"Jack, you make me watch that movie one more time and I'm gonna break it in half." I warned him while sitting in the living room. He gasped and scooted away. "It's like I don't even know you anymore!" He said. "Impossible, you couldn't forget me even if you tried, Barakat." He looked at me and pushed me over on the couch and snuggled into my body. "I would never even try, you're my best friend." "When do you leave for tour again?"

He laughed. "Every time you ask this question the answer never changes, tomorrow, early." I groaned and rolled off the couch. "No! Not this time, no way you're leaving! And that's final!" I wish I could make him stay so bad. I wish he would stay but he and the guys have worked so hard for everything, I would never want to be that person plus Jack would never stay for me. "You know I would, Why don't you come with us?" He whined right back.

"Jacky!" "Paigie!" I crawled back onto the couch and laid my head on his lap while he played with my hair. "Jack, I think we need celebratory shots." I said. "He smiled. "You always know how to make me feel better." He picked me up bridal style and carried me upstairs to my room. "Get dressed, were goin to a bar." He declared. "Awwe, I wanted to go in my underwear." I said as he left my room. "No one's stopping you." He said.

I quickly stood up pulled off my shirt and jeans and ran into his room across the hall. "Ready!" I shouted. He turned and laughed and pushed me out of his room. "I can't take you like that, you're just a little too hot like that, you'll draw away from me." I walked back into my room looking through all my clothes for something to wear. I pulled out a star top and some black skinnies. I slipped on some vans and a couple bracelets. I went to my bathroom and straightened my hair.

I walked back out and ran down the steps. "Yes, your majesty! You look beautiful, lets go!" I yelled opening the door. He ran down the steps after me. "You can't rush this woman!" He said making gesture to his hair. I laughed. "Right, which it does look great by the way." I slid in my seat. "Thanks, yours looks awesome too." "Why thank you." I said pulling out of our drive way.We went to our favorite bar and got out of the car.

My rule was if Jack hooked up then I would if not then we'd probably go back to the house and watch home alone. We walked up to the bar. "Alright, two orders of JP, my good man." I said to the bartender, Jeff. "Hey, how are you two?" He said. "Good, and you?" I replied. "Great, I still can't believe you guys have a drink named after you." "Yeah, it's cause you love us." Jack said. I took our shots and handed them to him.

We did Fire Ball, Gin and a shot of Jack in alphabetical order. "1, 2, 3!" We did them and slammed each shot glass down. We turned and took two stools at the bar. We ordered more drinks and a couple more shots. Then I busty blonde walked up to Jack. I listened to their conversation for a second then sunk off my stool. I felt a hand go around my wrist and stop me. "Where are you going?" He slurred. "You were talking." I slurred right back. "Nah, I came with you. I'm gonna leave with you. Come on."

He took my hand and flashed me the genuine smile that I loved. He took me out of the bar. "I can't drive, Jack." "Cab." Then he got one and we told the guy where to go. Jack and I were practically on top of each other in the middle seat. I melted into his side. "Thanks for staying with me." I said about to kiss his cheek. "You're welc-" Our lips met when he turned to talk to me. We both froze, unable to move. I wanted to push but at the same time he doesn't like me like that.

Then the guy turned pushing Jack on top of me against the window. Making our lips push against one anothers. We didn't waste time getting lost in one another. His left hand holding balance using the seat ahead, and his other one pulling my body into his using the small of my back. I wrapped my arms around his neck and deepened the kiss. His tongue traced my bottom lip begging for entrance which I gave.

I moved one of my hands reaching around his body and pulling out his wallet. I grabbed some cash out of it handing it to the guy. Jack opened the door and pulled me out. I straddled his legs as he walked us inside. Our lips still going against one anothers. I reached behind me unlocked the door. Jack pushed me up against a wall letting my legs down. His hands dragged down my hips, giving them squeezes. His lips left mine and attached to my neck. He searched for a spot that I didn't even knew existed.

My knees tried to buckle and my heart raced, I let out a moan and could feel him smile against my skin. I took my leg and raised it up so it would graze his crotch, he let out a moan against my neck. His head lifted and we both looked at each other, face red. We stared for another minute, both agreeing on nothing but our lips crashed against one anothers yet again. I pulled at the bottom of his shirt, he took it off. Jack fingers undid the clasp of my pants and slid off, pooling around my ankles.

I grabbed the front of Jack's jeans by the belt loops and pulled him closer to me, if possible. I undid his own jeans discarding the unwanted fabric. I was growing with anticipation, I've wanted to kiss Jack again ever since freshman year, but doing this with him. I've only dreamed about. His hands went to my shirt and pulled it off quickly. His arms went around my body and undid my bra, it fell to the floor. Jack picked me up and I straddled his hips as we ventured up stairs to his bedroom.

He brought me over to his bed and set me down. He hovered over me and leaned back down for a kiss, these were different from the ones shared only a moment ago. These were sweet and passionate, something I never thought I would get from Jack. He pulled away and I bit my lip watching that perfect smile, I've loved all these years, creep onto his face. I loved this boy.

~Next Morning~

Jack's Pov

I woke up with Paige curled into my chest. This is how it should be, perfect just like this but I know Paige and I know she doesn't like me like that. I sighed and looked at the clock. I had about 20 minutes before the guys got here to pick me up. I slowly slid away from Paige, already missing the body heat and contact we were sharing. I walked over to my dresser and pulled on some boxers and some jeans. I grabbed my favorite Blink shirt and slid that on. I pulled a beanie on my head and grabbed some socks.

I heard my front door and grabbed my phone and wallet. I walked over to the edge of my bed and leaned down and kissed Paige's cheek. I walked over to my door carefully trying not to wake her. I walked down the steps and walked around the corner. "Good morning, Barakat" Alex said. "Well, as good as your morning is I bet your night was better." Rian said. I looked around and started picking up the clothes that were scattered across the floor from last night, I had a smile on my face.

"So who's up there? Holli? A girl from the bar?" Zack asked. I whispered her name, the smile on my lips growing bigger. "Who?" He asked again. "Paige." I said. "What!? Finally?!" Alex yelled. I ran over and covered his mouth pushing him to the ground in the process. "You're gonna wake her up, dick! She's right above us!" I whisper yelled at him while holding him down. "Wait, she's in your room?!" Rian said as he and Zack ran up stairs. "No." I said and ran up behind them.

Their heads were pushed through a crack in my door watching her. "Guys stop." "Dude she's wearing your shirt." Zack said. My front door shut. "Come on guys! We got to go!" Matt yelled. Paige moved and I lunged for the door closing it. We walked down stairs and I was the last to leave with my suit case in hand. I walked onto the bus and put my bag up. I came back out to the front lounge. I took a seat on the couch next to Rian. "So are you two dating?" Alex asked.

"No... It was an accident it even happened." "Why can't you guys date?" Zack asked in an annoyed tone. "Cause she doesn't even like me like that. We kissed one other time, and that was my first kiss." I smiled thinking about that. "I didn't know that." Alex said. "Yeah, it was amazing." "You little pussy! You love her, just tell her!" Rian said. "She doesn't like me Rian, she would never like me like that." Alex collapsed on the floor. "AAAAAGGGGHHH!" He yelled. "She likes you too! God you're so dumb sometimes!" Alex finished my face was red and my palms sweaty.

"Really?" I asked in a low voice. "Dude, yes. Now you need to call her." Zack said ripping my phone out of my pocket and dialing her number. "Zack! No! I can't do that!" "It's ringing." He said pushing it to my ear.

Paige: Hello?
Me: umm... Hey. Just wanted to let you know I left...
Paige: Wait, you left already?! I didn't even get a good bye hug let alone our 'You're leaving for a long time' breakfast!
Me: I um... I'm sorry...
Paige: That's ok, I'll see you soo-
Me: No, I mean last night. It was an impulse and I'm sorry...

Alex smacked my chest and pulled the phone out of my hand and put it on speaker phone.

Paige: I umm... I'm sorry I guess, too then. I probably shouldn't have kissed back then...
Me: Are we cool then?
Paige: Y-yeah, were cool, Jack. I-I have t-to go.

She hung up and Zack punched me in the arm. "OW! What was that for?!" I questioned rubbing my arm. "Cause you're aggravating and just broke that girls heart. I love Paige like a sister and here you are fucking with her emotions." He said. I looked away from them. Did I really hurt her? "I agree with Zack. You just fucked up so bad." "Did you hear her voice at the end?! She's crying. You made her cry." Alex added to Rian's comment. "Well, what do I do about it?! I really do love her, I just... you know."

"You're going to pretend nothings wrong and call her and skype and crap just like normal, but when we get back from this tour you're gonna tell her that you love her and be together forever." Rian said looking at Zack and Alex for approval of his plan. They nodded and looked at me. "Alright, but are you sure she likes me?" They rolled their eyes and groaned. "Yes!" I smiled thinking about the fact that knowing this is gonna make this tour so much longer.

Paige's Pov

I woke up the next morning and Jack was gone, I assumed the bathroom until I saw the time. 7:30... I sat up in bed and held my head. I thought about what happened last night. Jack kissed me, I've wanted him to do that since we were kids, we did it once and it was amazing. I looked down and all I was wearing was his shirt. I lifted it to my nose and it smelled just like him. What if he doesn't wanna be friends anymore? What if he doesn't like me? What if he never talks to me again?! My phone started going off and I lunged for it.

Me: Hello?
Jack: umm... Hey. Just wanted to let you know I left...
Me: Wait, you left already?! I didn't even get a good bye hug let alone our 'You're leaving for a long time' breakfast!
Jack: I um... I'm sorry...
Me: That's ok, I'll see you soo-
Jack: No, I mean last night. It was an impulse and I'm sorry...

Just like I thought he never liked me like that. I mean how could he? I'm not pretty, I'm fat and have no boobs. My laugh is loud and I snort. I'm not a good choice at all.

Me: I umm... I'm sorry I guess, too then. I probably shouldn't have kissed back then...
Jack: Are we cool then?
Me: Y-yeah, were cool, Jack. I-I have t-to go.

I hung up before he could say anything else. I tossed my phone and laid across Jack's bed. I buried my face into a pillow and cried. I mean what else are you supposed to do. So that's what I did all day. I called my friend Chris and tol him what happened. He laid in bed and called work for me and told them I was sick, he camped out with me and we ate ice cream. I missed Jack and we talked and Skyped still, it was almost like normal, but I realized I love him and he'll never choose me.

~Two months and a little over two weeks later~

"Come on Paige! I wanna see the little munchkin for the first time!" Chris yelled from the bottom of my steps. I walked own wearing one of the boys new band merch shirts and some shorts. My hair was straightened and I actually had make up on. Yeah, I'm pregnant. Turns out if you have sex with the boy you've been in love with since you were little you'll get pregnant. I've been to the doctors once and he did the regular stuff like run tests and stuff.

"You know you only make it harder on yourself when you wear stuff like that." He said standing at the bottom of the steps. "Shut up, this shirts so comfy and I didn't pick it out Jack did specifically." "Oh and that makes it any better." He said as we left my house. I got into the car. We got in, I just stared out the window. "Come on, I'll cheer you up. Look what I bought for my car." I turned and saw BMTH's new album in his hands. "Yay! Can we play it, please!?" I begged. "Sure." I put it on and instantly started to head bang and dance.

"You're a weirdo you know that?" "Yeah but you love me and wouldn't want it any other way!" I yelled back smiling. "Yeah, I met you that day in class and instantly knew we'd be friends." We met in a photography class a while back, that's actually where we both worked. At a little photography studio in Baltimore, it was awesome. We pulled up and he cut the car off. "I really don't wanna go." I whined. "Come on, I wanna see a picture of it." He begged. I stood up and shut my door. "Fine."

We walked into the building and were taken back to a room eventually. I sat down and the doctor came in. "Hello, Ms.Colegrove. How are we today?" "Ok, I have heart burn but then again I always do." I said. "Good, a sense of humor can really help you through this. Okey, dokey. Let's get started then, shall we?" I nodded and he started the check up. We watched him do things to me and it became time to see the baby. "This is gonna be cold." A nurse gave me a warning before putting the gel on. "God, that id really cold." I said.

We watched her go around my stomach. "Everything looks good, we can hear a heart beat and everything. Looking good." "How long till we can now the sex?" Chris asked. He's more excited than I am about this baby, well really how could I be? I'm hiding it from my best friend, who happens to be the father, and obviously doesn't like me even remotely close to the way I love him. "A month and a half to two months, is when we can check." She said. Chris jumped up and down. "I just wanna know so bad." He said.

The woman laughed. "Y'all are so cute together, you're gonna be a great dad." She said leaving the room. We turned to each other and both burst out laughing. "She thought we were a couple." I said. "Yeah, me a dad. No way." He said. I stopped laughing and looked at him. "Thanks for coming Chris." "You're welcome, buddy." He helped me stand up and we walked out of the office. My phone started to play All The Small Things.

Me: All the. Small things.
Jack: True care. Truth brings.
Me: Hello, Jacky.
Jack: Good after noon, Paigie. What are you doing today?
Me: First, how was the show last night?
Jack: God, it was amazing! So many people! One of the biggest shows we've had. Anyways, what are you doing today?
Me: I had a doctors appointment today.
Jack: Are you ok? What happened?
Me: Nothing, it was just a check up, don't worry about it. Is today an off day?
Jack: Yeah, wanna Skype later?
Me: Sure!
Jack: Yay! Alright, talk to you later!
Me: Bye, Jacky.
Jack: Bye, Paigie.

We hung up and got to Chris's car. I opened the door and slid in. "Bye Jackie." Chris said trying to copy me. "Shut up, Chris." I said playfully. "I just find it a little strange that you're indirectly letting him in on every little things that happens with this baby. Are you gonna tell him?" I leaned back in the seat, I've tried not to think about this for a while. "Come on Paige." Chris said. "I don't know Chris. I'm afraid to loose him, I need him in my life, he's my best friend." "Yeah the one your in love with, and the father of your baby. You know I love you and I wish that baby in your tummy was mine to make it easier on you but it's not mine."

"I know and it's so sweet of you to think like that." I leaned over and kissed his cheek. "I just don't know yet." I finished. We drove the rest of the way back to my house. "Come on, we got to get to the office. We're doing a late shoot." Chris said. I grabbed my camera and stuff and we went back out to his car. We climbed in and he drove to the office. We got out. Chris and I are both Photographers, I do women's Lingerie most of the time. And he does sport shots mostly but whatever he wants really. We're both very flexible.

We pulled up and got out. We both walked in. "Thank god you're here!" My boss, Tristan yelled. I thought she was talking about Chris but she grabbed my hand. "Come here." She pulled me into her office and sat me in a chair. "I have big news for you Paige! Big news!" I was worried and excited at the same time. "Yeah?" I asked. "Well, we got a call this morning and this company in Australia wants you to be their main photographer! You get a pay raise and a house near the beach, it's an amazing opportunity Paige!"

I smiled. "Yeah, it sounds amazing." I said. "What's wrong?" "Nothing, can I talk to Chris for a minute?" "Yeah, come back here though I wanna talk details." I left the room and walked into on of our photo shoot rooms. "Chris!" I sounded terrible like I was gonna cry. "C-chris!" "Yeah, yeah!" He came from around the corner. "What's wrong?" "They want me to move to Australia..." "Who?" "This company. I don't know what to do..." I stared up at Chris and that's when it hit me. The answer to all my problems. "Chris... I'm gonna leave."

"Why?" "Cause it will solve everything. Sure it's far from you and my parents but it will keep me from getting hurt by Jack and questions and him hating me. I couldn't deal with that if it happened. I'm gonna go." "If that's what you want then do it. I can't stop you. I'll miss you though." He hugged me. "I'll miss you too." I walked back into Tristan's office. "I'll take it." I said. It will be easier this way, cut all ties.

Notes

Comment Please! Alright this chapter went really fast but I promise it will get really good! Thanks!

Outfit 1: http://www.polyvore.com/jack/set?id=104391686

Outfit 2: http://www.polyvore.com/check_up/set?id=104459466