Chapter 15

Jack’s POV

It had been two weeks since my mom died. I haven’t heard anything from anyone back in California about a funeral.

I didn’t know how to feel about all this at first. Now it’s hit me hard. My mom is the one who basically raised me by herself; my dad was always gone. I’m an adult, I can take care of myself, and Alex, but she’s my mom. I’m bound to be upset.

I decided to go to Lexi’s house. “MATT! I’M GOING TO SEE ALEX!” I shouted.

“ALRIGHT! YOU COMING HOME TONIGHT?”

I hated yelling, so I just walked to his room. “I don’t know. I’ll call if I am.”

“K. Bye.”

“Later.” I walked out and grabbed my keys, closing the door and locking it behind me. I got in my car and turned the radio up, it was playing Blink-182. I sang(badly) all the way there.

I walked up and knocked on the door. Tom answered. “Hey T, is Lex here?”

“Yeah, but he’s asleep. It’s been a long day for him. Come on in.” He opened the door wider and I walked in.

“Everything okay with him?”

“I don’t know. He just said it had been a long day and went to take a nap.” Tom shrugged. I went into his room and sure enough, Alex was sprawled out, asleep, on his stomach in his bed, shirtless and in sweatpants. The comforter settled low on his hips and about an inch of his dark blue boxers showed. His hair looked insane and his breathing was even. I smiled at the sight of him and lay next to him quietly, being sure not to wake him.

He looked worn out even when he was asleep. Just something about his eyes- although they were closed- made him look like he needed at least a little nap, if not a good nights sleep. I wanted to wake him up so we could talk about random shit, but I decided against it and just closed my eyes as well.

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I guess I fell asleep, because I woke up in Lex’s bed and he was still asleep next to me. He doesn’t look like he had moved at all. I checked the time and saw it was just in time for dinner. I got up and went to Tom’s room.

“Hey, should I wake Alex up for dinner or would he be pissed at me?” I asked.

“Um... I would wake him up, ask him if he wants anything and see what he does. Don’t wake him up for real, let him be just awake enough for him to let him hear you.” He replied, going back to his college homework.

I nodded and went back to Alex’s room, kneeling on the ground next to him. I gently shook his shoulder until he mumbled something incoherent. “Hey babe, you want anything to eat?” I asked softly.

“No.” He muttered into the pillow, turning away from me so I didn’t bother him anymore. I smiled at his innocence and kissed his hair before going downstairs and making myself a sandwich.

After eating, I went back upstairs to Alex’s room and lay down next to him again. I was careful not to wake him. He had fallen back asleep, as expected. I wanted him to sleep, apparently he had needed it.

It was sort of enjoyable to watch him sleep, if that wasn’t too creepy. He didn’t necessarily do anything funny, but he looked so adorable when he slept. Just the way he was positioned made it hard not to smile.

After about another two hours, he finally woke up. I don’t think he wanted to, because when he opened his eyes, he squeezed them shut again and sighed. “Hey Lex.” I said gently.

“Hey Jay-Jay.” He mumbled into the pillow. New nickname, I’m guessing.

“How did you sleep?”

“Eh. Alright.”

“How come you took a nap? Tom said you had a long day.”

He nodded tiredly. “Yeah.”

“How so?”

“Super hard math test I probably failed, got taken out of guitar next term because they already had too many people in all the classes and I already know how to play, phone died, Josh still needs to pay for my bumper on my car, and I ran out of Altoids.”

“Wait, they took you out of guitar?”

He nodded again. “Mhm.”

“Well that’s ridiculous. Why do you think you failed your math test?”

“Because I suck at everything but music and it was insanely hard.”

“Did you study?”

“Kinda.”

“What’s kinda?” I asked, raising an eyebrow.”

“I studied for like, two hours...”

“Dude, you should have studied for like two days.”

“Shut up. I was busy.”

“And why are you upset about the Altoids?”

“Because I basically live off Altoids.”

I laughed. “So just get some more.”

“I’m too lazy.”

“Well, go back to sleep.”

“I’m not tired anymore.”

“Okay...”

“Why’re you here? I don’t mind at all, but I want to know. Everything okay?” Worry traced his perfect features.

“I’m fine. I was just bored.”

“Well you should have woken me up if you were bored. I can’t imagine it was any fun coming over to be entertained and then watching me sleep.”

I shrugged. “Better than being home with Matt, who was doing absolutely nothing to help me be entertained. And Tom said you had a long day, so I didn’t want to wake you up and have you be all grouchy.”

“Like I would be grouchy.”

I raised an eyebrow. “Lex, you can be a bitch sometimes.”

“I’m never a bitch!” He whined.

“Don’t you remember the first day of school?”

He narrowed his eyes. “You win this one, Baraslut.”

“I knew I would, Gayskank.” I teased, poking his side and making him squeal and move away. I laughed.

“You’re so mean to me!” He complained, jokingly.

“You love me.”

“I know...”

I chuckled and kissed him. He pushed me away. “Stop, I ran out of Altoids, my breath smells bad.”

“Are you seriously turning down a kiss because you don’t have any Altoids?”

He nodded. “I told you I live off them!”

“Oh my god, fine. I’ll be right back.” I sighed, getting up and leaving his house to go to the store. I went inside and grabbed a pack of Altoids. The lady who checked me out was actually checking me out. She slipped me her number on the back of the receipt. I laughed at it.

“Sorry, I have a boyfriend.” I said, smiling at her. She just scowled and gave me the Altoids.

I drove back to Alex’s house and tossed him the little tin box. “I can’t believe you just bought me Altoids so you could kiss me.” He laughed, putting three in his mouth at once. “Holy shit, that’s really minty, craaaaaap, shouldn’t have done that...” He said, sticking his tongue out as though that would ease the mintyness.

I laughed. He finished the mints and smiled at me as I sat back next to him. “Can I kiss you NOW?” I asked, grinning.

“Hold on.” He got up and went to the bathroom. I heard the water from the faucet running and he came back a few minutes later.

“What did you do?”

“Brushed my teeth.”

“Are you fucking kidding me? Anything else you need to do before I can kiss you?” I complained.

He thought for a minute, then ran back to the bathroom. I groaned and wanted to pull my hair out. God, I just wanted to kiss my boyfriend!

He came back out. “Okay, NOW you can kiss me.” He grinned and crawled across the bed to me, his hands and knees on either side of me.

Now I was glad he had been such a clean freak about his mouth, his breath smelled like mint. He stared right into my eye before leaning down and kissing me, gentle and slow. I kissed him back just the same way and he let himself lose the strength that was holding him above me so that he was laying on top of me, no spaces between us. His hands now rested on my chest and mine just above his butt. He wasn’t wearing a shirt still and I actually preferred it that way... The boy had a nice body, although it was perfectly toned. I liked it that way.

His tongue grazed along my lower lip and I accepted happily, opening my mouth and letting him take over. I could still taste mint on him and I loved it. I licked back against his tongue when it touched mine, then he licked my teeth and bit my lip, making me whimper in pleasure. He grinned and pulled his tongue back. He moved his hands from above my shirt to under and rutted his hips against mine. Not exactly helping my little situation going on down south.

Alex broke apart for just a second. “Should I tell Tom to get the hell out?”

I nodded, breathless. “GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE UNLESS YOU WANT TO HEAR US, TOM!” He yelled.

“EW, OKAY!” Tom shouted back. Alex laughed, out of breath as well, and kissed me again. He didn’t waste any time poking his tongue back in my mouth. I let my hands slid a little lower, even closer to his butt. He moved one hand from under my shirt to the bottom of it and tugged lightly. I broke the kiss long enough to pull it off, then pulled him down to my lips again. This time, I took control and started off by biting his lip. He let out a little gasp of surprise, saying he liked it. I grinned and bit it again, a little harder this time. He gasped again and licked against my tongue. I push mine in a little farther, licking his teeth and tongue like he had done to me.

I pulled my tongue out and he rutted his hips back against mine. I let out a small moan, not on purpose, but it happened. Alex laughed a little bit and did it again. “Goddammit, get these damn cockblocking jeans off!” I complained. He laughed again and kissed me to shut me up.

“Shut your damn mouth, Barakat. You’ll get your reward soon enough.” He growled against my lips. His voice turned me on even more and I figured I had better be quiet. I whimpered and nodded. He kissed me a little rougher this time, more force to it. It was long, he moved on to my jaw quickly, leaving little bites and kisses up to my ear, where he bit my earlobe. I accidentally let out another little moan. “I thought I said,” He growled in my ear and bit my earlobe harder, “To shut your damn mouth.”

I bit my lip to hold back another moan. He moved a little bit and began to kiss, bite, suck, and lick right behind my ear. I really had to force myself to be quiet this time. However, a tiny whimper passed my lips. “I wear to god if you don’t shut your mouth, I’m stopping.” He threatened. I nodded and bit my lip, hard.

He traveled down on to my neck and began to make a satisfying hickey just beneath my jaw. He bit harshly on the spot and immediately licked it to soothe the area. I held back a loud moan, trying to keep my whimper under control. Again, he moved down a little and worked on another hickey. After that one, he moved to the spot he knew drove me insane. Just above my collarbone. He knew just what I wanted him to do there. He kissed it gently at first, then a little more pressure. His tongue flicked out to lick it and I bit my lip so hard I drew blood and I still whimpered.

“Geez Baraslut, you just don’t know how to shut your mouth, do you?” He growled against my skin, biting harshly. I didn’t reply. “I’m talking to you, bitch.”

“N-No.” I said, trying to keep my moan from coming out.

“That’s what I thought.” He bit the place again and licked, then sucked on it. He was certainly leaving a dark spot.

He left a few more hickeys, working his way down my body. He stopped on my chest and pinched my nipple, making me nearly groan in pleasure. Nearly.

He licked same nipple and lightly bit it. I had to keep a scream back. “You’re doing good with your mouth, baby.” He said, his voice husky. He moved to the other and did the same thing, then continued moving down. He pressed light and rough kisses all down my torso, stopping at the waistband of my extremely tight jeans, then began to work his way back up. I couldn’t help it, he was teasing me.

“Aleeeex!” I whined, then snapped my mouth shut.

“What did I say about keeping your damn mouth shut?” He growled, pretending to be angry. Or maybe he really was. I didn’t say anything. He smacked my chest. “I’m talking to you, slut!”

“T-To k-keep qu-quiet.” I whimpered. Something about his dirty talk was so arousing.

“Exactly.” He began to travel back down again. His hands ran up and down the sides of my thighs. Again, he stopped at the waistband of my jeans. This time he didn’t go back up. Instead, he worked on leaving a dark hickey right above the band. After succeeding, he finally began to work on my belt.

Not fast enough for me. Not like I could say anything though.

He went insanely slow, just to tease me. Once he eventually got it off and threw it across the room, he allowed his fingers to just dance across the skin above the waistband, as if debating whether to take my jeans off or tease me further.

He decided tease more.

His hands slid up to the sides of my stomach and he presses little kisses all over, nipping occasionally. I was squirming uncontrollably, silently begging him to do something. I guess he got the hint and let his fingers dance back down and slowly work on the button and zipper. Very slowly. He took his sweet time unbuttoning and once that was out of the way, he pulled the zipper down with his teeth. I somehow grew harder. He figured it was enough of that and ripped my jeans off, throwing them across the room, where? I don’t care.

His hands again ran up and down my thighs and he left another hickey above the waistband of my boxers this time. I accidentally moaned, forgetting his rule.

His hand came down on the inside of my thigh, the pain only spurring me on. “What the fuck did I say?!”

I didn’t respond, I didn’t want to. My reason? The exact thing that happened. Again, he slapped the inside of my thigh. “I’m talking to you, bitch.”

“Keep my m-mouth sh-shut.”

“That’s what I wanted to hear.”

I realized his logic there didn’t make much sense. He wanted to HEAR me NOT talk. I didn’t dare correct him. His fingers ghosted the waistband of my boxers. I whimpered and he bit hard on my hipbone. “One more noise and I’m done.” He growled.

I just nodded. I knew he wouldn’t stop, he wanted it just bad much as I did. But I didn’t test my luck. Damn, this boy knew just what to do as foreplay. No wonder so many girls wanted to sleep with him, he was amazing when it came to sex. (Hah. Came.)

He hooked two fingers under the band of my underwear and lightly tugged on them. “What do you want, slut?” He growled.

“Y-You know wh-what I w-want.” I breathed.

He placed another little nip to my hipbone. “Beg.”

My jaw dropped. Is he seriously expecting me to beg for sex? Oh my god. He knew just what he was doing. He drove people insane, then made them beg. All my dignity ran away and I gave in.

“P-Please Alex, p-please f-fuck me, please, f-fuck me hard...” I pleaded. I guess that was good enough because he slowly dragged my boxers down with his teeth. Why the fuck was he still dressed? He had the same thought because right after my underwear were across the room, so were his sweatpants. His hand wrapped around my dick and I moaned loudly at the contact. Earning a slap on the thigh. “Shut up, whore.”

I bit my lip to keep quiet as he started to move his hand up and down. I was begging him to let me make some sort of noise, I was fucking dying. It had better be worth it.

It totally would be, I knew Alex well enough.

He started moving his hand faster, his thumb running over the head. I almost lost it. “I-I’m gon-“ A slap to the thigh shut my mouth. He got the hint, though. He pulled his hand away and pulled his boxers off.

“Keep your damn mouth shut, bitch.” He growled. I thought about my earlier thought.

“ I smiled at his innocence.”

Innocent? Alex was FAR from innocent when it came to the subject of sex.

I couldn’t help but shiver when he called me slut, bitch, or whore. It was really hot. “Tell me what you want, Barakitten.”

The pornstar name. Perfect for this situation. “P-Please fuck me, d-do i-it.” I whined.

“And is anyone going to know about this?”

I shook my head, my eyes filled with lust. His were too. He smirked and reached in the bedside table, grabbing a condom and lube. He put lube on three of his fingers and flipped me over so I was on my hands and knees, then teased my entrance. Before I could complain, he pushed it in. I bit my lip to hold back a whimper of slight pain. He felt me tense up and waited for me to nod before adding another. Again, he waited before scissoring and adding one more.

He curled his fingers and pressed into that magical spot, causing me to let out a scream of pleasure. His hand came down on my ass. “Bitch, how many times do I have to tell you?” He growled. I know he didn’t want an answer this time. I just tried to stop my moans as he tested my abilities to stay silent by rubbing my prostate. The fight against it became so hard that a tear trickled down my cheek. Alex saw it and licked it away.

“You just ONE yell. Go.”

I took my chance and screamed, letting out the breath I hadn’t known I was holding. He pressed into my prostate again and I shouted. He spanked me again. “I said ONE, slut!”

He pulled his fingers out and wiped them on the bed before rolling the condom on and putting lube on. He wasted no time pushing in. He waited, the pain shooting through me. Not for long, though. After about twenty seconds it disappeared and I nodded. He pulled out and thrust back in with all he had. He hit my prostate on the first try and I accidentally shouted.

“FUCK!”

His hand came down on my ass. “I said, ONE fucking yell! That’s three now, ho!”

He pulled out again and thrust back in. I bit my lip hard, the pink skin being ripped apart by my teeth. Who cares. The ecstasy was unbearable, I had to let out at least a whimper. Too bad Alex heard it.

“One more fucking noise, Barakitten, and I’m not finishing.” He threatened.

I knew he wasn’t serious. Whatever, not going to try him. I nodded and he continued to thrust in, hitting my prostate every damn time. I almost wanted him to miss it sometimes, just so I wouldn’t have to fight the screams and shouts. I don’t know how he wasn’t moaning.

The familiar hot feeling in my gut came about and before I could stop it, I came with a loud shout, along with another slap to my ass. However, Alex came as well with a loud moan.

He pulled out and threw away the condom, then laid next to me. I was still panting, as was he. “Holy fucking SHIT.” I breathed. He laughed shallowly. “You are fucking AWESOME at that.”

“Thanks babe.” Back to babe now, no more slut, whore, ho, or bitch. Or Barakitten.

“And are we telling anyone?”

“Didn’t I ask that earlier?”

I nodded. “No?”

“No. However, I do have a slight idea as to give people an idea of what we did.”

“That might be?”

“You’ll have to wait, Barakitten.” He grinned. “We have to clean before Tom gets home.”

“I don’t want to...” I whined.

“Too damn bad. Get up and help.” He said, rolling off the bed and pulling on his boxers and sweatpants. He tossed me mine and I slipped them on. “Up!”

I rolled my eyes and got up. We threw all the sheets and the comforter in the wash, then remade the bed. You wouldn’t even be able to tell me had sex if you didn’t see or hear. Which is probably a good thing.

We finished making the bed and laid down together, Alex cuddled up to me. My arm was around his shoulders and his head on my chest, listening to my heartbeat. “I really love you.” He muttered.

“I really love you too, baby.” I smiled and kissed his hair. His legs were tucked under him and he looked cold, so I let him snuggle closer and pulled the covers up around us. He closed his eyes with a blissful look on his face. Just how I wanted him to look. Content.

Tom eventually came home and cautiously crept into the room. I put a finger to my lip in order to make sure he stayed quiet. He nodded in understanding and left, silently shutting the door.

I finally fell asleep as well, Alex and I still cuddled against each other. I thought about love in movies. It looked nothing like this. People who were in love in movies never cuddled, hardly spent any time together, and often fought. I don’t know if that’s just what love is later on, but I hope not. Now that I think about it, Holly and I were ALWAYS fighting. Throughout our entire ‘relationship’.

Alex was different. Maybe it was because he was a guy and understood what I wanted, or maybe because he’s generally a better person, or maybe it’s because I was never actually in love with Holly and now I’m in real love.

That’s it. The ‘love’ with Holly... I was in love with being in love. The boy next to me?

I’m in love with him.

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Alex’s POV (At school)

I was talking with Cass before Jack taught the lesson. She was upset, she thought that Caleb was going to break up with her soon. I tried to soothe her, telling her he loved her. She listened, but didn’t look convinced.

The lesson was a little longer, but I still had time to sing. Due to last night’s events, I sang My Heroine by The Maine.

“I’m feeling pretty dirty baby, forgive my sins...”

Jack knew it immediately and laughed the entire song. I was laughing by the end of it, as was everyone else. “Oh god, the ultimate sex song!” Jack laughed, clapping along with everyone else.

“You know it, babe.” I said, winking at him before turning back.

“So did you guys have sex last night?” Jasey sneered.

“What do you think? I just sang a sex song, pretty much singing to my boyfriend.”

“So you did. Who fucked who? I think it’d be inappropriate for Barakat to fuck a student.”

“Well then you’ll be glad to know he didn’t.” I grinned.

“Alex!” Jack exclaimed, blushing a little.

“Yeeeees?” I tried to act innocent. He narrowed his eyes and flipped me off. “Mr. Barakat, that is not appropriate school behavior.” I scolded.

“Try me, Gaskarth.” He said, cocking an eyebrow. “Are you forgetting who’s in charge here?”

I gulped. Damn it, he was turning me on at school! Fucker. “Asshole.”

He just smirked and I played another sex song, Always Dirty, Never Clean by Anarbor.

The end of the period came and I quickly kissed Jack before leaving with Cass.

“So you and Barakat had sex?” She said, amused by it.

“Yes we did.”

“And?”

“And what?”

“Was it good?”

“Well, it’s Jack, and it’s sex. The two best things in the world combined, so... Yeah, it was fucking awesome.” I grinned.

“You are so dirty.” She laughed.

“You love me.”

“Can’t deny it.”

I did wish I was back in Jack’s classroom. I wanted to spend the entire day with him, blow off school.

Because I really was in love with Jack. He had proved me wrong, love does exist.

Notes

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