Grow Up Jack

After the show I ran over to Charles, I had him come out during the show to get Adison. "Charles what happened?" "Alli went to the bathroom, and Adison wanted a snack. I only went to the fridge in the room, and when I turned around she wasn't in the room anymore." "I knew I shouldn't have showed where the stage is..." "She's sleeping right now, Alli is with her in the dressing room." "Thanks." I run to the dressing room and quietly open the door, to see Adison sleeping peacefully with Alli by her. "We're really sorry about letting Adison out of our site." "Its fine, she didn't get hurt or lost." I gently pick up Adison and hold her close to my chest, her head resting on my shoulder. "She's a lot like you, you know." "I know, I been told that a lot by the guys and Lisa." "She really does love you, she really wanted to see during your set." "I know, if she was older I would let her watch but she's not old enough. Night Alli." "Night Charles." I walk out and say night to the guys, the buses were parked behind the venue so I didn't have to run into fans. Especially after tonight.

I make it to the bus with security and go over to Adison's bunk. I gently lay her down and tuck her in before turning on her pink lights and closing her bunk curtain. I go to the back lounge and change out of my clothes. I know there's gonna be news about Adison online starting tonight. I know I might be getting tweets and other messages from fans about her and asking who she is. And who the mom might be.....
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"Jack, Jack wake up," I hear Alex hiss. I slowly wake up and glare at him, "what." "Get up. You need to see this." I get out of my bunk, "is Adison awake?" "No, and its a good thing to." I started to panic and push my way past him and go in the front lounge where I see the guys sitting around and they were silent. ""What's going on." "The news is out Jack." Alex hands me my phone and it was on my twitter, fans asking who Adison is, fans sending me pictures from last night and saying how cute she was. Asking the mom is. "No no no-" "Jack, its going to be fine." "No, its not. I never wanted anything about Adison to come out." "Why are you so worried?" "Because she's only a child!!! What if people give her hate. What if people demand to see her. What if the paparazzi comes in a scares her. What if people start questioning me about who her mom is." That is the thing that scares me the most. Ally isn't here. She's away. "Oh my god, Ally is going to kill me."

"Jack, what are you talking about?" "Maybe there's a reason why Ally didn't want to be with me when she was pregnant. Maybe there's a reason she never told me. We just got signed when it happened, she might of known that we would make it and get famous. She didn't want Adison to be part of this life. She didn't want me to know that Adison's exists. Adison was never meant to be with me." I sit down and hold my head, tears slowly pouring down my cheeks. The reality hitting me, Ally never wanted me to know about Adison. She wanted her to be part of my life. "There's nothing you can do now Jack, but to accept that Adison is now part of your life and to deal with the trouble that comes with it. There will be people who accept Adison, and those who don't and will demand to know who her mom is. But that is up to you to reveal it. Yes there is going to be stories about last night, but its up to you of what to do with it." "Daddy," I hear a small yawn.

I look up and see Adison clutching her pink blanket and rubbing her eyes. "Morning Adi, what are you doing up?" "Heard talking, and hungry." "I'm sorry we woke you up, and what do you want to eat?" "Cereal." I have her sit at the table and I get us two bowls of cereal. I really hope Adison doesn't get hate, especially from the trolls and those who will want to know who the mom is. A secret love child of Jack Barakat that no body knew about until now. Fuck...

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