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Who Said It Was Gonna Be Easy?

Chapter 42

I lay in a state of numb blackness until around 5am when I woke up. My first thought was to snuggle as close to the peacefully sleeping boy who was in my arms as possible. His nose crinkled a little bit in his sleep then he moved his head a little bit.

My second thought (and the one I acted on) was to take my arms from around Alex, get up and go as far away from him as I could without making it blatantly obvious that something was wrong. I didn't want him to think I was mad at him or anything. I was just feeling immensely guilty. I found myself sat on the hall floor just behind the door, a slight cool breeze coming through the letterbox.

Before I knew it, I heard Alex's feet padding softly through my apartment. His morning voice called my name softly.

"yeah, I'm in here"

"jack? What're you doing, baby?"

"just th-...nothing"

"you look awful. Are you sick?"

"no"

"are you sure? You look sick"

"I dunno. I'm pretty tired so" I shrugged.

"no, no, you look sick, not tired"

"well I feel fine. Honestly. I just need a few more hours sleep"

"well..okay. C'mon we should get ready" he put his hand out to me and I took it, letting him pull me up and into his arms. I snuggled into his chest and he squeezed me gently.

"are you sure you're feeling okay?"

"Alex, for god sake I'm fine! Stop fucking asking me!" I pushed him away again and stormed off to my bedroom. I was stood running my hands through my hair frustratedly when I felt Alex close to me. I turned around and caught sight of his sad expression.

"lex.." I said sadly. He didn't reply.

"lex, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to snap at you, baby"

"it's okay"

"I'm just really tired, I'm sorry" I kissed him softly and his hands made their way to my hips.

"I'm sorry for having a go at you, I didn't mean it"

"I know, sweetie, I know. When's your first lesson today?"

"I don't know, second" I got him my timetable and he spent a minute scanning it.

"you're not teaching until period 4. There's some trip with that year. I'll walk to school, get a couple more hours of sleep, okay?"

"lie with me for a few minutes?"

"course" he took my hand and pulled me over to my bed. We lay down and he pulled me close to him. I somehow managed to fall asleep to the feeling of him rubbing my back gently.


When I woke up, Alex was gone. He'd texted me to tell me he was at school. I checked the time and saw I had another hour before I had to be at school so I rolled back over and went back to sleep. At least then I could get rid of my thoughts for a little while.

"jack..wake up, baby" I felt Alex stroke my cheek gently. I opened my eyes and looked up at him sleepily.

"come on, you need to get up now"

"I don't wanna"

"tough. I don't have to dress you, do I?" Alex asked. I was too sleepy to work out whether he was joking or not so I just nodded.

"no, come on, get up and get ready or I'll give you a boner and then leave" he smirked. I groaned and forced myself up.

"you have 5 minutes to be completely ready" he told me before grinning, ruffling my hair and leaving the room.


I appeared in the living room about 5 minutes later, having just brushed my teeth.

"you done? Cool, let's go" he got up off the settee and I took both his hands in mine. I kissed him softly, feeling him smile. I pushed him backwards until his back hit the wall. He protested with the excuse that we were going to be late but I kissed him again, harder, pushing my tongue into his mouth. He gasped at the feeling of the mintyness still on my tongue and pushed his tongue into my mouth, wanting to explore my mouth, me letting him take control.

"we can be a few minutes late, right?" Alex asked. I nodded.

"I can drop you off at your class and tell them I was talking to you about something, you won't get in trouble"

"you think I care about getting in trouble?"

"well..yeah"

"dude, I'm dating my teacher"

"good point"

"now shut up and kiss me...sir" he let go of my hands to pull my hips closer to him. I guided his hands to my butt and let him carry on kissing me. He moved one hand to palm me through my jeans and spoke again a couple of minutes later.

"ok we'd be late if we left now"

"fuck. But aleeex...I'm hard though..carry on"

"no, come on, we have to leave now otherwise it'll be too hard to explain and we'll get found out. I'll suck you off on the way there"

"fine" I grinned widely at his solution and grabbed my keys, pulling him out of the door straight away because, damn, my dick was throbbing like mad.

Notes

hey guys! shit mood passed quicker than expected so I thought I'd update^-^




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Comments

SUPERNATURAL!!!!!!!!!! I'm obsessed with that show. Sorry not sorry

Daydreamers Daydreamers
11/9/15

OMG!!! I laughed. I cried. I fell in love. This was amazing. I am going to read the rest of your fics now because you are amazing. OH and thanks for turning me on to Mayday because I have been trying not to fall in love with anymore bands but god you pulled my heart strings with the last chapter. BYE!!

WHYYYYYYYYY, THEY WERE HAPPY AND GREAT THEN THIS?!?!
i still think that you are an excellent writer, but, why did things have to get sucky again? ):
not hating just...observing...

pants_pants pants_pants
10/30/14

YAAAAAAAAY!

MakeMeLoveATL MakeMeLoveATL
6/27/14

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GimmieGaskarth GimmieGaskarth
5/11/14