Few more shows have passed and here we are early morning April 18th. I couldn't sleep to save my life. I was sitting in the lounge towards the front of the bus. I was starting to write my story, all from going on tour to parties and who did what in their spare time. All the lights were off and I sat there, my feet tucked underneath of me, with my headphones stuffed into my ears. I was currently listening to Blink but the song changed and now I had Face Down by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.

"Face down in the dirt, she said, "This doesn't hurt", she said, "I finally had enough." One day she will tell you that she has had enough he's coming round again." I sang softly, bobbing my head around way too hyper to go to sleep right now. I saw someone move around and froze a little. It wasn't a big deal that I was up but I was almost completely naked. Not really but I was sitting in my underwear and a cami.

A little light turned on and I hid my face. "Hiss..." I said. "Haha. Very funny." Vic said. I pulled out my head phones. "You should sing more often your voice is incredible." He sat down next to me. "Sure." I said. "So what are you doing up so early?" He asked leaning closer to my shoulder placing his head on it. "I haven't been asleep yet, actually." He turned his head to look at my face.

"Why?" "Cause it's the Atlanta show." "And?" "George and Ali are gonna come down and see me!" I said getting all excited. "Cool, That's your cousin right?" "Yeah, then there's George. He helped me out and then he and Ali fell in love, but they're not married so." I said closing my laptop. "You wanna watch a movie?" Vic asked. "I could go for a movie." "What movie you wanna watch?" "Hmm... Breakfast club."

"Nice choice." He said getting up and turning it on. He went down the hallway coming back with the blanket from his bunk. He covered us both up. It wasn't until halfway through the movie I realized that I was leaning against Vic's chest, and he had his arms wrapped around me. It was the part where they went around the circle saying why they were there... and that's as far as I got, I fell asleep.

I woke up and stretched a little. I noticed I was still on top of Vic. I leaned up. He looked at me. "Sorry, I fell asleep." "No problem it was cute." I looked at his shirt and it had a drool spot. "Oh man... I drooled on you." I said putting out my bottom lip. "That's ok... that part was cute too." He said getting off the sofa. He took his blanket with him. I looked over and there sat mike and Tony on the other couch.

My eyes went wide. "Right... Pants would be nice." I said jumping up and running to the back lounge. I opened my suit case and searched for something to wear. And that's when it hit me again. George and Ali were coming. "I'm comin' out, I want the world to know, Got to let it show." I sang while picking out an outfit. I decided on a sweatshirt, considering I didn't feel like fiddling with all the bracelets today. I also pulled on some shorts the first time in forever.

You can only see one or two scars from them so it's not that bad. I finished getting ready and walked to the front of the bus. I sat on Mike's lap. "So how much longer till were there?" I asked. "Like two or three minutes. Why?" Tony asked. "Well around 2 my cousin and George are coming down to see me." I did a little dance. "I'm so excited." Mike and Tony laughed.

"Shut up. You guys are family so essentially you get to see your family all the time. Me on the other hand, I'm left with my cousin, she's all I got left." I stood up and walked over to the fridge. I pulled out a water. "How do you survive?!" I looked at Jaime all weird. "Like I never see you eat and now your drinking a water like when do you eat?" He asked. "Whenever. I don't really like the whole eat at this time and eat three meals. I can't eat that much anyways."

"Yeah cause you're as thin as a stick." Mike said. I laughed. I walked over and sat on the couch next to Jaime. I twisted and laid my upper half across his lap with my legs occupying the rest of the couch. I pulled out my phone. I had a message from Ali.

From Awesome Ali:
I'll send you text when we go to leave. Can't wait to see you!

I smiled and quickly typed up a reply.

To Awesome Ali:
Sounds Great! Can't wait to see you guys!

I sent it and put my phone in my back pocket. I sat up just as the bus was stopping. "Yes only an hour until they're here! I'm in need of nourishment! We should go to the Varsity?!" I suggested. "What's the Varsity?" Mike asked. "God! It's like the greatest thing I've ever put in my mouth." I said standing up. They all stood up and Vic came out of the back lounge. "Come on, I need a chilli burger."

"That sounds amazing!" Jaime said. "Yeah I know right!" We got off the bus and stated our way down the side of the venue past where all the buses were supposed to be. I rounded the corner but noticed fans outside already. "Shit! Shit! Back up! Back the Fuck up!" I pushed all four of the guys out of the way. "What?!" Vic asked. "Fans." I said. "Your not afraid of fans are you?!" Mike asked.

"Matter of fact I'm not... I'm just hungry as fuck!" I said dragging him by his arm past the buses yet again just going the other way. "Hey, Where you guys headed?" I heard Jack ask poking his head out of his bus. "To... The varsity?" Tony asked while looking at me. "Yep, The Varsity... Home of the Chilli burger. 'Welcome to Varsity, What'll ya have?'" I said in a chipper southern accent.

"I wanna go!" Jack said. "Go where?" I assume Rian asked. "To get something to eat." He ran over to us with 3 boys following him. Vic turned to me turning me around. "Alright we're following you. Take us there master of the Atlantas." I laughed. "Come on." I said walking down the street pointing out useless stuff. "And this is the building where I work." I said. They all looked up.

"How far up is your office?" Zack asked. "Second to top story. Wanna see it?" I asked pulling Zack in the building with me. We entered through the door. "Hey Paige! Wasn't exspectign you in, should I call Mr.Worchester?" "No, Lindsey. You don't have to. The people I'm interviewing are playing at the tabernacle today." "Oh, ok. You just showing your beautiful office." "Yep."

I walked towards the elevator and everyone got in. I pushed the floor button and the doors closed. I stepped out of the elevator when we reached the top and swiped my key card. It did a little buzzing noise and let me into the upstairs lobby. "Hi, Christine!" I said. She waved. "Good Afternoon." "You too." I said back unlocking my office door. I pushed opened the door and stepped inside. I love my office the view of the city is spectacular from up here. "Wow, your office is huge." Jack said. "Yeah, bigger the office my privacy you get." I said with a wink.

"Occasionally I just bring a change of clothes and get in my Pj's after hours and sit not to the window and watch the sun go down. I get this warm feeling inside like my parents are staring back at me as I watch all the warmth leave the earth leaving us with darkness, lies and the truth. It's easier to watch alone." I said turning around. I gave a smile and everyone just stared at me. "What? I can't help what my mind thinks." I said walking towards the door.

"Come on. I got to be back at the venue at like 1:50." They all left the room and I locked it back up. "So privacy huh?" Jack asked coming to stand next to me in the elevator. "Yep, It only happened once or twice." I said. His mouth hung open. "Oh come on, you think that's bad you need to listen to some of my stories." I said stepping out of the elevator. "I just didn't think you would be that kind of person."

"To do what Jack? Have dirty sex? Everyone does." I said as we left the building. We walked down the sidewalk just making light conversation as we neared the building. "Ahh yes. The Varsity!" I said holding out my hands. "God, I can taste the clogged arteries already." I said walking across the street. No one walked with me. I turned around when I got to the other side. "Really?! There wasn't even a car!" I said. "So it said don't walk! Can't you see?!" Rian said. "Fine, I'm gonna go order." I said walking up to the buildings front door.

I stepped inside. "You know that light doesn't work right?" Soem guy behind the counter said. "Oh I know, but they don't." I pointed to the boys still on the other side of the street waiting for the light. Slowly one by one they came in. First Jack, then Mike, Tony and Jaime, even Rian. Then after a few Alex and Vic walked in. I was giggling hysterically. "What's so funny?" Jaime asked. "Just that's lights been broken for about a year and never changes... Y'all should have listened to me when you had the chance."

I said laughing. "Not funny." Vic said throwing a ketchup packet at me. "Oh but it was." I said. "Look who it is. Decided to come show up." I turned around and of course today, Morgan had to work. "Hey to you too. Can I get a number 2 with a large Coke." I said as nice I could. "I guess, that's a lot of food for a girl like you, I'm surprised you're eating at all." I handed her my card and walked away towards the end of the bar.

I hand my back leaned up against the wall. I let a few tears fall, of course I did. It took everything I had earlier not to cry when Jaime brought up that I wasn't eating. That's the whole reason we're here. Someone bumped my shoulder. "Hey... What's wrong?" I wiped my face real fast. "Nothing, I'm fine." "You don't have to lie." Zack said. I looked at him. "I don't like it when people just assume something. First impressions aren't always true. That ugly twat eating dildo, is so mean to me for no reason."

Zack laughed. "Ugly twat eating dildo... Wow never heard that one. And I'm surprised having hung out with Jaime and living with Jack so long." I laughed. "Don't let people get you down." He finished. I smiled at him. "I may have found my tour George." "Your what?" "My friend George, he helped me through somethings and says stuff like that all the time. I appreciate it... OH MY GOD ALI AND GEORGE WILL BE HERE SOON!" I said and ran off towards the door.

"Grab my food and bring it back with you, I'm gonna go meet up with George and Ali!" I yelled towards Zack with all the guys looking at me. I took off like a mad man running up the street. That's when I heard his voice. "Wait up, Paige! Damn you can run fast1" He said. I stopped. "Alex if your coming hurry up." He ran up to me. "How are you not out of breath?" He asked. "I like to run, it helps with everything."

I grabbed his hand and pulled him back to the venue with me. Hopefully George and Ali weren't here yet.

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