Dear Maria [On Hold]

He smiled when he saw the little being on the blurred display. He could saw the little thin arms, legs and the tiny round head.
He doubted that he wanted to have the child at all. That he loves the woman, who gestated this baby. But when he saw this being, he knew that he loved IT. He wanted to grant his baby a good life and he wanted to be a good father.
"Do you want to know the gender, Mr Gaskarth?" The doctor in the white lab coat asked. Alex nodded. The fans from All Time Low would want to know.
"It's a little girl and you will be able to hold her in your arms in probably two month."
She smiled friendly and totally ignored his girlfriend, Lisa. She probably heard about the rumors that she cheated on Alex. Well she really cheated on him. More than once.
Dr White, the older gynecologist, took a towel and cleaned the belly from the liquid, which is needed for the ultrasound. Alex helped his girlfriend from the litter and pulled out his phone with the other hand. "Mr Gaskarth, don't write SMS here or call someone. The devices are sensitive."
"Yeah. Sorry, Dr White." He pulled his phone back to his back pocket. Now he had to wait for the afternoon to tell the rest of the band about the gender and loose ten dollar to Jack. They bet about the sex of the little baby. Alex said that his child has to be as manly as himself. Jack just laughed and said: "Then your child'll become the girliest and most beautiful princess in the world, Lex."
And he was right. On the display the little girl looked so breakable and the father-to-be had no doubts that she'll bedazzle the whole world.
Lisa and him were given two ultrasound images and Dr White said Alex goodbye. She just said to Lisa: "Remember your appointment, Miss Roucco."
Than they were pushed out of the hospital by some crew-members. A large crowd gathered in front of the building and Alex was surprised how much fans the band already get. He was so sidetracked that he didn't noticed a shoe was thrown in Lisas direction. It almost hit Alex. Alex blinked. He didn't knew that Lisa was hated by the fans so much that they want to hurt her.
He pushed her to one of the bodyguards to take care of her and bring her home, while he gave autographs.
He picked up the shoe, pulled out an marker from his pocket and signed it before giving it back to the fan. "Don't do that again when I'm next to her, dude. You can hit me." He joked and gave a heart melting smile.
Fans screamed in his ears and he turned to hundrets of cameras and flashing lights.
At the end of the row were interviewer, who wanted to know all about the baby.
"Mr Gaskarth. Mr Gaskarth. Which gender is your baby?" A red-haired woman asked.
"Well it's a little girl."
"How do you want to name her?" She seemed persistent.
"Well, Lisa has to choose. We arranged that she choose a girls name and I do that for a boy. Now she has to decide."
With these last words he said good bye to the crowd and drove to the tour bus.
The tour would still last a half year. She just began, therefore Alex couldn't stay at his pregnant girlfriend, but he didn't was upset about it, because she would just hurt him with bitching around or just being there.
He didn't take it to be there, although Lisa promised him that this child was his. He didn't trust her. He wanted to do a paternity test.
He left the car on the parking lot and headed to the tour bus.
Before knocking on the door, he waited a minute to listen, if someone's in there. He couldn't hear anyone so he knew that just some crew member are in there. Otherwise you could hear Jack and Rian arguing and some other people talking.
He finally knocked at the door waited for someone to open it.
After some seconds the door opened and Jack jumped out, a winning grin on his lips.
"Aaaaand, how is your little lady?" He said.
"Ew, where'd you know?" Alex shouted and searched his pockets for ten dollars. "Lisa posted it on twitter. I think you should post it too. Fans want to know that."
They went inside the bus and sat down at some chairs.
"Yeah but first I want to tell it the rest of the band, Matt and the crew." Alex said and gave Jack an awkward smile.
"Tell me what's wrong, dude." Jack said seriously. He knew that something was wrong with his friend. Maybe the Doc found out that he has ovaries or something.
"I don't know if I'm the real father. You know? Lisa bitched around a lot. I'm scared. I love the little girl." Alex said quietly and rubbed his neck.
"She wouldn't lie to you at this point. Alex you dickhead, she would be stupid to do that!"
Jack punched Alex' shoulder and laughed to shake off the bad mood. And it helped. Alex' face lid up and he punched Jacks shoulder back. "Douche" - "Jerk."
~*~ time shift ~*~
"Alex... I" Her voice broke. "I can't stand that anymore. The hate of your fans. Your glimpses. That's hard, you know? The knowledge that you will rise a child with a man who hates you, in a circle of acquaintances who hates you too. I decided to rise Maria by myself. Without you. I will move. Away from Baltimore. Please don't call me. I'm sorry."
After listening to this voice mail over and over again, Alex knew the complete text but he didn't get the message behind it. Why did Lisa leave him? He didn't know. Jack sat next to him, patting his wet back. They just gave a concert and Lisa knew that as well so she knew that nobody would answer the phone.
It was hard for Jack to see Alex like that. For him, Alex always was a strong, happy person with no reason to be sad or angry. Although or just because Alex is the person with the saddest past. He lost his brother, but kept that smile. Jack admired him. But now Alex needed him.
"Alex. Forget this slut. You have rights. She can't deny your child. If she does so, you go to your lawyer" He jumped up and ran in circles in the middle of the bus. Alex looked up, straight into Jacks eyes and saw the determination in them. He had to smile. Jack was the best friend he knew. He jumped up and hugged him tight. "Yeah, Lex, you don't have to choke me." The laughed and Alex pulled back. Then he became serious again "Do you think Maria is already born? The doctor said two month. It has been two month. It was in March, right? The deadline is tomorrow then."
Jack nodded. He can't tell Alex that he knew that Marias birthday was three days ago. On the 21st May.
"Maybe it's better this way, Alex. We should do our tour. In four months you can try to get Maria, right?" Jack asked. Alex nodded and sat back on the chair. This situation was tricky but he had to be calm, be concentrated and do the tour. He owed his fans.
When he looked up, with this spark of resolution in his eyes, Jack smiled light and gave him a hug. "That's my man. Now come and play some xbox. I'll beat you!"
"Never"

~*~ time shift ~*~

"If you sing like on the last concert, all is perfect. Just don't mess up the lyrics of 'Oh, Calamity!' again." Matt Flyzik told Alex for a hundred times.
"Matt, I got sidetracked. It'll never happens again man." He shook his head and wanted to leave the tour bus, but stumbled over a wicker basket that stood in front of the door.
"What's that? A fan gift?" Matt asked.
"How should I know? Idiot."
Alex slowly lifted the basket and opened the thick red blanket, the basket was covered with. A little babyface looked at him.
"W-What...?" Alex was surprised. Who should leave a baby in front of a tour bus full of idiots and unreliable dickheads?
It hit him like a lightning. Lisa.
A little peace of paper and a letter lied on the side of the basket.
Alex first read the note:
"Alex
I can't take care of our little Maria. She remembers me so much of you. I want you to have her. In the letter are a paternity test, the birth certificate and other important papers. Don't loose them.
Maria is easy-going. You and the boys should deal with her. If not, bring her to May or your mother.
I know that you have some concerts and a tour to be finished but please, take care!
I'm sorry.
Lisa"
Alex looked back to the little girl, obviously Maria.
It was the first time that he saw her. He pulled her out of the basket and hugged her tight. He was his baby girl, his blood, his family.
While Matt read the note and letter, Alex smiled to Maria.
"Alex... We can't take care of a two month old infant." Matt said.

Notes

Huu, I'M SO EXCITED AND JUST CAN'T HIDE IT... Okay... ehm, hi ^-^ I'm not a natural speaker so please tell me, if you find any mistakes... if someone reads this. please?! hehe.
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