Touched & Attracted

Jenna stared at Alex before she bursted into tears and Alex got really surprised. He let her in and closed the door, and Jack appeared in the hall.
"Jenna?" he asked.
"What’s wrong?" Alex asked and slightly hugged her. She shivered and flinched away, and he looked confused at her.
"Please don’t feel sorry for me, I’ve done something horrible" she said and looked at him.
"What did you do?" he asked and she teared up even more.
"I am so, so sorry" she said.
"For what?" Alex asked.
"Out of jealousy and I was drunk and… I’m the one that reported you guys" she said.
"Reported what?" Alex asked.
"Social services… I never thought they would actually do something" she sobbed. Alex stared at her.
"You reported us… to social services?" Alex asked.
"What the fuck?" Jack gasped.
"I am so, so sorry" she cried and looked at him.
"You’re the one?" Alex asked, getting a bit angry.
"Yes… I was drunk and jealous and…" she sobbed.
"YOU’RE THE ONE?!" Alex yelled and Jack dragged Jenna away from him. Alex knuckles got white when he clenched his fists and you could see how hard he bit down when his jaw moved a little.
"I’m sorry" Jenna said.
"SORRY MY ASS" Alex yelled.
"I never meant for this to happen" she said.
"I HAD TO FUCKING DIVORCE HER" Alex yelled. Jenna stared at him.
"So it’s true… you two are divorced?" she said.
"THAT WAS ONE OF THE CONDITIONS TO GET THEM BACK" Alex yelled and it looked like he just wanted to beat the living crap out of her. But anyone knew that he wouldn’t. He wasn’t that kind of guy.
"SHE’S IN A FUCKING MENTAL INSTITUTE BECAUSE OF YOU" Alex yelled. Jenna flinched again and ALex glared at her. Then Tigerlily appeared in the hall and Alex calmed down.
"Papa mad?" she asked. Alex sighed and picked her up.
"Yes, I’m mad. But not at you" he said and hugged her. She hugged him back.

Alex was almost ripping his hair off, with his head between his knees. He would never have guessed that someone like Jenna would have done that. He never thought anyone would do that to someone. Never. He picked up his phone and read through all the rumors. A lot of people thought she was dead. Or that she had left. Why did everyone blame her? He sighed and picked out his favorite picture of him and Max. One where she was hugging him and looking into the camera with a blending smile, and he was looking at her with a smile. Holding his arms around her. Then he started to write.

Maxine Gaskarth will always be the love of my life. The mother to my children, one of my best friends and a big part of my life. I think it’s ugly and horrible that you all blame her for what’s happened and come up with rumors on what might or might not have happened between the two of us.

She’s not dead. There has been no suicide.
Neither has she fled the country. She’s still here.

We are right now going through our hardest time as a family. Someone that knows us personally, I’m not saying who because I’m not dragging them into all the hate they might receive, decided to report us to the Social Services. There is no rumor. It’s true. We actually lost our kids to social services out of jealousy. But sine you all have seen it you all know. The kids are back into my custody.

So please stop blaming Max for everything that has happened. It’s not her fault, and it never will be. This is more my fault that it ever will be hers.

Alex was in tears when he finished writing and posted it. Maybe that would stop all the rumors going on about her. He hated to see that she got all the hate, just because he was the loved rockstar that had all his fans. Jealous fans, loving fans and just… fans.
"Please let this make it stop" he sighed and wiped away the tears from his eyes. He looked up when he felt smalls hands on his cheeks.
"Papa, don’t cry" Tigerlily said and rubbed her hands over his face to get the tears away. He smiled and kissed her hands, and brought her up for a hug.
"papa, when is mama coming home?" she asked and Alex swallowed.
"I don’t know babygirl… I don’t know" he answered.

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