem to love this one.


omfg I don't want this to end D: I have to go and tick the little completed box now and I'm going to cry.


Big big big thanks to you if you were there from the moment chapter one was published or from halfway through or even if you only just found this today, it means the world that people like this. I'm actually so thankful I didn't delete this entire fic before I posted any of it like I was going to because its been a blast.


I probably won't be starting writing (or at least posting) the sequel until summer (exams are shit) so until then, you can keep up with my other fics (Let's Fabricate - jalex fic with a twist and He Hasn't Been Sober For Days - jalex fic that I'm co-writing with SherbetHerbert) so you won't have to miss me too much!;)


Seriously though, thank you so so so much, ily all.


(OH GOD I HAVE TO PRESS SUBMIT CHAPTER FOR THE LAST TIME ON THIS FIC oh my god I'm crying hahahahaha)