I wanna feel weightless

*Zack’s POV*

I grabbed my letter and ran upstairs to my room. I ran to my bed and cried. I know I’m a dude but whatever, contrary to popular belief we cry too. I must have re-read that letter forever. When I finally got up it was dark out. I went downstairs to find my mom cooking in the kitchen.

“Zack, honey, are you okay?”

“I don’t know.”

And I really didn’t. I didn’t know if I should be mad at her for leaving me or sad that she left. The only thing I knew for sure is that I’m not happy she left and I will never move on.

*Elizabeth’s POV*

I must have fallen asleep in the car because next thing I know we were in Texas. I don’t know how we got here so quickly but it was still daylight outside.

“Are we already at grandma’s house?”

“Not quite, we have about another hour. You’ve been sleeping for about 23 hours.”

Wow 23 hours and I’m still sad about leaving. It’s not like I expected to be over it super quickly but I was hoping once I got to Texas I’d be a little less sad. This will never be okay. I will never recover. I miss the guys. I should be in Baltimore right now so Jack can make me laugh and Zack can cuddle and make me happy and Alex and Jack can fight about who gets to take me to prom even though they are always kidding. That’s what I should be doing right now. I’m in Texas and I’m about to walk into my grandma’s, to the woman who hates me and to a life that will that will no doubt kill me. I freeze as my grandma walks out. I haven’t seen her in years since my mom moved me out to Baltimore. I walked slowly to her and she took me in with open arms. This is weird to me; I only remember her yelling and cussing. Why is she being so nice now?

“Baby girl, I missed you so much. I’m so sorry I made you leave with your mom. I never wanted you to leave. I fought for you but she said if you stay she stays and I couldn’t have her here while she was the way she was.”

“I’m sorry, what?” I whispered

“I’ve missed you; let me show you to your room. Things are a little different now that your Aunt and cousins live here. Did your mom tell you, your Aunt just had another baby? His name is Austin; he’s only two months old.”

Maybe she was right. Maybe she did fight for me. Maybe that’s why she was always yelling. Maybe this wouldn’t be so bad. I played with my necklace from Zack and walked into my new home, my new life, my life without my boys.

Notes

Okay guys so this is the end.









Haha just kidding. This is the end of this chapter of her life. I didn't know whether or not to do a sequel but I've decided to do it just as a continuance. hopefully you guys are still liking the story. Keep a look out for me updating the characters and adding new ones. I love the feedback I have gotten so far, you guys are great thank you.

Kind of a short chapter sorry. Also sorry for not updating for a while, things are crazy around my house. I've started a new diet, I've lost 10 pounds and I'm trying to recover by myself from self harm which is not easy. I'm five days clean and I keep craving it but I started this thing where you have a jar and put something each day that makes you happy and at the end of the year you take them out and read them, it's helping but you know it's still a struggle.

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