Jack’s POV

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“Jack” a voice echoed.

“Come on man, open your eyes” another voice spoke.

I groaned as my eyes fluttered open to a bright white room and I hissed as I looked away. My head was pounding and my whole face felt a little numb.

“Jack, speak to me” the voice came again.

I turned my head to my right and saw Billie sitting in a chair, his hand gently holding mine. I was in the hospital? That’s when the memories of last night hit me.

“Fine, no pizza” Billie mumbled.

“Fuck you Billie! You aren’t gonna let me eat just because I won’t go out anywhere! In case you hadn’t noticed I’m getting over heartbreak right now so you can get fucked!” I roared before running out of the lounge and into my room.

“Jack!” Billie called.

My breathing started quickening as tears threatened to spill from my eyes.

“Jack, open up” Billie whispered.

“Go away!” I yelled through choked sobs.

I heard Billie stop before his footsteps disappeared and I dropped to the floor, pained sobs escaping my mouth.

“Just end it all Jack”

“No! Get out of my head!” I pleaded.

“No one wants you, you piece of shit”

I groaned as the voices dug into my mind even more.

“Do it Jack, come on, kill yourself Jack!”

I winced as I stood up and shakily made my way to the wardrobe that was in the room.

“Slam your head on the wardrobe Jack, beat yourself senseless”

I let out a scream as I thudded my head against the wardrobe. Doing it time and time again, only harder. I felt blood trickle down my face as I let the voices take over, slamming my head on the edges of a chair or dresser.

“Stupid, stupid, stupid Jack!” I yelled.

“See you in hell Jack”

The voice faded as I slammed my head on the wardrobe door, my vision blurring. I hope I don’t wake up. I’m done, finished...it’s all over now. I staggered, dropping to the floor and coughing blood as everything turned black.

When the flashback was over I found myself shaking badly, Billie’s arms wrapped tightly around me.

“Shh, Jack, it’s ok” he soothed.

“I’m sorry Billie” I sobbed.

Billie held me closer as I rested my head in the crook of his neck. I’m such a damn idiot. How could I scare Billie like this?

“Billie” I whispered.

“Yeah Jack?” he questioned.

“I-I did those injuries to myself last night because I heard voices in my head” I replied.

“Oh Jack” Billie gasped, pulling me back to face him. “It’ll be ok, we’ll fix this” he soothed.

I smiled slightly as Billie sat back in the seat and held my hand. I rested my head back as I hissed at the sudden pain in my head, Billie giving my hand a gentle squeeze.

“It won’t happen again Billie” I mused.

“I hope not” he whispered.

I turned to look at Billie and his bright green eyes locked with mine and I felt a flutter in my stomach. Dammit, what are all these weird feelings about? I sighed, looking away then looking back.

“So, about that beach trip” I spoke.

Billie looked at me, a smile growing on his face. I didn’t want to be out in public. But I hated upsetting Billie.

*Time lapse next morning*

“Jack you said you wanted to go” Billie whined.

“I know I did but I keep changing my mind” I muttered.

“Please” Billie begged.

I groaned as I sat up in my bed, still feeling a little sore after leaving hospital. I did agree to going to the beach, but I changed my mind as usual. I just can’t stand being out in public right now.

“Fine” I mumbled.

Damn you Jack Barakat!

“Yay! Mike and Tre are meeting us there so we should go now” Billie answered.

I nodded as I got off my nice comfy bed and trudged downstairs to the front door. We walked outside and I went to Billie’s car as he locked the apartment up.

“Smile Jack!” he exclaimed.

I shrugged as I tugged my sunglasses down on my face and got into the car. I’m going to regret this so fucking much.

“We’ll find a nice quiet spot, how about that?” Billie questioned as he started the car and pulled out of the driveway.

“Yeah, whatever” I muttered coldly.

I saw a look of hurt spread across Billie’s face and I felt a little guilty. But something was bugging me, it was nipping away at me and I don’t know what it is. Damn it all.

*Time lapse one hour*

We’d made it to the beach but I wasn’t for budging out of the car.

“Jack, I swear to god if you don’t get out of this car I will send you back to Baltimore” Billie snapped.

I sighed as I stumbled out of the car and slammed the door shut, Billie glaring at me angrily. I ignored him as we trudged down the sand and I saw two familiar faces just a few metres from us.

“Jack!” Tre yelled, running up to me.

I faked a smile as Tre embraced me in a welcoming hug.

“How you doing?” he asked.

“Great” I replied half heartedly.

Tre shot a look at Billie who just shrugged and continued on his way. I sighed as Tre put his arm around my shoulder and walked down to Mike and Billie. I looked up as I saw Billie and Mike hug each other before pulling away. But I noticed something new, Mike’s hand resting on the small of Billie’s back as they stayed rather close. I felt a pang of jealousy hit me and I’m not sure why.

“Let’s swim guys!” Tre exclaimed.

“I’ll um, stay here by our stuff” I whispered.

Tre and Mike ran off to the water, screaming like a pair of girls as they splashed into the water.

“Will you be ok Jack?” Billie asked, kneeling beside me.

“Yeah, fine” I grumbled.

Billie rested his hand on my shoulder but I shook it off.

“Don’t fucking touch me” I snapped.

“Jack” Billie soothed.

“No, just go Billie” I answered in annoyance.

Billie let out a sigh as he pulled his shirt off and ran to the water. I found myself staring at him intently. The way his soaked hair fell on his face, the water dripping down his body. I groaned as I rested my head in my arms. Tears stung my eyes as I started thinking about Alex again. But why did I get jealous about Mike and Billie’s closeness? Were my old feelings for Billie coming back?

“Oh shit” I whispered in shock.

Billie’s POV

Mike and Tre left around 4pm, so it was just Jack and I. The sun was setting over the islands and Jack was nestled into my side because he was cold. He was in a slightly better mood and had managed to stay the entire day.

“Hey Billie?” he questioned.

“Yeah Jack?” I replied.

He pulled away from me as he pulled off his shirt and stood up.

“Race you to the water!” he yelled, sprinting off.

“Hey! Not fair!” I yelled, jumping up and racing after him.

Sadly Jack had beaten me to the water, the water splashing up and hitting me in the face as I laughed.

“Cheater!” I teased.

“Am not!” Jack laughed, poking his tongue out at me.

I chuckled as I kicked water at Jack and he shrieked loudly. I laughed as I ran at him and grabbed his arms to play the strength game. Jack smirked as he pushed all his weight on me. With grunts and groans neither of us were giving up. That was until Jack lost his footing.

“Shit!” he yelled.

I felt his hand grab out for support, but he ended up pulling me down with him. We landed with a thud and a splash as I opened my eyes. I blushed furiously as I noticed I was lying on top of Jack. Our eyes met for a brief moment before I coughed awkwardly and got off of him.

“Sorry” I mumbled.

“It’s ok” Jack replied, looking away.

I helped him up before trudging back to our towels.

“We should go home” I mused, throwing my shirt over my head.

“Actually, I um, wondered if you wanted to get food, my treat?” Jack asked.

I shrugged and nodded slightly as I shook my towel out then packed it away. My heart was still fluttering slightly from what had just happened. Part of me wanted to kiss him and tell him how I feel. But then the other part was telling me not to be such an idiot and just let the feelings go.

“Billie!” Jack yelled as he caught up to me.

“What?” I mumbled back.

Ok that was a little harsh, you idiot Billie.

“How about we grab some drinks tonight, not out, just at the apartment?” Jack asked.

“Sure why not” I replied as I put my things in the back of the car and then hopped into the driver’s side.

Jack followed as he got in the passenger seat and I turned on some music. I pulled out of the car park as I relaxed in the comfort of my car. I don’t know what I’m going to do. I’m so confused right now.

*Time lapse three hours*

“Scull, scull, scull” I slurred as Jack downed a glass of beer.

He slammed it down on the coffee table and I cheered as he smiled slightly.

“Hey Billie” Jake spoke.

“Yes Jack?” I replied.

“Wanna play truth or dare?” he chuckled.

I shrugged as I lent against the couch and patted the empty space beside me. Jack slid off the couch as he grinned and I looked into his eyes.

“Ok, truth or dare?” I asked.

“Dare” Jack answered.

“I dare you to lick some vodka off my tongue” I replied.

Jack smirked as he grabbed the vodka and I stuck my tongue out as he poured some on it. I tried not to smile too much as Jack’s tongue grazed along mine and I let out a moan from my throat. Jack pulled away as he smiled and lent back against the couch.

“Truth or dare?” Jack slurred.

“Hmm, truth” I replied.

Jack was silent for a moment before he smirked and turned to me.

“Do you have feelings for someone?” he questioned.

I smirked as I grabbed Jack’s collar and pulled him close, our lips close.

“As a matter of fact, I do” I purred.

Jack grinned, his breathe hitting my lips as it sent a tingle down my spine.

“Who?” he asked.

“You” I whispered.

I smirked, pulling Jack closer as our lips pressed firmly together in a hot drunken kiss. My hands laced through his hair as Jack pulled me close, his arms around my waist. Jack moved his lips down my neck and I let out a moan, biting my lip as I tilted my head back slightly.

“Jack” I growled teasingly.

“Shh” he hissed, biting down on my neck.

I moaned louder as I pushed him down on the floor, trailing my hands under his shirt. Our lips connected again in another heated kiss as I ground my hips down on Jack’s and he moaned into the kiss. I smirked as I stood up and pulled Jack up with me. We walked upstairs, well, more like staggered and I grabbed his hand as I guided him to my room while he attacked my neck with kisses.

“Billie I want you” he growled seductively.

I groaned as I pushed him into my room and onto my bed as I stripped his shirt off and then mine.

“You’re in for a treat then” I purred.

Jack grinned as he pulled me down for another kiss. My hands trailed down to his jeans as I slowly pulled them off and then Jack worked on mine. He pulled them clean off as I straddled his hips and stared into his lustful eyes. Jack lent up as he kissed my chest gently and hummed softly.

“You’re a tease” he purred.

“Only for you” I whispered, moaning as he ground his crotch against my ass.

“Damn you Billie” he hummed, pulling me in for another kiss.

I grinned into the kiss as I slipped my thumbs into his boxers and slowly slipped them down. Jack gasped as he ran his hands down my back and gave my ass a playful squeeze as I chuckled. Soon my boxers were on the floor and my hand slid down Jack’s thigh as he moaned against my lips.

“You ready?” I questioned teasingly.

Jack nodded slightly as I kissed him passionately before sliding a finger inside him.

“Fuck!” he gasped, throwing his head back.

I grinned as I added another and Jack groaned, his eyes rolling back in pleasure. I slowly started to move my fingers in and out, Jack gasping as I hit the bundle of nerves inside him.

“Bingo” I purred as I did it again.

“Jesus Christ Billie!” Jack yelled, gripping the sheets.

“That’s right, scream for me” I hummed.

Jack let out a disoriented grunt as I hit the nerves again and I chuckled before pulling my fingers out.

“Now for something better” I whispered in his ear.

“Give it to me!” he ordered.

I smirked as I positioned myself in between Jack’s legs and thrust into him with no warning.

“Billie!” he screamed.

I grinned, leaning down to kiss him.

“I’m going to dominate you” I growled, as I got into rythmn.

Now I wonder how the morning will plan out.

Notes

And there we go, the drunken night of truth or dare got pretty heated ;D What do you think will happen in the morning? Sorry it has taken so long, have been busy and just quite lazy lately haha. Enjoy! Title is from Black Damask (The Fog) by Motionless In White

Billie's antics


Jack's laughing