Oh Life
Twenty-nine.
Emily POV:
I didn't care that I was acting so stupid. Seeing Jack taking a shot brought back everything, the reason why we broke up. He'd had a one-night stand on tour when he was drunk with some slut. I knew that already for a long time and I forgave him, so it shouldn't have hurt as much as it did. But believe me when I say it did fucking hurt.
"Em!" I heard Ashley saying, but I pretended I didn't hear her. "Emily, wait.." Jack said, but I was already outside.
I stood in the backyard and looked around. The only time I'd ever been here was probably this summer. We'd had a small party with just the four of us: Ashley, Alex, Jack and me. Everything was great back then, and now everything was just so complicated. It was cold outside and I wrapped my arms around my body to keep myself a bit warm. "Em.." Oh god please no. I felt a hand on my shoulder, but I didn't turn around. I knew it was him, no need to see his face. When he figured I wasn't about to turn around, his hand left my shoulder and I heard him sigh. "Listen.." he said softly. "I can't apologize enough for what I've done. You forgave me, and I'm grateful for that. But I understand that you can't forget it this easily. I'm sorry, Em. I'm so sorry.." I decided to turn around and I saw tears filling Jack's eyes. He pulled me into a hug and rested his head on mine. I liked the way he was holding me, it was warm and loving. He pulled back, but rested his hands on my hips. "I had the perfect girl and I threw all of that away because of one drunken night.. I'm a terrible person." Suddenly, there was firework, lighting up every inch of the beautiful night sky. It was midnight and the beginning of a whole new year. A whole new beginning. I stopped thinking and before I even knew what I was doing, I pressed my lips against Jack's and kissed him, hard. He seemed surprised at first but soon enough, his lips were moving with mine. When his tongue traced the shape of my bottom lip, I opened my mouth to let him in. More firework lit up the dark sky above us and I wrapped my arms around his neck. God, I had missed this feeling.. He tasted like alcohol and I felt his hands move from my hips to my ass. I ended the kiss and we were both breathing heavily. "That was.. unexpecting." he breathed. I smiled against his lips, trying to get my breathing under control. "Whatever this new year will bring, I'm certain of one thing.." I mumbled against his lips. "I want you to be in it." We kissed again, this time softly and gentle, his hands cupping my face. "I love you, Jack." I whispered and hugged him tightly. He kissed my forehead and stroke through my hair. "I've never stopped loving you, Emily."
Ashley POV:
The new year had officialy started, and of course everyone wanted to celebrate that with.. more alcohol! I walked into the kitchen to get myself some orange juice and also took another bottle of Vodka back into the living room. I filled everyone's cup again and looked around the room to find Emily or Jack, but they were still nowhere to be found. "Heeey sexy!" Alex gave me a sloppy kiss, I could taste the alcohol. "Wanna dance with me?" he asked. I shrugged and he grabbed my hand, swinging me around the room.
"Ashley! You need to share him, he's the best dancer here. Rian can't dance." Cassadee was already drunk as well and she hung around Alex's neck. "You can borrow him, Cass. Have fun!" I smiled at her and turned around, only to see Emily and Jack walk back into the room. Hand in hand. Smiling at each other. I made eye contact with Emily and she gave me a big smile and a thumbs up. Now this made my night complete.
When it was around 3:30 am, everyone started to leave. All drunk and barely able to stand on their feet. Jack and Emily were the last ones to leave and while Emily was looking for her jacket, I took Jack apart. He wasn't very drunk, I think he stayed sober to take care of Emily which is so cute. "Jack, I love you and I'm so happy for you, you know that. You guys are my best friends and you deserve to be happy together." I stopped for a second. "But I swear that if you ever hurt her again, I'll kill you." I threatened, smiling. "Got it." he chuckled and pulled me in for a hug. "I won't ever do something like that to her again. Promise."
"Finally, we're alone." Alex grabbed me by my waist and kissed my neck. He turned me around and kissed me deeply, all I could taste was alcohol. His hands were holding my face and I ran mine through his hair. His hands went from my face towards my breasts and I ended the kiss, chuckling. "Lex.." He stroke a strand of hair behind my ear. "Yeah?" "You're drunk." I said. "You're hot." he answered and before I could say another thing, I was in his arms. He put me down on the kitchen table and unzipped my dress. "I love you, babe." he whispered in my neck and helped me out of my dress so I was left in just my underwear and heels. He took off his own shirt, clearly he couldn't wait. My hand reached for his belt and soon enough his pants dropped to the floor. "Red lipstick is so hot." Our lips connected and our tongues discovered each other again. He tried to take off my bra but that was a bit more difficult in his drunken state than he'd thought. I helped him and he placed kisses all over my naked breasts as soon as I'd thrown my bra on the floor. I took off his boxers and took his boner in my hand. He moaned softly in my neck while giving my breasts a massage. I started moving my hand up and down and he tightened his grip on the kitchen table. "Oh, Ashley, fuck.." he moaned and I started moving my hand faster. "Fuck yeah.." He pushed me a little so I lay with my back on the kitchen table and took off my panties. He leaned closer for another kiss and gently inserted himself. It did hurt a little because I wasn't prepared for it yet, but once Alex had started thrusting I got used to the feeling pretty quickly. The kitchen table was hard, though, and it hurt a little. My nails dug into his back and a moan escaped from my lips. "Fuck, Ashley.. I think.." He started going faster and his thrusting got more sloppy. My hands were in his hair and I felt my orgasm building up as well. With a loud moan, he pulled out of me. He kissed me and softly stroke my hair. We were both sweaty, but I was too tired to care. He took me in his arms and carried me upstairs, where he put me down on the large bed that was much more comfortable than the kitchen table had been. "Love you." he smiled. "Love you." I yawned and kissed his cheek before falling asleep.
I didn't care that I was acting so stupid. Seeing Jack taking a shot brought back everything, the reason why we broke up. He'd had a one-night stand on tour when he was drunk with some slut. I knew that already for a long time and I forgave him, so it shouldn't have hurt as much as it did. But believe me when I say it did fucking hurt.
"Em!" I heard Ashley saying, but I pretended I didn't hear her. "Emily, wait.." Jack said, but I was already outside.
I stood in the backyard and looked around. The only time I'd ever been here was probably this summer. We'd had a small party with just the four of us: Ashley, Alex, Jack and me. Everything was great back then, and now everything was just so complicated. It was cold outside and I wrapped my arms around my body to keep myself a bit warm. "Em.." Oh god please no. I felt a hand on my shoulder, but I didn't turn around. I knew it was him, no need to see his face. When he figured I wasn't about to turn around, his hand left my shoulder and I heard him sigh. "Listen.." he said softly. "I can't apologize enough for what I've done. You forgave me, and I'm grateful for that. But I understand that you can't forget it this easily. I'm sorry, Em. I'm so sorry.." I decided to turn around and I saw tears filling Jack's eyes. He pulled me into a hug and rested his head on mine. I liked the way he was holding me, it was warm and loving. He pulled back, but rested his hands on my hips. "I had the perfect girl and I threw all of that away because of one drunken night.. I'm a terrible person." Suddenly, there was firework, lighting up every inch of the beautiful night sky. It was midnight and the beginning of a whole new year. A whole new beginning. I stopped thinking and before I even knew what I was doing, I pressed my lips against Jack's and kissed him, hard. He seemed surprised at first but soon enough, his lips were moving with mine. When his tongue traced the shape of my bottom lip, I opened my mouth to let him in. More firework lit up the dark sky above us and I wrapped my arms around his neck. God, I had missed this feeling.. He tasted like alcohol and I felt his hands move from my hips to my ass. I ended the kiss and we were both breathing heavily. "That was.. unexpecting." he breathed. I smiled against his lips, trying to get my breathing under control. "Whatever this new year will bring, I'm certain of one thing.." I mumbled against his lips. "I want you to be in it." We kissed again, this time softly and gentle, his hands cupping my face. "I love you, Jack." I whispered and hugged him tightly. He kissed my forehead and stroke through my hair. "I've never stopped loving you, Emily."
Ashley POV:
The new year had officialy started, and of course everyone wanted to celebrate that with.. more alcohol! I walked into the kitchen to get myself some orange juice and also took another bottle of Vodka back into the living room. I filled everyone's cup again and looked around the room to find Emily or Jack, but they were still nowhere to be found. "Heeey sexy!" Alex gave me a sloppy kiss, I could taste the alcohol. "Wanna dance with me?" he asked. I shrugged and he grabbed my hand, swinging me around the room.
"Ashley! You need to share him, he's the best dancer here. Rian can't dance." Cassadee was already drunk as well and she hung around Alex's neck. "You can borrow him, Cass. Have fun!" I smiled at her and turned around, only to see Emily and Jack walk back into the room. Hand in hand. Smiling at each other. I made eye contact with Emily and she gave me a big smile and a thumbs up. Now this made my night complete.
When it was around 3:30 am, everyone started to leave. All drunk and barely able to stand on their feet. Jack and Emily were the last ones to leave and while Emily was looking for her jacket, I took Jack apart. He wasn't very drunk, I think he stayed sober to take care of Emily which is so cute. "Jack, I love you and I'm so happy for you, you know that. You guys are my best friends and you deserve to be happy together." I stopped for a second. "But I swear that if you ever hurt her again, I'll kill you." I threatened, smiling. "Got it." he chuckled and pulled me in for a hug. "I won't ever do something like that to her again. Promise."
"Finally, we're alone." Alex grabbed me by my waist and kissed my neck. He turned me around and kissed me deeply, all I could taste was alcohol. His hands were holding my face and I ran mine through his hair. His hands went from my face towards my breasts and I ended the kiss, chuckling. "Lex.." He stroke a strand of hair behind my ear. "Yeah?" "You're drunk." I said. "You're hot." he answered and before I could say another thing, I was in his arms. He put me down on the kitchen table and unzipped my dress. "I love you, babe." he whispered in my neck and helped me out of my dress so I was left in just my underwear and heels. He took off his own shirt, clearly he couldn't wait. My hand reached for his belt and soon enough his pants dropped to the floor. "Red lipstick is so hot." Our lips connected and our tongues discovered each other again. He tried to take off my bra but that was a bit more difficult in his drunken state than he'd thought. I helped him and he placed kisses all over my naked breasts as soon as I'd thrown my bra on the floor. I took off his boxers and took his boner in my hand. He moaned softly in my neck while giving my breasts a massage. I started moving my hand up and down and he tightened his grip on the kitchen table. "Oh, Ashley, fuck.." he moaned and I started moving my hand faster. "Fuck yeah.." He pushed me a little so I lay with my back on the kitchen table and took off my panties. He leaned closer for another kiss and gently inserted himself. It did hurt a little because I wasn't prepared for it yet, but once Alex had started thrusting I got used to the feeling pretty quickly. The kitchen table was hard, though, and it hurt a little. My nails dug into his back and a moan escaped from my lips. "Fuck, Ashley.. I think.." He started going faster and his thrusting got more sloppy. My hands were in his hair and I felt my orgasm building up as well. With a loud moan, he pulled out of me. He kissed me and softly stroke my hair. We were both sweaty, but I was too tired to care. He took me in his arms and carried me upstairs, where he put me down on the large bed that was much more comfortable than the kitchen table had been. "Love you." he smiled. "Love you." I yawned and kissed his cheek before falling asleep.
I couldn't let it end like that haha, first chapter will be posted tonight :)
10/22/13