Forever Young

I looked at the picture of our little peanut as I relaxed on the bus. Tour was almost finished, we had two days left and I was officially ten weeks in. I had a little bump, and things were doing just fine. The only thing I was worried about is that Matt said the boys had been talking with PTV and they want to do a tour together, that would mostly likely happen very soon. But first, we had to go on tour across seas that would last until we went to Soundwave in Australia and it just seemed like we would be on the road forever.

I wasn't sure if it would be a good idea for me to go on tour across seas. I didn't not want to go, but I do have to think about the baby. Putting the picture away and standing up, I went to go find the boys. I've been on the bus all day so far, and I was sick of it. Plus, today was a cooler day, but Matt insisted I relax the last few days of Warped.

As I stepped off the bus, I kept a careful eye out for a certain ginger. He's been leaving me along recently, which was great, but also made me wonder if he was up to something else. As I walked, I put a hand on my stomach remembering that soon we get to know what the sex was of Jack and I's baby. It would be nice to know, and would make finding a name easier.

As I walked by, I happened to notice something...weird about everyone else in the bus area. It migt have just been my imagination, but I felt like if my eyes wandered to look at someone, they would quickly look away. Like that they were staring...or talking about me. I decided to just look ahead and ignore it. I must be paranoid again, that's it. There's no way anyone is just staring at me. We're all friends here, right?

It wasn't until I found myself completely unable to find any of the boys did I figure I'll just hangout with some other friends. I went to the PTV bus, ready to hae them all feel up my tummy and ask more questions, but when I got on there, only Vic was hanging out on the sofa looking deep into thought.

“Vic? Where is everyone?”
“Oh, Ember! Hi.” He smiled. “They're all off doing something, but man, am I glad to see you. I was about to head over actually...”
“Why?” I asked, taking a seat next to him, concerned.
“Well, there seems to be some things being passed around.” He said, and I tilted my head.
“About?”
“You.”
“Me?” I asked, confused. “Like what?”
“I think something about how you got pregnant on purpose and a bunch of other crap. I wanted to know if you had any idea who might be saying that?”
“Alan.” I sneered, walking off the bus. I was going to kill that kid.
“Ember, wait!”

Vic yelled, but I kept going. I was too mad to care but as I walked, I really did notice the staring. The small whispering, and the more I went to try and find Alan, the more it started to get to me. What else could he say? These people couldn't believe this, right? I found the OM&M bus, but it was was lacking in people, so I tried looking around, ignoring anything that seemed like people were spreading these lies about. My thoughts were going going crazy.

No one believe this, Alan has had it out for you since day one.

But what if they do?

They don't. No one would.

What if Jack hears this?He'll be on my side.

Will he?I happened to walk by Tay's bus when I saw it. Alanwas there, talking with all her badn mates and they were laughing with him. I went to walk up and say something, but Alan saw me and gave me a look that said 'I dare you to come over and hear what we're talking about.' The smirk on his face said it all, they were laughing and talking about me.

Nervous and horrified, I turned around to retreat back to All Time Low's bus. I can't deal with this right now. All this running around, all the talk, it wasn't good for me. I can't do it. Not in this condition.

I barely hopped on the bus when I bumped into someone. Rubbing my face I looked up to see Alex, ready to hug him and whine but he turned and gave me a weird look.

“Oh, there you are.”
“Yeah. Where have you guys been?” I asked, still smiling while Alex boounced on his feet.
“Oh you know, a signing and what not. Um, can I ask you something?”
“An..anything..” I said, feeling out off by his attitude.
“How exactly...did you get pregnant?” He asked.

I felt my jaw drop. Why would he be asking me this now?

“You heard the rumors.”
“Yeah but-”
“And you believe them?” I asked, feeling my heart drop.
“No, I mean-”
“You wouldn't ask if you didn't!” I yelled, feeling tears come to my eyes.

Before he could say anything else, I ran off the bus. I was tired, and I was so done with today, but I ran anyway. I wasn't sure how far I got, but next thing I knew, I was bumping into someone again. I narly fell backwards, but whoever it was caught me. I looked up with my watery eyes and saw the face I need desperately.

“Oh my God, babe, what's wrong?” Jack asked, wiping my eyes. “Why were you running, you-”
“I didn't so it on purpose!” I yelled collapsing into his arms and crying. “I swear, I didn't. Everyone is wrong, it was an accident. I didn't...I didn't...”

I stopped talking unable to anymore as sobs over took my sentence and Jack held onto me tighter trying to get me to calm down.

Notes

Ahhh, I took so long just to produce this crap chapter x.x I am the worst author ever, everyone say how much you love Jess.

Anyway, this was the only idea I had and well, these stories do always live off drama.... Hope you all kind of like it.