And sleeping alone is starting to break me down. It’s cold, but I should have known.I admit I made a few mistakes, babe.

- Too Much (All Time Low)

Outfit of the Chapter
Can We Talk About it?Alex stared at her. He was so scared to lose her. He didn’t want to lose her.
"I fucked up so bad, but please… don’t give up, don’t give up on us" he said and completely broke down. Max looked at him.
"I’m not talking about us Alex" she said. He looked up at her and rubbed away the tears. He got really confused and he stared at her.
"Then what are you talking about?" he asked.
"I love you too much to end all this, I just can’t… I can’t do this on my own" she sobbed. He stared at her.
"Tigerlily? You really think you would have to deal with her alone?" he asked, and teared up again.
"I’m not talking about her either" Max said, and then she hurried over to the bathroom and threw up again.
"It’s not a bacteria… right?" he asked, and she shook her head. She looked at him and looked so sad.
"No it’s not" she whispered.
"Are you dying? Are you sick and…" he began and for a short second she laughed and shook her head, and then she looked hurt. She sat down in front of him, and wiped away some glass. She cut herself and Alex took her hand.
"Do you remember that I wanted to talk to you?" she asked.
"Yes, is this all about that?" he asked.
"I’m suffering from severe morning sickness Alex" she said. He stared at her.
"But morning sickness is when you’re… wait… you’re pregnant?" he asked.
"I had no idea until the hospital told me that my hormone levels was really high, and then I found out I was pregnant" she said.
"But you’ve lost so much weight… This got to be more… We’re having another baby?" he asked.
"We’re… we’re having… we’re having two babies" she said. Alex just stared at her. So shocked. So surprised.
"Two?" he asked and she nodded.
"The severe morning sickness is because I have doubled up everything. Twins do that" she said.
"You’re pregnant with twins?" he asked and stared into her eyes. She nodded.
"Yes" she whispered.

They had cleaned up the mess in the bedroom and was now sitting down in the kitchen. Alex stared into air and was in his own thoughts. Max was trying to eat some soup but it was hard with her cut hand and a nausea. Then she gave up and just dropped everything. She got up and walked away, and Alex snapped back to reality. He got up to take her bowl, and frowned when he saw how little she had eaten. When he had washed it he walked after her and saw that she had wrapped a blanket around herself, and was sitting on the couch. She still looked so hurt and broken, and he just wanted to hug her. But at the same time he knew that it wouldn’t help.
"Max, do you wanna talk about it?" He asked and she looked at him. "What is it to talk about? You kissed Jenna. There’s not much to say" she said. Alex bit his lip and shook his head.
"I’m sorry, I really am" he whispered.
"I know you are, you wouldn’t cry and stay all night outside our bedroom if you weren’t" she whispered. He looked at her.
"I know I can’t fix it, but I love you. And I will do everything I can to make it up to you" he said. Max looked at him and bit her lip.
"First I will stop talking to Jenna, because you matter more than her and… Your morning sickness is really severe and I’m worried about you. I will try to be home as much as I can" he said. Max shook her head.
"Don’t get me wrong but I rather have you on tour.. I don’t want you to see me like this, plus your fans need you" she said.
"Max…" Alex said and shook her head.
"Don’t Max me Alex, I mean it. I hate the fact that you’ll get to see me like this. So fragile and thin, just bones. When I know how worried you get because of it" she said and he sighed. She knew him better than he thought. He took her hands and moved closer to her, slowly moved his thumbs in circles over her skin. She looked at his hands.
"I love you, and I mean it" he whispered.
"I know" she whispered back.
"You don’t have to answer but… Do you still love me?" he asked and looked at her. She just looked at him and swallowed.