Running from recovery
First day's are always nerve racking
I feel as if I should explain myself a but. Me and Mum do get on. Very well in fact. But she thinks that My anxiety and depression are fake. She just doesn't understand it, but Dad and Adam do. And that's all that counts, right?
“Emma, get up, we have school today” Adam said as he walked into my room.
“No” I replied.
“Come on Em or I'll tip Jelly over you” He replied and I sat up immediately. I HATE jelly.
“I knew that'd work. Come one or we'll be late” He left and I got dressed in a Pierce The Veil shirt and skinny jeans then went downstairs and ate a banana.
“Hey Em, you all right?” Dad said as he walked in.
“Yeah, just a little nervous.” I replied.
“If anything goes wrong, text me” He said as he left.
“You ready to go Em?” Adam asked as he walked in to the kitchen.
“Yeah let's go” I said and put my bag on my back.
“How long's the walk?” I asked.
“About 20 minutes, we're nearly there now” Adam said. We got to the school and it was nice and small so I couldn't get lost easily. We walked into the front office and up to the counter.
“Can I help you?” A lady asked. She was small with blonde hair and she looked about 40.
“Yeah, we're Adam and Emma Hankin. We're new here” Adam said.
“Ah, the British ones” She said and disappeared into the back room. She came out 2 minutes later with a few bits of paper.
“These are your schedules and maps. Have a good day” She said. I looked at my schedule and my first class was English.
“What's your first class? Mines art” Adam said.
“English. Meet at the cafeteria at lunch?” I asked.
“Sure, see ya later” He said and walked to his lesson. I made my way to English and entered the class. I was early but there was a few kids in the class. I walked over to the teacher and she looked at me expectantly.
“I'm Emma Hankin. I'm new here” I said and I saw a few heads turn when they heard my English accent.
“Ah yes. Here are your books and you can take a seat next to Zack at the back. I'm miss Main by the way” She smiled. I too the books off of her and went to sit down but was stopped by someone grabbing my arm.
“Hey baby, wanna make out?” The boy who grabbed my arm asked.
“Ew no.” I said and walked off to my seat.
“Ignore Alex, he's a bit of a douche” The kid next to me said.
“He seems it.” I replied.
“I'm Zack”
“I'm Emma”
“You're not from here, are you?” He asked.
“Nope I'm from a small town called Trowbridge in England” I replied.
“Never heard of it”
“Thats because it's so small.” I laughed. I was surprised at how easily I was talking to this kid.
“So when did you get here?” He asked.
“Yesterday” I replied.
“Do you like it?” He asked.
“It's all right, but I miss England” I said.
“Hmm, I would too if I moved to a different country.” He replied. Miss Main called the class to order then.
“Right class. This semester, we're going to be studying a play called The Tempest. Does anyone know who it's by?” I rose my hand.
“Ah yes Emma”
“William Shakespeare.” I said.
“Did you study this back in England?”
“Yes” I replied. Miss Main went back to talking and I zoned out. I spent 6 months studying this play. I know pretty much everything about it.
“Right, I'll be setting your homework in two lessons time. This is a big one” Miss Main said as the class finished. I was one of the first ones out, I wanted to avoid conversations with everyone. I checked my schedule to see what I had next and it was science. I was pretty good at science, but not great.
I walked into the class and up to my teacher.
“I'm Emma Hankin, I'm new” I said.
“Ah yes, Emma. I'm Mr wilding. Here are your books and you can sit over there next to Alex.” He said. I took the books and made my way to my seat and realised that I have to sit next to the kid that asked me to make out with him.
“Hey baby, how lucky am I getting to sit next to the British girl. Tell me, how good are you in bed?” He asked.
“Alex, save it. You probably have a small cock anyway” I said and earned a few laughs from the people behind me. He shut up immediately and began paying attention to the teacher. I sort of zoned out most of the lesson so I didn't understand what was going on and I was thankful when it finally ended. I rushed out of the class and made my way to art. Which I refer to as hell.
I got there and told the teacher I was new and she just told me to sit anywhere. She seemed really pissy so I just kept my head down and didn't pay attention.
When hell finally ended I rushed off to the cafeteria and I found Adam stood in the corner. I walked over to him.
“How's your day going” He asked me.
“Its going great, a kid asked me to make out with him and I told him that he has a small cock” I said.
“What's his name?”
“Alex Gaskarth.” I replied.
“I heard about him. He's bad news” Adam said.
“Already worked that one out, Ads” I replied. He just laughed.
“You hungry?” He asked.
“Yeah” I replied.
“Do you want something to eat?” He asked.
“No, I'd rather not have everyone think I'm a freak on my first day” I said.
“Fair enough” He replied. We stood in silence for a while.
“What's your art teacher like?” I asked.
“A really pissy bitch.” He replied.
“You've got the same one as me” I said and he laughed.
“Right I gotta go” He said.
“All right, see ya later” And he left. I looked at the time then made my way to my next lesson. Music. My favourite.
My music teacher is really nice. His name is Mr Leto and he pretty much just let us do whatever we want.
Then that was it. The day was finally over and I was free to go home at last. I met Adam at the gate and we walked in silence. It gave me time to think about everything. Today went well. No one knows about my problems and no one called me a name.
“Emma, get up, we have school today” Adam said as he walked into my room.
“No” I replied.
“Come on Em or I'll tip Jelly over you” He replied and I sat up immediately. I HATE jelly.
“I knew that'd work. Come one or we'll be late” He left and I got dressed in a Pierce The Veil shirt and skinny jeans then went downstairs and ate a banana.
“Hey Em, you all right?” Dad said as he walked in.
“Yeah, just a little nervous.” I replied.
“If anything goes wrong, text me” He said as he left.
“You ready to go Em?” Adam asked as he walked in to the kitchen.
“Yeah let's go” I said and put my bag on my back.
“How long's the walk?” I asked.
“About 20 minutes, we're nearly there now” Adam said. We got to the school and it was nice and small so I couldn't get lost easily. We walked into the front office and up to the counter.
“Can I help you?” A lady asked. She was small with blonde hair and she looked about 40.
“Yeah, we're Adam and Emma Hankin. We're new here” Adam said.
“Ah, the British ones” She said and disappeared into the back room. She came out 2 minutes later with a few bits of paper.
“These are your schedules and maps. Have a good day” She said. I looked at my schedule and my first class was English.
“What's your first class? Mines art” Adam said.
“English. Meet at the cafeteria at lunch?” I asked.
“Sure, see ya later” He said and walked to his lesson. I made my way to English and entered the class. I was early but there was a few kids in the class. I walked over to the teacher and she looked at me expectantly.
“I'm Emma Hankin. I'm new here” I said and I saw a few heads turn when they heard my English accent.
“Ah yes. Here are your books and you can take a seat next to Zack at the back. I'm miss Main by the way” She smiled. I too the books off of her and went to sit down but was stopped by someone grabbing my arm.
“Hey baby, wanna make out?” The boy who grabbed my arm asked.
“Ew no.” I said and walked off to my seat.
“Ignore Alex, he's a bit of a douche” The kid next to me said.
“He seems it.” I replied.
“I'm Zack”
“I'm Emma”
“You're not from here, are you?” He asked.
“Nope I'm from a small town called Trowbridge in England” I replied.
“Never heard of it”
“Thats because it's so small.” I laughed. I was surprised at how easily I was talking to this kid.
“So when did you get here?” He asked.
“Yesterday” I replied.
“Do you like it?” He asked.
“It's all right, but I miss England” I said.
“Hmm, I would too if I moved to a different country.” He replied. Miss Main called the class to order then.
“Right class. This semester, we're going to be studying a play called The Tempest. Does anyone know who it's by?” I rose my hand.
“Ah yes Emma”
“William Shakespeare.” I said.
“Did you study this back in England?”
“Yes” I replied. Miss Main went back to talking and I zoned out. I spent 6 months studying this play. I know pretty much everything about it.
“Right, I'll be setting your homework in two lessons time. This is a big one” Miss Main said as the class finished. I was one of the first ones out, I wanted to avoid conversations with everyone. I checked my schedule to see what I had next and it was science. I was pretty good at science, but not great.
I walked into the class and up to my teacher.
“I'm Emma Hankin, I'm new” I said.
“Ah yes, Emma. I'm Mr wilding. Here are your books and you can sit over there next to Alex.” He said. I took the books and made my way to my seat and realised that I have to sit next to the kid that asked me to make out with him.
“Hey baby, how lucky am I getting to sit next to the British girl. Tell me, how good are you in bed?” He asked.
“Alex, save it. You probably have a small cock anyway” I said and earned a few laughs from the people behind me. He shut up immediately and began paying attention to the teacher. I sort of zoned out most of the lesson so I didn't understand what was going on and I was thankful when it finally ended. I rushed out of the class and made my way to art. Which I refer to as hell.
I got there and told the teacher I was new and she just told me to sit anywhere. She seemed really pissy so I just kept my head down and didn't pay attention.
When hell finally ended I rushed off to the cafeteria and I found Adam stood in the corner. I walked over to him.
“How's your day going” He asked me.
“Its going great, a kid asked me to make out with him and I told him that he has a small cock” I said.
“What's his name?”
“Alex Gaskarth.” I replied.
“I heard about him. He's bad news” Adam said.
“Already worked that one out, Ads” I replied. He just laughed.
“You hungry?” He asked.
“Yeah” I replied.
“Do you want something to eat?” He asked.
“No, I'd rather not have everyone think I'm a freak on my first day” I said.
“Fair enough” He replied. We stood in silence for a while.
“What's your art teacher like?” I asked.
“A really pissy bitch.” He replied.
“You've got the same one as me” I said and he laughed.
“Right I gotta go” He said.
“All right, see ya later” And he left. I looked at the time then made my way to my next lesson. Music. My favourite.
My music teacher is really nice. His name is Mr Leto and he pretty much just let us do whatever we want.
Then that was it. The day was finally over and I was free to go home at last. I met Adam at the gate and we walked in silence. It gave me time to think about everything. Today went well. No one knows about my problems and no one called me a name.
Notes
I know this chapter is rubbish and I'm sorry. So anyway, I'll probably be updating this once a week or so as I just went back to school and this is a sort of side project for me while I write my other story, you should go check it out, I'll put a link at the end. So yeah, tell me what you think!http://www.alltimelowfanfiction.com/Story/16204/Please-dont-make-me-love-you-again/ (Its prequel is in the summary)
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12/5/13