Guardian Angel...
Chapter 2
(Authors note: it is back to about 2 years after Jack passed)
(Jack's POV)
I looked over at Jenna who was sleeping but seemed to still be crying.I can see her yeah and I can talk to her but I don't think she can hear me.All I wanted was to cuddle up with her and hold her making her feel better but I'm a ghost and I just pass through her.I sat on the end of the bed just watching her sleep.She hasn't slept in a long time.I can see her dreams also.She was having a nightmare.About the crash.Suddenly she woke up screaming my name and crying.She looked around and then brought her knees up to her chin and cried.
"I miss you Jack" She mumbled.
"I miss you too Jenna" I said knowing she couldn't hear me but I just needed to talk to her.
Then it turned morning and I faded away like dust.
(Jenna's POV)
I was having a nightmare about the crash.I was RELIVING it.I could even feel the pain,The tears,I even felt Jack's last kiss on my lips.I was tired of crying but couldn't seem to stop.
"I miss you Jack" I said to myself.
"I miss you too Jenna." I paused and looked around my room seeing no one.
I HEARD his voice."J-Jack?" I called out but no answer.
"Its all in your head Jenna" I said to myself.
I stared at the clock from about 5:00 am to noon.I heard my front door open and I heard the voice of Alex.
"Hey Jenna " He says quietly.
"H-hey" I say back.
"Come on get ready we are going somewhere today just me and you we need to talk about stuff" He said gently pulling me out of my bed and into my bathroom to take a shower.
Alex was my best friend.Thats actually how Jack and I met.We have known each other since elementary school and I can tell him anything.I turned the shower on and got in washing myself until I was clean.Then I got dressed.I walked out to see Alex sitting on my bed waiting patiently.We got in his car and a couple minutes later we were at the park.My favorite park to be exact.We parked and got out.I ran over to the swings and started to lightly swing on one while Alex swung on the other.
"So kiddo we need to talk about stuff" He said looking at me seriousness on his face.
"About what?" I whispered slightly.
He looked at the sky then back at me.
"Its gonna be Rian's birthday soon and I need your help to plan things and get it all set up in time" He said grinning at me.
I thought about it for a moment and he spoke again.
"You haven't been out of the house since the funeral Jenna...You need to get out and have fun" He said in a whispering tone looking at the ground.
"w-what do I need to do?" I asked him after a moment of silence.
He smiled big.
"I'll be right back im going to the bathroom" He said to me before he left.
I nodded and just daydreamed letting the cool air hit my shoulders.I just sat deep in thought until someone tapped my shoulder.I slightly jumped until I realized it was Alex.
."Hey so Lisa said she needed me to go home and take care of something so um I'll drive you home " He said as if he was hiding something.
"Oh um ok t-thanks for taking me here" I said standing up and hugging him as he hugged back.
"Any time kiddo" He said smiling then we drove to my house.
He pulled into my driveway and parked the car.
"Bye Lex" I said to him and he replied the same then I went into the house.
I took my shoes off and sat on the couch turning the television on.Did I mention I haven't watched television in like 2 years.I saw Home Alone was on and I sat there and watched it.Before I knew it I was clutching a picture of Jack that was in a frame.I cried because Home Alone reminded me of him.Before I knew it broken glass was in my hand because I was clutching it so tightly.My hand bled but I didn't do anything about it.Eventually I stopped crying and stood up grabbing a piece of paper and a pen.I wrote
"Dear whoever,Im tired of crying.I want my Jacky back.I would do ANYTHING To be with him.Thats why im writing this letter.Im ending my life.When you read this I will be gone but with the love of my life in Heaven or who knows maybe I'll go to Hell.Alex,Im sorry for not being able to hold on long enough.I love you and I know you will be dissapointed in me for giving up on life but its for the best.I'll have my family in the after life.Goodbye World I've come to hate
-Jenna"
Then I set it on counter next to the bath tub.I grabbed my trusty razor and cut every visible part of my body until the water in the bathtub was red and I couldn't think straight.Last thing I remember is saying
"I'll see you soon Jack..." Then I blacked out.
(Jack's POV)
I looked over at Jenna who was sleeping but seemed to still be crying.I can see her yeah and I can talk to her but I don't think she can hear me.All I wanted was to cuddle up with her and hold her making her feel better but I'm a ghost and I just pass through her.I sat on the end of the bed just watching her sleep.She hasn't slept in a long time.I can see her dreams also.She was having a nightmare.About the crash.Suddenly she woke up screaming my name and crying.She looked around and then brought her knees up to her chin and cried.
"I miss you Jack" She mumbled.
"I miss you too Jenna" I said knowing she couldn't hear me but I just needed to talk to her.
Then it turned morning and I faded away like dust.
(Jenna's POV)
I was having a nightmare about the crash.I was RELIVING it.I could even feel the pain,The tears,I even felt Jack's last kiss on my lips.I was tired of crying but couldn't seem to stop.
"I miss you Jack" I said to myself.
"I miss you too Jenna." I paused and looked around my room seeing no one.
I HEARD his voice."J-Jack?" I called out but no answer.
"Its all in your head Jenna" I said to myself.
I stared at the clock from about 5:00 am to noon.I heard my front door open and I heard the voice of Alex.
"Hey Jenna " He says quietly.
"H-hey" I say back.
"Come on get ready we are going somewhere today just me and you we need to talk about stuff" He said gently pulling me out of my bed and into my bathroom to take a shower.
Alex was my best friend.Thats actually how Jack and I met.We have known each other since elementary school and I can tell him anything.I turned the shower on and got in washing myself until I was clean.Then I got dressed.I walked out to see Alex sitting on my bed waiting patiently.We got in his car and a couple minutes later we were at the park.My favorite park to be exact.We parked and got out.I ran over to the swings and started to lightly swing on one while Alex swung on the other.
"So kiddo we need to talk about stuff" He said looking at me seriousness on his face.
"About what?" I whispered slightly.
He looked at the sky then back at me.
"Its gonna be Rian's birthday soon and I need your help to plan things and get it all set up in time" He said grinning at me.
I thought about it for a moment and he spoke again.
"You haven't been out of the house since the funeral Jenna...You need to get out and have fun" He said in a whispering tone looking at the ground.
"w-what do I need to do?" I asked him after a moment of silence.
He smiled big.
"I'll be right back im going to the bathroom" He said to me before he left.
I nodded and just daydreamed letting the cool air hit my shoulders.I just sat deep in thought until someone tapped my shoulder.I slightly jumped until I realized it was Alex.
."Hey so Lisa said she needed me to go home and take care of something so um I'll drive you home " He said as if he was hiding something.
"Oh um ok t-thanks for taking me here" I said standing up and hugging him as he hugged back.
"Any time kiddo" He said smiling then we drove to my house.
He pulled into my driveway and parked the car.
"Bye Lex" I said to him and he replied the same then I went into the house.
I took my shoes off and sat on the couch turning the television on.Did I mention I haven't watched television in like 2 years.I saw Home Alone was on and I sat there and watched it.Before I knew it I was clutching a picture of Jack that was in a frame.I cried because Home Alone reminded me of him.Before I knew it broken glass was in my hand because I was clutching it so tightly.My hand bled but I didn't do anything about it.Eventually I stopped crying and stood up grabbing a piece of paper and a pen.I wrote
"Dear whoever,Im tired of crying.I want my Jacky back.I would do ANYTHING To be with him.Thats why im writing this letter.Im ending my life.When you read this I will be gone but with the love of my life in Heaven or who knows maybe I'll go to Hell.Alex,Im sorry for not being able to hold on long enough.I love you and I know you will be dissapointed in me for giving up on life but its for the best.I'll have my family in the after life.Goodbye World I've come to hate
-Jenna"
Then I set it on counter next to the bath tub.I grabbed my trusty razor and cut every visible part of my body until the water in the bathtub was red and I couldn't think straight.Last thing I remember is saying
"I'll see you soon Jack..." Then I blacked out.
Notes
Oh yeah I forgot to mention that Julianna (Their baby) isn't around because due to the car crash the baby didn't make it... :(
We can call it even because I can't finish uploading all the chapters tonight like I said I was going to
10/13/13