Sin

Alex

Jack only leaving me twenty or so minutes until he got here gave me very little time to both clean my room and make myself presentable. I was in the same sweats I'd been wearing for at least two days now, and was bare chested. I knew Jack wouldn't mind, hell, he'd probably encourage it, but the still insecure little voice at the back of my mind told me to cover up my almost completely faded bruises from Jon. I was surprised that he'd backed off a little bit now, but I wasn't going to complain, the only part that sucked was the still incredibly vibrant scars on my arms from the times he burnt me with his stupid cigarette.

Snapping myself put of my thoughts, I shook my head and rummaged my drawers for a tee. I settled on a plain white one and pulled it over my bed hair before practically running to the bathroom to brush my teeth to get rid of my inevitable bad breath. So far, winter break had dragged on and not much had happened. Because school was obviously over, my parents didn't really see appoint or need for me to go outside, although they did ask if Rian wanted to come over for dinner.

So for the past few days, I had been confined to my room and studying, and before starting Dulaney I would have revelled in all this extra work, but now I had better things to do. When my mom and dad informed me that they had to leave me on my own for a few hours, I was thrilled. It would finally give me a chance to learn a few more Blilnk, Green Day and You Me At Six covers. My mom, and I quote, told me to 'turn that satanical music off or I'll take away your guitar'. At first, I really thought she was joking, but now I know she was being serious, even if she was wrong. But now I get to see my boyfriend, and that's even better.

After brushing my teeth and knotted hair I hopped down the stairs and headed straight to the kitchen to make a coffee so I would look a little less lifeless. I patiently waited for the kettle to boil whilst I sat on the kitchen counter and tapped some fairly decent beat out against it. I thought back to the conversation Jack and I had earlier about Christmas, for once he was more organised than I and had already gotten gifts, I on the other hand, hadn't. Deciding I should do something about it, I pulled my phone out of my pocked and sent out a message.

To; Patrick Stump - hey pat, would it be cool if we went to the mall tomorrow? I still have Christmas presents to buy :)

By the time I had made my coffee, and of course one for Jack, and settled back in my room on the bed, I heard the doorbell ring. Knowing perfectly well who it was, I sucked in a big breath of air and shouted, "IT'S OPEN!"

I heard the front door promptly open and close before a set of fast paced footsteps dash closer towards me, and before I knew it, I was being straddled by a very out of breath Jack Barakat.

"Hello handsome," I grinned, reaching my hand up to his face so I could hook my index finger under his chin and pull him in for a quick kiss. "What time do you call this?" I joked.

"Uhh, like 8?" He shrugged, his lips hovering mere millimetres away from my own.

I could feel his warm breath ghosting over my own lips, almost in a teasing way. I moved my free hand slowly up his side and tangled my fingers in his messy raven locks, pulling on a few strands slightly, which to my surprise, emitted a low growl from the back of jacks throat. He wasted no time in slotting our lips together in a much needed kiss. He rested his forearms by the side of my head, so as not to put all of his weight on me, not that there is anything to him.

"I, really, fucking, missed, you," He grunted between kisses.

Maybe it was the desperation of his words that made me feel wanted, or the content between us I hadn't experienced in days that caused a sudden tightness in my pants, but I didn't really care at this point. All I cared about was that Jack was on top of me, and I loved him with all of my heart.

"You're so gay," I chuckled, "So, so gay."

"Ha," He snorted, "Not true, I do have a love for the female body-"

I rolled my eyes and giggled at him, "Shut up and kiss me."

He didn't need to be told twice as his lips crashed down onto mine, sending a bolt of electricity shooting through my entire body. With every fibre in my body, and with my entire existence, I can honestly say that I don't want to be anywhere else, not ever. As cheesy and cliche as it sounds, everything feels perfect when I'm beside him. When I open my eyes, I see him. When I open my mind, I can feel him. And when I open my soul, all I do is love him.

Notes

Let me tell you a thing and apologise,
This past week I've been in hospital hooked up to a heart monitor thing, and tomorrow I'm having major surgery done....hopefully I don't die (my consultant said there's a good risk that I could get blood clots in my heart and stuff yay) but if for some reason something does happen and I can't finish my stories, I deeply apologise :)
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