He's Adorable as Hell
You Were Never a Friend to Me
Chapter 22
Jack’s POV
“Jack, you and I both know I won’t make it.” Alex said, sighing.
We were walking around the park, hand in hand, as we talked about the music program opportunity. We’d been walking for over two hours, just talking. It was amazing how we could just do that. Talk for hours on end without worrying about judgment or getting bored.
“Come on Lex, you’ve made it to the top ten. You just need to make the top five, then the top three, and then before you know it you’ll be recording at Hopeless.” I replied, squeezing his hand reassuringly.
He sighed again and looked at his feet. “I don’t know. I’m not sure if I’m ready for all that.”
“You have until the end of the year, you know. That’s when they choose the overall winners. Do you know which song they chose you by? The Downtown Fiction or your original?”
“I think they went off both.”
“So send in two every time. Something by you and something by another artist. That way they have two different styles of music to go off of.”
“I guess so.” He shrugged.
“You okay? You’ve been down all day.” I frowned.
“I’m just over thinking this whole thing. I’m over thinking everything. My relationship with Tom, his relationship with her, MY relationship with her, the music thing, you and I-“
I cut him off right there. “What? You’re over thinking you and I? As in, thinking about a breakup?”
“No, not at all. Just thinking.” He rolled up the sleeves of his sweatshirt.
“Well, what about?”
“Our relationship. I can’t help but wonder what would have happened if I had never even come to your class after school on that Monday. Where we’d be if I hadn’t tried to commit suicide. What we would have been if I had never been a bitch to you on the first day of school. If we had never met. Had we not met, would we ever meet? If I lived somewhere else, or you lived somewhere else, would we have somehow found a way to find each other?”
I was quiet for a few seconds, letting it all sink in. “I think.... I think that if we’re meant to be, we’re meant to be. If we were to not have met the way we did, we still would have found a way to each other, whether that be in a bar or through a friend, maybe even on a dating site. Whatever. Either way, we would have found each other. Because if this love is as true as I think it is, nothing can break the bond.”
He smiled and I knew exactly what was coming. “Aww....”
“Damn you, you always have to do that!” I complained.
“I’m sorry! I can’t help it! You’re so sweet and adorable and I’m hungry!”
I laughed. “So let’s go down to the coffee shop and I’ll get you something to eat.”
“No, I’ll pay.”
“I’m your boyfriend and your hungry, so I’m paying.”
“Fine.” He pouted. I laughed and kissed his nose, making him smile again.
We walked down to the coffee shop, enjoying ourselves, when we walked in and saw Cass with Kellin. At least it wasn’t Tom. Alex’s smile disappeared and for some reason, the room seemed to go quiet for a minute.
“Are you fucking kidding me.” He said, staring at them. They had yet to notice us.
“Do you want to leave?”
“No. Let’s just get me something to eat and forget about them.” He said coldly, pulling me to the line and picking out what he wanted, a simple Rice Krispy treat and a coffee.
“You’re so unhealthy.” I laughed we sat down at a table across the room from Cass and Kellin. Unfortunately, the shop wasn’t that big and we were actually pretty close to them.
“Shut up, I’m hungry and this looked good.” He chuckled, taking a little bite and swallowing, then holding it out to me. “Want some?”
“Sure.” I took it and ate a little bit. “Thanks.”
“Mhm.”
I overheard Cass with Kellin. “...Do you think he saw us? Probably not, if he’s still here. Should we go?”
“No.” Kellin replied. “If they haven’t seen us yet, they won’t at all. That or Alex finally decided to grow some balls and deal with this.”
“Don’t talk about him like that, he’s brave. I just hurt his feelings, that’s all.”
“He’s weak, Cass. You know that. Haven’t you seen the scars on him?”
“I guess you’re right.”
I’m guessing Alex heard also, because he just looked down at the table and ran his finger along the rim of his coffee. I placed my hand over his on the table, making him glance up at me and smile a little. It soon disappeared.
“Do you want to leave?” I asked again.
He shook his head. “No, he’s right. I need to deal with this somehow.”
“Maybe this isn’t the best way. Eavesdropping on them in a coffee shop.”
“I’m not leaving.”
“Okay.”
We stayed silent as we listened to them some more.
“.... Come on Cass, you can’t seriously miss him. He wasn’t good for you and you know it.” Kellin said.
“He was a good friend. He was just holding me back. He wasn’t bad for me, he just... I don’t know.”
“Don’t miss him. You’re right, he just holds you back in life. He’s like, emo or something.”
Cass just nodded, I could see it out of the corner of my eyes. I looked at Alex, who was biting his lip and looking at his scars. He pulled the sleeves on his sweatshirt down and covers his hands with them, moving his arm so the scars would be against the table if his sleeves were still rolled up.
“I think he heard.” Cass said.
“So? He’s emo. Gay and emo. Don’t feel bad for him, Cass. It’s his choice to rip his skin apart like some Goth person.”
Cass glanced over here. I looked back at her with an expression saying, ‘He heard you’. She looked at Alex, then back at Kellin. “Kellin, he heard us, I know he did.”
“Don’t feel bad, Cassadee. I’m serious. If he wants to go home and press a razor down in his skin, he can go ahead and do it.”
Alex sighed. “Let’s go.” He said quietly, eating the last of his Rice Krispy treat and taking his coffee with him as he took my hand and lead me back to the park.
He threw away his empty coffee and we walked back to the car, forgetting about Cass and Kellin and instead talking about music.
“What’s your favorite song, currently?” I asked on our way to his house.
“Jack, you know I can’t choose... I guess Stay Strong or Keep Your Secrets.” He replied, laughing lightly.
“I can’t believe you didn’t hear about Keep Your Secrets.”
“I did, just not right away. And it’s fucking amazing.”
I laughed. “You’re so innocent.”
“How? Did I not tease the fuck out of you that one time we had sex?”
“That’s not very specific, Alex, you tease the fuck out of me every time we have sex.”
“You know, the time I called you a bitch and a whore and all that.”
“Oh, I remember. Yeah, you’re a fucking criminal when it comes to sex, but other than that you’re so innocent.” I laughed.
He chuckled. “I’m not nearly innocent, I make way too many perverted jokes to be innocent.”
“You know what I mean.”
“Alright...” He laughed as we reached his house and went inside. “Are you fucking KIDDING me?!” He yelled when he saw Cass and Tom in the living room.
“Hey Lex.” Tom said.
Alex just scoffed and pulled me upstairs to his room, shutting the door and pushing me against it. He kissed me roughly, clearly wanting sex. I happily obliged and kissed me back the exact same way, then remembered something. “Wait, Lex, what about he and she.” I breathed as he attacked my neck.
“Let them hear. I couldn’t care less.” He growled with a sharp bite to my pulse point. I pulled him back up to my lips and his tongue immediately grazed my lower lip. I let him explore and taste before he bit my lip and I walked forward so his knees his the bed and he fell backwards.
Within a matter of minutes, we were nearly naked, with the exception of our boxers. “Jaaaaack.” Alex whined as I gently bit his nipple. He moaned and arched his back, desperate for my touch. “I swear to god if you don’t do something I’ll take over and tease the hell out of you.” He threatened, although I knew he didn’t have the strength to flip the situation.
I just chuckled and placed a line of kisses down his stomach, along with a few more hickeys to add to the collection on his neck and collarbone. I finally reached his boxer waistline and I left one more hickey on his hipbone before I ripped his boxers off.
Maybe I’d try something a little different.
~~~
Alex’s POV
Jack had better get going soon because I was already pissed off without all the teasing.
He pulled my boxers off, finally, and smirked a little before wrapping his hand around my dick and slowly stroking. “Jaaaack.” I whined, my back arching uncontrollably.
“Shut up.” He demanded, his voice husky. I shut my mouth and before I knew what he was doing, he had my dick in his mouth and I moaned loudly.
“Holy fuck, Jack...” I breathed, my hips bucking up. I guess he didn’t have a gag reflex, which was already nice. He swallowed and hollowed his cheeks, making me hold back a scream with a moan. “Oh my fuck...”
I was coming close and I didn’t want it to end just yet. “Jack, stop, I’m gonna-“
He pulled off before I could finished and continued to stroke me. “Jack, fuck me.” I whimpered.
He smirked and grabbed a condom and the little bottle of lube. I’d only been on bottom once before and that was on Valentine’s Day. He put lube on three fingers and didn’t waste any time pressing one in.
It didn’t take long for me to adjust and he added another finger. He scissor his fingers, then curled them slightly, pressing that magical little spot.
“FUCK!” I yelled, making him chuckle. “Again.”
He added the last fingers and against pressed my prostate, making me moan loudly. “Fuck me.”
He smiled and hit my prostate one more time before pulling his fingers out and wiped them on the bed. He put on the condom and rubbed some lube on before aligning himself with me. “It’ll hurt.”
“I know.”
He pushed in slowly, making me wince in pain for a few seconds. I waited until I was positive before I told him to move. He pulled almost all the way out and thrust back in, making me moan. After a few thrusts, he hit my prostate and I screamed.
“Fuck, do that again, harder, faster, anything...” I begged.
He did as he was told and went both harder and faster, making both of us scream and moan. “J-Jack, I’m gonna-“
His hand snaked between us and started pumping me in time with his thrusts. With a few more moans and thrusts, I came over Jack and I’s stomachs, him following right after me.
My breathing was heavy as Jack pulled out and threw out the condom, then lay next to me. “I needed that.” I breathed.
“I know.” Jack said breathlessly back. “And I’m not one to deny sex with the most perfect boy, am I?”
I grinned. “Nope.” I got up and threw him his boxers, putting mine on. Then I tossed him a pair of sweatpants and a tee shirt, grabbing some for me too.
Once we were dressed and cleaned up, I thought about Cass and Tom. “I wonder if they heard.” I giggled.
“I sort of hope so.”
“Me too.” I laughed, taking his hand and pulling him downstairs, seeing as both of us were hungry after our little activities.
Cass and Tom were still on the couch. Tom kissed her temple and got up to meet us in the kitchen. “Are you kidding me?” He asked.
“What?” I said, playing stupid.
“You guys had to have sex while Cass was here?”
“Yep.” I turned back to the cupboards and tossed Jack some cheez-its and got myself some marshmallows.
“Seriously, do you know you just scarred her for life?”
“That’s what happened when she and her friend insult me and then she comes over here. It makes me angry and I have to let out that anger by having sex with my boyfriend.”
“What do you mean, insulted you.” Tom frowned.
“She and Kellin were sitting near us at the coffee shop and he was saying I was weak, gay, and emo and she just sat there and agreed.”
Tom was silent, then he went back out to the living room. I just shrugged and sat down at the table with Jack. We were in the middle of our conversation when Tom started shouting.
“Go, Cass! Except it!”
“I’m sorry!” I heard her say, her voice cracking.
“Go tell that to my weak, gay, emo brother!” I heard Tom yell before the door slammed shut.
I frowned and went up to Tom’s room, Jack on my heels. I opened the door to find him on his bed, texting. “Um... What was that?” I asked cautiously.
“I broke up with her.” He said, not seeming very upset.
“Why? I thought you really liked her.”
“I did. I still do. But I’m not going to date someone who is that mean to my little bro.” He smiled.
I smiled back. “You didn’t have to do that.”
“Alex, yes I did. I’m not going to stand by and listen while she calls you weak, gay, or emo. Because while you might be gay, you’re only half gay, seeing as you’re bisexual.”
“Thanks.” I smiled honestly before walking away with Jack. “Well, I guess she’s gone.”
“Good.” Jack laughed. “I was wondering how long that relationship would last.”
I grinned and pressed my lips to his for a second. It would have been longer, if the phone hadn’t rung. I rolled my eyes and broke away, answering it.
“Hello?” I sighed, unhappy they interrupted my kiss.
“Alex Gaskarth?” Came a voice.
“That’s me.”
“We would like to inform you that you won’t be needing to turn in a video for the next music program competition seeing as you have already been selected for the top five.”
“Are you serious?” I asked, my face lighting up. “Are you serious?! Oh my god!” I felt the urge to drop the phone and scream in happiness, but figured that wouldn’t be a good idea.
“Good job, Mr. Gaskarth. Keep up with the good work.”
“Thank you so much!” I exclaimed before hanging up and jumping on Jack, screaming. “Oh my god!”
“What? Why are you screaming?” He asked, hugging me back.
“I’m already selected for the top five in the music program!”
“But you haven’t entered a video?”
“I know! They already want me!”
“Oh my god, that’s amazing!” He said, hugging me again.
I laughed and hugged him tightly back.
“You’ll totally win.” Jack grinned.
“I have a little more hope now.” I grinned back and kissed his nose.
“You’ll win, I know you will. You have your whole life ahead of you.”
“For once, I actually think I have a chance.”
Jack’s POV
“Jack, you and I both know I won’t make it.” Alex said, sighing.
We were walking around the park, hand in hand, as we talked about the music program opportunity. We’d been walking for over two hours, just talking. It was amazing how we could just do that. Talk for hours on end without worrying about judgment or getting bored.
“Come on Lex, you’ve made it to the top ten. You just need to make the top five, then the top three, and then before you know it you’ll be recording at Hopeless.” I replied, squeezing his hand reassuringly.
He sighed again and looked at his feet. “I don’t know. I’m not sure if I’m ready for all that.”
“You have until the end of the year, you know. That’s when they choose the overall winners. Do you know which song they chose you by? The Downtown Fiction or your original?”
“I think they went off both.”
“So send in two every time. Something by you and something by another artist. That way they have two different styles of music to go off of.”
“I guess so.” He shrugged.
“You okay? You’ve been down all day.” I frowned.
“I’m just over thinking this whole thing. I’m over thinking everything. My relationship with Tom, his relationship with her, MY relationship with her, the music thing, you and I-“
I cut him off right there. “What? You’re over thinking you and I? As in, thinking about a breakup?”
“No, not at all. Just thinking.” He rolled up the sleeves of his sweatshirt.
“Well, what about?”
“Our relationship. I can’t help but wonder what would have happened if I had never even come to your class after school on that Monday. Where we’d be if I hadn’t tried to commit suicide. What we would have been if I had never been a bitch to you on the first day of school. If we had never met. Had we not met, would we ever meet? If I lived somewhere else, or you lived somewhere else, would we have somehow found a way to find each other?”
I was quiet for a few seconds, letting it all sink in. “I think.... I think that if we’re meant to be, we’re meant to be. If we were to not have met the way we did, we still would have found a way to each other, whether that be in a bar or through a friend, maybe even on a dating site. Whatever. Either way, we would have found each other. Because if this love is as true as I think it is, nothing can break the bond.”
He smiled and I knew exactly what was coming. “Aww....”
“Damn you, you always have to do that!” I complained.
“I’m sorry! I can’t help it! You’re so sweet and adorable and I’m hungry!”
I laughed. “So let’s go down to the coffee shop and I’ll get you something to eat.”
“No, I’ll pay.”
“I’m your boyfriend and your hungry, so I’m paying.”
“Fine.” He pouted. I laughed and kissed his nose, making him smile again.
We walked down to the coffee shop, enjoying ourselves, when we walked in and saw Cass with Kellin. At least it wasn’t Tom. Alex’s smile disappeared and for some reason, the room seemed to go quiet for a minute.
“Are you fucking kidding me.” He said, staring at them. They had yet to notice us.
“Do you want to leave?”
“No. Let’s just get me something to eat and forget about them.” He said coldly, pulling me to the line and picking out what he wanted, a simple Rice Krispy treat and a coffee.
“You’re so unhealthy.” I laughed we sat down at a table across the room from Cass and Kellin. Unfortunately, the shop wasn’t that big and we were actually pretty close to them.
“Shut up, I’m hungry and this looked good.” He chuckled, taking a little bite and swallowing, then holding it out to me. “Want some?”
“Sure.” I took it and ate a little bit. “Thanks.”
“Mhm.”
I overheard Cass with Kellin. “...Do you think he saw us? Probably not, if he’s still here. Should we go?”
“No.” Kellin replied. “If they haven’t seen us yet, they won’t at all. That or Alex finally decided to grow some balls and deal with this.”
“Don’t talk about him like that, he’s brave. I just hurt his feelings, that’s all.”
“He’s weak, Cass. You know that. Haven’t you seen the scars on him?”
“I guess you’re right.”
I’m guessing Alex heard also, because he just looked down at the table and ran his finger along the rim of his coffee. I placed my hand over his on the table, making him glance up at me and smile a little. It soon disappeared.
“Do you want to leave?” I asked again.
He shook his head. “No, he’s right. I need to deal with this somehow.”
“Maybe this isn’t the best way. Eavesdropping on them in a coffee shop.”
“I’m not leaving.”
“Okay.”
We stayed silent as we listened to them some more.
“.... Come on Cass, you can’t seriously miss him. He wasn’t good for you and you know it.” Kellin said.
“He was a good friend. He was just holding me back. He wasn’t bad for me, he just... I don’t know.”
“Don’t miss him. You’re right, he just holds you back in life. He’s like, emo or something.”
Cass just nodded, I could see it out of the corner of my eyes. I looked at Alex, who was biting his lip and looking at his scars. He pulled the sleeves on his sweatshirt down and covers his hands with them, moving his arm so the scars would be against the table if his sleeves were still rolled up.
“I think he heard.” Cass said.
“So? He’s emo. Gay and emo. Don’t feel bad for him, Cass. It’s his choice to rip his skin apart like some Goth person.”
Cass glanced over here. I looked back at her with an expression saying, ‘He heard you’. She looked at Alex, then back at Kellin. “Kellin, he heard us, I know he did.”
“Don’t feel bad, Cassadee. I’m serious. If he wants to go home and press a razor down in his skin, he can go ahead and do it.”
Alex sighed. “Let’s go.” He said quietly, eating the last of his Rice Krispy treat and taking his coffee with him as he took my hand and lead me back to the park.
He threw away his empty coffee and we walked back to the car, forgetting about Cass and Kellin and instead talking about music.
“What’s your favorite song, currently?” I asked on our way to his house.
“Jack, you know I can’t choose... I guess Stay Strong or Keep Your Secrets.” He replied, laughing lightly.
“I can’t believe you didn’t hear about Keep Your Secrets.”
“I did, just not right away. And it’s fucking amazing.”
I laughed. “You’re so innocent.”
“How? Did I not tease the fuck out of you that one time we had sex?”
“That’s not very specific, Alex, you tease the fuck out of me every time we have sex.”
“You know, the time I called you a bitch and a whore and all that.”
“Oh, I remember. Yeah, you’re a fucking criminal when it comes to sex, but other than that you’re so innocent.” I laughed.
He chuckled. “I’m not nearly innocent, I make way too many perverted jokes to be innocent.”
“You know what I mean.”
“Alright...” He laughed as we reached his house and went inside. “Are you fucking KIDDING me?!” He yelled when he saw Cass and Tom in the living room.
“Hey Lex.” Tom said.
Alex just scoffed and pulled me upstairs to his room, shutting the door and pushing me against it. He kissed me roughly, clearly wanting sex. I happily obliged and kissed me back the exact same way, then remembered something. “Wait, Lex, what about he and she.” I breathed as he attacked my neck.
“Let them hear. I couldn’t care less.” He growled with a sharp bite to my pulse point. I pulled him back up to my lips and his tongue immediately grazed my lower lip. I let him explore and taste before he bit my lip and I walked forward so his knees his the bed and he fell backwards.
Within a matter of minutes, we were nearly naked, with the exception of our boxers. “Jaaaaack.” Alex whined as I gently bit his nipple. He moaned and arched his back, desperate for my touch. “I swear to god if you don’t do something I’ll take over and tease the hell out of you.” He threatened, although I knew he didn’t have the strength to flip the situation.
I just chuckled and placed a line of kisses down his stomach, along with a few more hickeys to add to the collection on his neck and collarbone. I finally reached his boxer waistline and I left one more hickey on his hipbone before I ripped his boxers off.
Maybe I’d try something a little different.
~~~
Alex’s POV
Jack had better get going soon because I was already pissed off without all the teasing.
He pulled my boxers off, finally, and smirked a little before wrapping his hand around my dick and slowly stroking. “Jaaaack.” I whined, my back arching uncontrollably.
“Shut up.” He demanded, his voice husky. I shut my mouth and before I knew what he was doing, he had my dick in his mouth and I moaned loudly.
“Holy fuck, Jack...” I breathed, my hips bucking up. I guess he didn’t have a gag reflex, which was already nice. He swallowed and hollowed his cheeks, making me hold back a scream with a moan. “Oh my fuck...”
I was coming close and I didn’t want it to end just yet. “Jack, stop, I’m gonna-“
He pulled off before I could finished and continued to stroke me. “Jack, fuck me.” I whimpered.
He smirked and grabbed a condom and the little bottle of lube. I’d only been on bottom once before and that was on Valentine’s Day. He put lube on three fingers and didn’t waste any time pressing one in.
It didn’t take long for me to adjust and he added another finger. He scissor his fingers, then curled them slightly, pressing that magical little spot.
“FUCK!” I yelled, making him chuckle. “Again.”
He added the last fingers and against pressed my prostate, making me moan loudly. “Fuck me.”
He smiled and hit my prostate one more time before pulling his fingers out and wiped them on the bed. He put on the condom and rubbed some lube on before aligning himself with me. “It’ll hurt.”
“I know.”
He pushed in slowly, making me wince in pain for a few seconds. I waited until I was positive before I told him to move. He pulled almost all the way out and thrust back in, making me moan. After a few thrusts, he hit my prostate and I screamed.
“Fuck, do that again, harder, faster, anything...” I begged.
He did as he was told and went both harder and faster, making both of us scream and moan. “J-Jack, I’m gonna-“
His hand snaked between us and started pumping me in time with his thrusts. With a few more moans and thrusts, I came over Jack and I’s stomachs, him following right after me.
My breathing was heavy as Jack pulled out and threw out the condom, then lay next to me. “I needed that.” I breathed.
“I know.” Jack said breathlessly back. “And I’m not one to deny sex with the most perfect boy, am I?”
I grinned. “Nope.” I got up and threw him his boxers, putting mine on. Then I tossed him a pair of sweatpants and a tee shirt, grabbing some for me too.
Once we were dressed and cleaned up, I thought about Cass and Tom. “I wonder if they heard.” I giggled.
“I sort of hope so.”
“Me too.” I laughed, taking his hand and pulling him downstairs, seeing as both of us were hungry after our little activities.
Cass and Tom were still on the couch. Tom kissed her temple and got up to meet us in the kitchen. “Are you kidding me?” He asked.
“What?” I said, playing stupid.
“You guys had to have sex while Cass was here?”
“Yep.” I turned back to the cupboards and tossed Jack some cheez-its and got myself some marshmallows.
“Seriously, do you know you just scarred her for life?”
“That’s what happened when she and her friend insult me and then she comes over here. It makes me angry and I have to let out that anger by having sex with my boyfriend.”
“What do you mean, insulted you.” Tom frowned.
“She and Kellin were sitting near us at the coffee shop and he was saying I was weak, gay, and emo and she just sat there and agreed.”
Tom was silent, then he went back out to the living room. I just shrugged and sat down at the table with Jack. We were in the middle of our conversation when Tom started shouting.
“Go, Cass! Except it!”
“I’m sorry!” I heard her say, her voice cracking.
“Go tell that to my weak, gay, emo brother!” I heard Tom yell before the door slammed shut.
I frowned and went up to Tom’s room, Jack on my heels. I opened the door to find him on his bed, texting. “Um... What was that?” I asked cautiously.
“I broke up with her.” He said, not seeming very upset.
“Why? I thought you really liked her.”
“I did. I still do. But I’m not going to date someone who is that mean to my little bro.” He smiled.
I smiled back. “You didn’t have to do that.”
“Alex, yes I did. I’m not going to stand by and listen while she calls you weak, gay, or emo. Because while you might be gay, you’re only half gay, seeing as you’re bisexual.”
“Thanks.” I smiled honestly before walking away with Jack. “Well, I guess she’s gone.”
“Good.” Jack laughed. “I was wondering how long that relationship would last.”
I grinned and pressed my lips to his for a second. It would have been longer, if the phone hadn’t rung. I rolled my eyes and broke away, answering it.
“Hello?” I sighed, unhappy they interrupted my kiss.
“Alex Gaskarth?” Came a voice.
“That’s me.”
“We would like to inform you that you won’t be needing to turn in a video for the next music program competition seeing as you have already been selected for the top five.”
“Are you serious?” I asked, my face lighting up. “Are you serious?! Oh my god!” I felt the urge to drop the phone and scream in happiness, but figured that wouldn’t be a good idea.
“Good job, Mr. Gaskarth. Keep up with the good work.”
“Thank you so much!” I exclaimed before hanging up and jumping on Jack, screaming. “Oh my god!”
“What? Why are you screaming?” He asked, hugging me back.
“I’m already selected for the top five in the music program!”
“But you haven’t entered a video?”
“I know! They already want me!”
“Oh my god, that’s amazing!” He said, hugging me again.
I laughed and hugged him tightly back.
“You’ll totally win.” Jack grinned.
“I have a little more hope now.” I grinned back and kissed his nose.
“You’ll win, I know you will. You have your whole life ahead of you.”
“For once, I actually think I have a chance.”
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