Shaken and Tried

*if you haven't already, listen to or look at the lyrics to Pretty Little Girl by Blink 182 or you won't get what Alex and Jack are saying*

I wake up the next day immediately greeted with stinging in my thighs and arms. I groan and start to get up before feeling the soft arms around me. I smile to my self and flop back down into the side of my sleeping boyfriend. I slowly slip back into sleep, ignoring the pain for just a little while longer.

When I return to the world of the conscious again I hear soft singing above me that can only be coming from Jack. A smile breaks its way onto my lips as I recognize the lyrics.

“Day dream near a stream with the linear bites, oh, I listen to the song on repeat from the other night, and I can't picture you but I sure got the feeling right. What a crazy world, pretty little girl. And we wake from the night in a bed with a bruise, and we're laughing out loud over the craziest news, and you reached for my hand I was scared in your room. We fell on the floor and we started to move.”

I let him sing and stroke my hair for a little while longer before flipping him on his back a feathering light kisses all over his face and neck, teasing a little bit, before finally landing on his lips. I kiss down to neck and move up to his ear where I nibble on it slightly. I ghost my lips over his ear before whispering, “And your hands were like birds as they flew from the coop, up my back they would climb just as I came unglued,” I move my hands under Jacks shirt and trail my finger tips over the hot skin.

He giggles, seeing where I'm going with this, and flips me over so he's on top and presses a kiss against my collar bone. He sucks and nips lightly before mumbling against my skin, “ She said, If you break my heart then I'll change your mind,” his voice is rough and full of lust as it blows over my skin.

I shudder slightly and let him stay on top, but suck a deep purple mark into the spot behind his ear, “And I will do it again. If you play the part then I will play mine,” I talk out of breath, already insanely turned on.

He pulls at the hem of my shirt and I lift my arms, letting him take it off, exposing the new red marks up and down my arms. He leans down and sucks my left nipple into his mouth. I let out a small moan and arch back off the bed. I feel his breath fan over the sensitive skin and hear him whisper, “And I will do it again, if we miss the mark if we hold on tight. We'll be there to try it again,” his mouth moves to my other nipple and he nips it lightly before flicking his tongue over the top.

“Fuck Jack,” I groan and arch my back again, craving his touch.

He smiles and moves his lips down to the band of my sweat pants. He sucks a dark mark on each hipbone before finally pulling the band off my legs and ridding himself of his own shirt. His mouth moves back up to mine and he forces his tongue in, not bothering to ask permission. I feel his hand begin to palm me through my boxers. I thrust up, craving nothing more than his touch.

I lean up to whisper in his ear exactly what I'm wanting from this, “I want you, all of you, I'm ready,” I know Jack isn't a virgin, we talked about it before when I said I wanted to bottom. He said that's how he did it with his boyfriend back in Missouri.

“You sure,” he whispers back, lust filling his eyes as they stare into mine. I nod my head, “Bottom?” he asks. I nod again and he smiles, swooping back down to my stomach.

Jack takes his sweet time sucking dark marks against my not-so-flat stomach. After what seems like forever, he kicks off his own pants and rids me of my boxers. His mouth finds it's way to the tip of my throbbing dick and he sucks the tip before pushing his way down to the base. He swallows thickly around me and I let out a throaty gasp as he hollows his cheeks and begins to bob.

“Shit Jack stop, I'm gonna cum,” I gasp as I feel the white-hot fire begin to bloom in my stomach after a few minutes.

He pulls his mouth off slowly with a pop and reaches to his bed side table to grab a condom and lube. He slicks three fingers up with the lube and I brace my self for what's to come. He slides the first finger in and I give a shaky breath. It doesn't necessarily hurt just weird, not bad, not good. He pumps a few times before sliding in the second finger. Okay now it hurts a little. I suck in a breath through my teeth and clench up slightly. Jacks stops his movements, letting me adjust. After about 30 seconds I give him the okay to move. He does as I say and pumps and scissors his fingers. Just as I'm wondering why everyone says this feels so good, Jack arches his fingers and hits that bundle of nerves. I gasp and moan, arching my back. Jack smirks beneath me and hits that spot a few more times while I squirm and moan before pushing in the last finger. I screw my eyes shut but let him keep pushing in and out.

After a few minutes he pulls out and I whine at the emptiness. Jack just smiles and pours more lube into his hand. He pumps his own length a few times and moans lightly before lining himself up with my hole. I close my eyes and take a breath in anticipation as he pushes himself inside me. Shit that hurts. I screw my eyes tighter and whimper at the pain.

“I know baby, I know, I'm sorry,” Jack hushes against my neck. We're now positioned so I'm siting up in his lap with my fingers in his hair and face in his neck. Jack moves his hands up and down my back in comfort as I adjust.

“Go,” I whimper after a minute or two.

“You sure?”

I just nod, eyes still closed and face still in his neck. He pushes slowly in and out before I feel no pain. I pull my head up and look him in the eyes, fingers knotted in his hair.

“I love you,” I whisper to him.

“I love you too,” he answers before slotting his lips with mine. We're not fucking, we're making love, and it's beautiful.

Jack curves his hips and quickly finds my sweet spot. I moan and throw my head back in pleasure. Jack takes that as I sign and begins to thrust in and out, expertly hitting my spot each time. I keep my head back a moan over and over. I don't think I've ever felt this good.

“So beautiful,” he mutters against my skin. I just groan in reply, no longer confident in my abilities to form a proper sentence.

I pull my finger nails down his back and Jack lets out a deep moan at the action so I do it again before tangling my fingers back into his hair a pulling slightly. He groans again and throws his head back, so I push my lips against the newly exposed skin of his neck.

“I'm so close Lex,” he whispers, voice full of pleasure.

“Me too Jack, oh my god don't stop.” I moan again and clench my teeth together.

Jack's hand finds my length and he pumps a few times spreading the fire in my stomach impossibly further.

“Fuck Jack!” I scream before releasing into his palm and tightening around him. He follows soon after with a scream of my name and falls onto the bed next to me.

We're both breathing heavy and I quietly sing, “Nineteen as we roll across the bedroom floor. Your eyes they cannot lie as you're dreaming of our future home, and the kids are growing up as you and I we are growing old. What a crazy world, pretty little girl .”

Jack smiles and rolls to face me. His are full of love as he stares into mine.

“I love you,” he whispers.

“I love you to,” I reply and I really really do.

Notes

I'm so sorry i haven't updated in like 7 years but i lost my laptop charger and then had a debate tournament. But hey, here's some smut!

Please comment and such so i know people are still enjoying this! Love you guys!