You sat on the leather couch, watching th journalist flick through the pages of his notepad.
“Shall we begin?” His look was expectant and almost bored. You nodded and the interview went off without a hitch.

So, we all heard about the incedent at Warped. Tell us about that.
Well, our friend, Ashley, took us out wedding cake tasting to celebrate our recent engagement and Oli wasn't very happy, he felt it was too soon. We'd all had wine to accompany the cake and all seemed to enjoy ourselves, apart from Oli. When we got home Oli had more to drink and when I confronted him about his sulking all night her threw his glass and knocked me out.

Yes, your engagement. What's the plan?

Well, I've ended my relationship with Oli until he's well again. We are no longer engaged nor official in anyway, for the time being at least.

For the time being?

I won't let Oli continue this way and become like many rockers do. I won't continue a relationship with him until he is clean and sober and well again.

How do you feel about the fans reactions during Oli's interview two days ago?

The tweets were vicious and uncalled for. I think any one can see that Oli is going through a rough patch and needs all the support from his fans he can get, just as he is getting the support from his friends and family. Many of the fans told him to kill himself. I'm pretty sure any fan would be ashamed of their selves for that. It's exactly what Oli tries to prevent and helps many of the fans through issues such as suicide. Yet, when it comes to this incident they have no problem bullying him.

What's your view on the actions of the fans, exactly?

They should all be ashamed of themselves and no longer have the right to call themselves fans of Bring Me The Horizon or the bands we affiliate with. We try our hardest to reach out and provide hope to those who are going through a bad time but yet they are so ready to throw at Oli what they listen to the music to run from. I don't like it, I don't think it's fair and I think they need to back track and have a look at what they've created out of the fan base. The ones who provide these malicious messages are the ones who create such a bad press image for our genre and our style.

Very true, it is quite shameful what they've done. How has your recovery been so far?

As you know I was in a coma for three weeks and I was very lucky to have the total support of our friends who spent a majority of their time at my bedside.

The collection of bedside companions cancelled Warped Tour.

And I was furious. I know they all knew down inside that the last thing I wanted was for them to all wallow waiting for me to wake up. They're all too caring for their own good. I love them all and I love that they care but honestly, they let down so many fans and it wasn't like I was exactly interactive. They wasted three weeks of their careers and of their fans time. I wasn't the happiest bunny when I found out.

So while you were suffering from domestic violence, you were worrying about the fans?

Look, I get to see these guys every day. I live with most of them on tours and know them all well. For many of the fans Warped is a rare opportunity to meet up with their idols. I was extremley worried about the fans, about how the bands would make it up to them. I knew I would recover, other than the coma there was no injury.

So, no engagement, no boyfriend, no Bring Me The Horizon while Oli is in rehab, whats your plans for the coming months?

I'm very close friends with a number of the bands and I've been asked to join All Time Low on their upcoming tour in two weeks. So I'll be there, doing whatever they ask me to.

You have strong connections with the boys from All Time Low?

Haha, yes. I dated Zack Merrick in our Junior and Senior year.

A rekindling romance perhaps?

Oh, no. He may be going to rehab, and we may no longer hold a relationship but I'm still Oli's. You can't just throw away something like that.

Something about my last answer bothered me as I read the interview in the magazine the following week. I was still Oli's, but a part of me says that I never really stopped being Zack's. My phone was going mad with tweets regarding the mentioning of Zack and I dating and rumors were flying like burning hot embers, spreading fire wherever they landed. I flicked through the remaining pages of the magazine, stopping at a poster of All Time Low. I ran my fingers over Zack's smile and part of me began to wish he was here, next to me, making me feel better about the whole ordeal.

Notes

Sorry about this little filler chapter. I just wanted to gt the thoughts out there and blah blah blah :)