Who Said It Was Gonna Be Easy?

We spent a while kissing until vic got up off me and began rolling up another joint.

"what are you doing?"

"I just wanna try something" he said as he concentrated. I grabbed the bottle of vodka and downed some, passing it to him as he gave me the new joint. I took a long drag of it as vic drank some vodka. He set the bottle down then took it off me. I frowned at him and he chuckled and pressed his lips to mine.

"you have beautiful eyes" he told me. I blushed and he smoked some of the joint. He held some smoke in his mouth then kissed me, breathing it into my mouth.

Once we'd finished it, we drank some of the jack daniels then vic pushed me down onto the settee, straddling me and kissing me hard.

"Alex? You're not just using me as a rebound, are you?" I thought for a moment. Was I?

"no. No, I'm not" I said surely. A grin spread over his face and his mouth was suddenly on mine again. After I few minutes, his fingers were playing with the hem of my tshirt.

"wanna take this upstairs?" he mumbled against my lips.

"mhmm" vic chuckled and pulled me up.

"you're a virgin, right?"

"yup"

"s'cool, I'll bottom. Wait you're cool with this, aren't you?"

"does it look like I give a fuck about anything right now?"

"not really"

"that's cos I don't. Cmon, I wanna fuck you" I took his hand and dragged him upstairs.

That was the last thing that I remembered from the day before when I woke up. Vics arms were around me, pulling me close to his chest and there was a thin blanket over us. I moved my head slightly, wincing when it felt like someone had hit it with a hammer. I closed my eyes again and sighed. After a few minutes of the pounding agony in my head, I woke vic up.

"what?" he asked groggily.

"my head really hurts" I said in a small voice. He kissed me on the nose then carefully got up from under me.

"I'll be back in a minute, kitten" he told me quietly before leaving the room. He came back with a can of coke, some painkillers and a glass of water.

"what's the coke for?"

"sugar helps hangovers go away" he told me as he helped me sit up. I took the painkillers then drank the coke before lying back down. I made grabby hands at vic who got back on the bed, straddling me and kissing me softly.

"no..vic..just snuggle with me, my head hurts"

"okay, baby" he murmured, moving to lie next to me. He played with my hair gently as I closed my eyes and tried to go back to sleep, my head nestled gently in the crook of his neck.

"so we're skipping school again today then?"

"mhmm"

"okay, kitten" vics lips pressed gently against my hair. When the pain subsided, I finally drifted back asleep. I was almost entirely convinced that maybe, just maybe, I'd be fine without jack. I thought I'd depend on him but I hadn't even acknowledged him.

However, I woke up, whimpering softly, trying not to cry. I'd remembered what jack had done to me and the hurt was back.

"shh..it's okay..don't cry" vic soothed me comfortingly rubbing my back, pulling me closer to him. I pushed my face further into his neck, letting the tears rain down. I felt vics arms grip me even tighter and he kissed my head softly.

"vic? W-will you do something for me?" he seemed to know what I was going to ask and reached over me to get my phone off the bedside table.

"why do you want to talk to jack, anyway?"

"that's the last thing I want. I just don't want him to think I've killed myself again"

"well we'll do it together then, okay, kitten?" he grabbed my chin gently, lifting it and placing a gentle kiss on my lips. I took my phone from his hand and called jack.

"Alex, where the fuck are you?! Are you okay?!" jack answered straight away.

"you don't need to know where I am. I'm fine"

"why aren't you at school? Where are you?"

"I don't know. And why would I want to be at school? I've got everything I need right here" vic let out a small chuckle at this and began to kiss my neck, his hand moving down my body, fingers dancing on my skin. I squirmed and halfheartedly told him to stop, whilst attempting to keep a moan down.

"Alex, seriously, I'm really worried about you. Wait..who are you with?!"

"why does it matter to you?" I laughed.

"because I can hear what you're doing. What the fuck, Alex, you're supposed to be my boyfriend!"

"oh yeah you're one to talk!"

"Alex, I-"

"you know what? I don't even want to do this right now. We're over, jack. For good."

Notes

yay an update!

for good??????? whaaaaat

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