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Our Chemistry Is Kerosene

I woke up from my nap, cuddling with Alex. I disentangled myself from him, but his arms tightened around my waist.

“Wait, we need to talk.” he said.

“Okay.” I replied, lying back on the bed again.

“Look, last night was...a mess. And we both got caught up in it. I don’t necessarily regret having sex with you because I really did want to, but I regret how I acted when I realized what’d happened.” he said honestly, his brown eyes big and sad.

“I think I wanted to also.” I replied.

“Really?” he asked, his features brightening.

“Yes.” I smiled at him and he hugged me close.

"I promise not to screw things up with you again. Let me prove it to you. I'll treat you like a princess if you'd just give me a chance." he whispered.

"Oh, you mean Cinderella?" I asked.

"What?" he asked.

"I know what you're going to do. You're going to act like you're the ugly step-sister and I'm Cinderella." I replied.

"You did not just call me an ugly girl." Alex laughed.

"You know what I mean." I laughed, slapping him playfully.

"Hey, aren't I supposed to be the violent one?" he asked. I looked at him, shocked. "Kidding, kidding. Jesus, Brooke, calm down." he laughed.

"So what do you say?" he asked.

"Say to what?" I asked.

"Me. Will you give me a chance?" he asked.

"Are you asking me out?" I asked.

"Well, it can be an open relationship, if that's what you want." he said awkwardly.

"No, I don't like open relationships. They're like saying to someone 'I like you, but I'm not willing to make an effort.'" I replied.

"Well I like you lots and I'm more than willing to make an effort." he told me.

We lay side by side on his bed.

"So how much of the stuff you said earlier was true?" he asked nervously.

"Pretty much all of it." I replied coolly. He looked shocked, hurt, and angry. "Relax, I'm only joking!" I laughed. He pouted.

"Not funny!" he whined.

"Sorry, boo." I giggled.

"Seriously, how much was true?" he asked.

"Well, all of it at the time, but not now. What about you?" I replied.

"None. Of course not." he whispered.

"Then why did you say it?" I asked.

"I had to protect myself somehow and that was the only way I could think of to do it." he replied.

"Protect yourself from what?" I asked.

"You. You're so intimidating. And you're the first girl who's not all over me. I get scared around you and I don't know what to do. So when we had sex, I acted like a cocky asshole so maybe you'll stay away from me and I won't have to deal with it. You make me nervous." I admitted.

"Seriously?" I asked, not believing him.

"Yeah. Come put your head on my chest." he told me. I did as I was told and I felt his heart pounding beneath my ear.

"Wow." I breathed.

"Told you." he smiled. I started to move back to where I was before, but he stopped me. "No, stay where you are. You smell good." he told me.

"Thanks." I smiled.

"I have a question for you." Alex stated.

"Shoot." I said.

"Was I your first time that night after I saved you?" he asked. "Don't lie to me." Alex said sternly.

"No." I sighed. He sighed in relief.

"Why are you relieved?" I asked.

"Because I'd hate myself forever if I took that from you, especially under those circumstances." he replied.

"Oh." I whispered.

"Yeah. So who'd you lose it to?" he asked.

"You don't know him." I giggled.

"So what? I need names." he smiled.

"It was Jason Myers and I was seventeen." I said, blushing.

"Was he your boyfriend?" he asked.

"Yeah. But he left me in the morning and broke up with me later that day." I told him.

"I'm sorry." he whispered, wrapping his arms around me protectively. “Why don't we go out there?" he asked and we got up and walked out. We sat down on the couch as Jack glared at us.

"Hey Brooke, what's up?" Zack asked.

"Nothing much, Zack Attack." I replied with a smile. Jack continued to glare.

Alex’s Perspective

"Jack, can I talk to you in the kitchen?" I asked.

"Sure." he replied gruffly. We walked out and into the kitchen.

"What's up? I thought you'd be happy for me." I said.

"I am, but I also know how you are. You’re going to act all cutesy then screw her over again and she doesn’t deserve that." Jack said.

"Well, I think I’m going to try to change. And I'm going to try my best not to fuck her over." I said. Jack sighed.

"Fine. I'm happy for you." Jack said.

"Good. Thanks, man." I smiled and we hugged and went back out. I picked Brooke up and sat her on my lap.

"What was that about?" she asked.

"Nothing important." I smiled, kissing her.

Brooke’s Perspective

"Hey Brooke, can you get me a Coke?" Alex asked me.

"Nice try, get it yourself." I laughed. He put his face in my neck, kissing it and nuzzling it, making me shiver.

"Please?" he whispered seductively, kissing down my shoulder gently.

"Fine, as long as you stop." I said.

"Well then, no sex for you!" Alex huffed.

"Fine, but you're the one who will miss it." I laughed, getting up from him, swinging my hips as I walked to the kitchen.

I heard quick footsteps and he was there, his arms around my waist and his lips at my neck again.

"Miss me already?" I giggled.

"You could say that." he whispered huskily. I kissed his nose. "Dammit Brooke, stop." he sighed.

"What did I do?" I asked, alarmed.

"Nothing. You're just making me go insane. It's taking everything in me not to rip off our clothes and have sex with you." he admitted.

"You'll live." I teased.

"That's what you think. I don't think I've ever restrained myself this much. I may explode." he chuckled.

"We wouldn't want that, now would we?" I laughed.

"I'll try not to. I know you enjoy my company." he grinned.

"That I do. Just hang on. You'll get lucky again eventually." I told him and he laughed, hugging me.

Notes

Some filler since last chapter was so drama-ish.

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Comments

I've been stumbling across stories I've read, and checking them out again since I seem to forget them after it's been a while. This was one of those cases.
Reading this again, and after reading other stories on here and Mibba, I've realized that with my last comment, I was a bit off. Yes, Brooke and Alex's relationship was cute when they were together/sweet to each other, but reading it again, their relationship was a bit abusive. Neither is completely innocent, but the version of Alex you wrote in this took it to the next level. I realize a lot of it was because of his insecurities, what he dealt with in the past, etc., but Brooke didn't deserve any of that. When she did mess up, she definitely didn't take her anger to the levels he did.
Idk, I'm conflicted because again, when they were together, it was cute, but then it just got sad when they weren't. I'm not sure why she put up with as much as she did.
Your writing is still good, though. Just wish they didn't have so many downs in their relationship. It got really sad at a lot of points, and I just felt Alex didn't need to take it to the degree he did, I mean really.
I doubt you saw my other comment, but just thought I would comment again as an update and to possibly get you to see it.

Nanook Nanook
11/19/17

This was very cute. I just read it and loved it. :)
You're a great writer! :D I'll probably be checking out some of your other stuff as well. :)

Nanook Nanook
1/22/16
Wait, what? Really?! I'm coming over this weekend and eating dinner at your place! lol XD
So sad to see it go. but that was such a cute ending. (:
tragic_ending tragic_ending
1/27/13
So sad to see it go. but that was such a cute ending. (:
tragic_ending tragic_ending
1/27/13