Grow Up Jack

It had taken a while but I got Adison to understand that she can't be with me during my work. Which was really difficult. "Jack, its time for the meet up," Matt tells me. I was playing with Adison, the fans have been giving her some dolls and princess stuff lately. I jut got Adison in a new princess dress that I had bought for her. Half of the toys she doesn't get because I don't want to fully spoil her. "Okay Matt. Adison, I have to go work now." "But princess game." "I know Adison, but I have to go now." Adison stomps her foot and crosses her arms. "No." "Adison." She slowly looks at me and I stare in her eyes. "We can play later, I promise." "But daddy. Work later." "I know, but its what I have to do." I hold my arms out for her to hug me but she turns away. I let out a sigh and kiss her head. "I love you Adison." I walk out with Matt, Alex soon joins us. "This is getting harder, she keeps throwing more fits with me." "At least this one wasn't bad Jack." "I know, I just hope they don't get worse."
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I walk back in the room with my arms full of new gifts, half of which were candy. I need to throw all of this candy out. Or maybe I should ask people to not bring candy anymore. I never actually said Adison is not allowed to have candy. Well crap its my fault then. I'll tweet it later for fans to know Adison can't have candy. "Adison, daddy is back." Adison was sitting on the couch and playing with her pink bear. "Adison?" I sit down by her and she turns from me. "Just like mommy," Adison mumbles. "Adison-" "Jack you have a interview," Matt speaks up. "Give me a second Matt." I turn back to Adison, she wouldn't look up at me. "Just like mommy, daddy." "No Adison-" "Jack." I stare at Adison, my heart was hurting from her rejecting me. "Daddy loves you very much. I promise."
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I run back into the room after the interviews, and they went long. And we're going on soon. I have to see Adison before we play. "Adison." Adison was watching tv and I look at the time. "Adison honey, its time for bed." "No bed." "Yes bed." I turn off the tv, "no bed!!" "Adison, its past your bed time." "No!!" "Adison Barakat." Adison stops and stares up at me, tears running down her face, emotion in her eyes. That was the first time I called her by her full name. "It is past your bed time, you have to go to sleep." "No." "Adison." "You work again, I hate work. I want daddy." "I know you do but I have to." "No." "Adison, that is enough. I know you are tired." "Not tired," she stomps her foot. "Adison you are going to bed, and that is it." I pick her up and take her over to the couch where her blanket and pillow was. She squirms in my arms but I lay her down. "Adison, it is time for bed." She lets out a yawn but tries to hide. "See, your tired. Its time for bed." "Not tired." "I know you are, you just yawned." I tuck her in and kiss her head before giving her her bear. "Goodnight Adison, I love you." She turns away from me, why is Adison acting like this.
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"Maybe its not my weekend! But its gonna be my year!," I sing into the mic. 3 more songs and the show will be over. Then I can get back to Adison and take her back on the bus to her bunk. I stand at the edge of the stage and play more, handing a fan a guitar pic that had crowd surfed. I feel a pat on my shoulder and I turn around. The guy gives me the cue to stop playing and I stop along with the guys. "Its Adison, something's wrong." I quickly give my guitar to him and run off stage to side stage. I run past everyone, running into some people. I run into the room I left her in, and she was in one of security's arms, breathing heavy and her skin had red patches. "ADISON!" I run over to them, "hand her to me." "D-daddy," Adison breathes. "Adison," my eyes started to tear up. "I think she's having a allergic reaction. Does she have any allergies." "Yeah nuts but she was sleeping." I look up and see a open package of peanut M&M's on the floor. My heart beat picks up and I run out of the room with her in my arms. "Jack where are you going!?" "We need to get to the hospital!!"

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