Who Said It Was Gonna Be Easy?

When we arrived back at the beach, jack helped me out of the boat after tying it up. He then took the box out and took my hand, kissing me softly on the cheek before we walked back to where he'd set the blanket out. He dumped the box next to it. We sat down on the blanket and jack grabbed his guitar.

"I wanted to sing you a song" he smiled. He began to strum the guitar and after a few seconds I recognised the tune. He was playing Just The Way You Are by Bruno Mars. "Oh you know, you know, you know
I'd never ask you to change
If perfect's what you're searching for
Then just stay the same" Jack grinned as he sang to me.

"jack..fuck, you're perfect" I pushed his guitar away and moved to sit in his lap, wrapping my legs around his waist. I was higher up than jack so I took advantage of the situation to grab his hair and gently tip his head back, leaving him all vulnerable as he waited for me to kiss him. He pressed me closer to him and I couldn't take it any longer. I closed the distance between us, taking one last look at jacks lust-filled eyes before closing my own and kissing him. My hands tightened in his hair and jack let out a little moan. I felt him subtly grinding up on me and a couple of minutes later, I could feel myself getting harder. Jacks hand slid up my top, pulling me even closer to him and he stopped to kiss my neck, still grinding on me.

"I want to go home" I blurted out. Jack froze. He took his mouth from my neck and let his hands fall from my back. He looked up at me, worry etched on his face.

"y-you want to go home?" he swallowed hard. "w-why? What did I do wrong? Is everything ok?"

"jack..everythings perfect. I just want to go home, that's all"

"why would you want to go home if everythings perfect? What's wrong? What's happened?"

"I said I want to go home. Not to my house. Home. I want to go home" I explained. Realisation dawned on jacks face and he leant in to kiss me again.

"of course we can go home, baby"

The ride home seemed to be a lot shorter than the ride there. Perhaps it was because jack didn't let go of my hand the whole way home. Perhaps it was because I knew we'd do something when we got in. Perhaps it was just because me and jack were talking again.


As soon as we got in, Jack pressed me up against the wall and kissed me hard yet sweetly.
"undo your pants" jack murmured a few minutes later when he stopped kissing me to move to kissing my neck. I did as he said, unzipping them and undoing the button.

"you're fucking cute..I fucking missed you so much" he murmured against my skin. I let out a quiet moan as he pressed closer to me. He kissed me again before telling me to pull my pants down. He undid his own pants and knelt down. I watched him as he took hold of his dick and moved his hand up and down the length of it a few times. It was incredibly hot to watch. I was enticed watching jack masturbate so when his other hand stroked my dick, it surprised me. It surprised me even more when jack took my dick in his mouth.

"holy shit, jack" I moaned and arched my back. He used his free hand to press me back against the wall whilst he began to take me in deeper. Pretty soon, the room was echoing with mine and jacks moans and the sound of him jacking off. My dick was hitting the back of his throat as he sucked, hollowing his cheeks and using his tongue to make me moan, but he didn't even gag once. His hand suddenly trailed down my body from where he'd been pinning me down to my thighs where he reached between my legs to rub my balls in his fingers. This sent me over the edge, moaning in ecstasy as I climaxed, releasing into jacks mouth. He moaned around a mouthful of my dick and my cum and I guessed that he'd came as well. Jack swallowed hard and let my dick out of his mouth, a little dribble of cum spilling over his lip. I wiped it away for him then passed him some tissues. He smiled gratefully, cleaned himself up then stood up, pulling his pants up. He took my hand and led me into his bedroom. He sat me down on his bed and began opening drawers.

"what're you doing?"

"getting some comfy clothes out for us. I wanna snuggle" he passed me some sweatpants and a baggy long sleeved tshirt. I began getting changed. I hesitated before I went to change my top and jack glanced at me.

"what?" he asked softly. He came over to me, sitting next to me and putting his hand on my leg.

"I don't want you to see me"

"why not?"

"because..I'm fat and I-I..um..I cut again" I whispered.

"you're not fat, baby. And if you think you are and I can't convince you otherwise, then trust me, I don't give a shit about your weight. You're still beautiful to me. Now, lemme see that arm of yours" his voice was gentle.

"you're not mad at me for cutting?"

"no, sweetie, of course I'm not. I just want to see to make sure they're not too bad and to check they're clean" I nodded, allowing jack to take my tshirt off.

"it's worse than I thought" Jack muttered to himself.

"what is?"

"you...lex, you're extremely underweight...I'm so sorry, baby"

"what are you sorry for?"

"for having not got you help yet. I've found a therapist for you but I just haven't booked you an appointment yet, I'm so so sorry, I could've helped you by now" I shrugged.

"it's not your fault" I murmured, resting my head on his shoulder. He lifted my arm up so he could see it better. I closed my eyes as he inspected it: I didn't want to be reminded of what I'd done to myself.

"it's not too bad. They don't look like they were that deep and there's not too many of them. They look clean enough" jack stood up and moved so he was crouched down in front of me, in between my legs.

"you're really fucking beautiful, ok? Don't let anyone tell you otherwise" he told me before standing up and grabbing the baggy tshirt, putting it on me like I was a small child before kissing me on the nose. He then returned to getting himself changed. He threw his tie onto the bed and I picked it up.

"how come you've not worn this before?"

"I don't really like ties. I only wear them on special occasions"

"damn"

"what?"

"you don't wear them often. I don't get to see you in it a lot"

"hmm. Well in that case, I'm sure I could wear them more often when we're alone. How does that sound?"

"mhmm. Good" I blushed and jack pulled me up off his bed.

"cmon you, let's go snuggle" he murmured, pulling me close, hugging me tight and kissing me on the cheek.

Notes

Worst smut ever but yeah there you go. drama coming soon :D





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