Let's take a moment to reflect
Why are you afraid of me?
I woke up and turned off my alarm for what felt like the 100th time this morning. I threw my legs over the side of the bed. I reached out opening my dresser and pulled out some clothes for today. I stood up using the wall to my advantage, seeing as I was extremely tired. I got no sleep last night. I pushed myself off the wall and made my way to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and did my make up, then got dressed. I turned on The click five singing along to Just the girl'. I walked out of the bathroom all ready for the day ahead. I entered my room walking over to my bed. I fluffed my pillow. Someone grabbed my wrist and pulled me into the bed.
"You actually have to get up in order for me to make the bed." He pulled me up against his chest. "Maybe we could stay here and do stuff..." He pulled me tighter to his chest. I rolled over so I was straddling his naked body. He took his hands and rested them on my hips. I leaned over putting all my upper body weight on my hands above his head. I leaned down and kissed him. "I have to go to school and be taught things." I said pulling away and leaning up. "I can teach you everything you need to know, baby." I pulled away from the grip he had on my hips and stood up.
"Is that so Mr. Barakat? I believe we went over that last night." I grabbed my bag off the floor and pulled it on my back. "I'll see you after school." I walked closer to the door. "Right cause you have detention." I turned back to look at him. "Wait till everyone leaves to be up and about. They don't know about this..." I gestured in between us. "Ok, But when will they know? I'm tired of hiding." I walked back over gathering his stubbled face in my hands. I kissed his lips. "As soon as yours knows..." I said and walked out my bedroom door.
I made my way down the hall way only to be stopped by my aunt. "Have a nice day." "You too." I said behind me continuing down the stairs. I made it down. I stepped into Ali's room. "Have a nice day at school." "You too...but work." I walked out of the garage and to my car. I drove the 3 minutes it took me listening to great music. "Everyone else is an asshole." I sang over top of the reel big fish CD playing in my car.
I pulled into my spot and made my way into the building. I was late, I'm always late. I walked down the hallway, heading towards my first period. I walked in and took my seat. "Nice of to join us today Mrs. Colegrove." "Always a pleasure Mr. E." I said back I sat down and doodled on the paper that was given to me.
I finally walked into 7th period and took my seat. I'm always the first one in here. I took out my binder and looked up and there stood Parker. "Shit. Jesus christ you scared me." I said holding my hand top my chest. "Sorry...actually your reaction was pretty funny...so not sorry." I stared at him as he took his seat next to me on my right. Then Will walked in. "Paige!" He yelled. "Hi Will." I said back he stood in front of my desk waiting for a hug. I stood up and gave him one. I sat back down as Parker and Preston, who sits behind him were having a conversation.
I was done with the lesson and just sitting there when Parker moved my desk closer to his. "What are you doing after school this fine friday?" He asked. "Nothing..." I said back. "Well you should come to my Baseball game." "I would but...uhh..." "Exactly. So you should come. Please?" He begged taking hold of my right hand and jutting out his bottom lip. "I'll see." He sat back seeming content with my answer.
I walked out of the class room and down the hall way to my car in the senior lot. I got in and drove 3 minutes till I was home. I walked through the garage grabbing 2 beers for Jack and I. I walked up the steps. "Jack, I'm back...Jack? " I walked into my room ad my bed was made and no sign of Jack. I pulled out my phone and gave him a call, he didn't answer. I laid across my bed and opened one of the beers. I chugged the content and threw the can away. I got up and walked into the kitchen and put the other beer away.
I texted Parker. 'What time is your game?' 'Really? Your coming?' 'Yeah...What time?' '6 o'clock.' I didn't reply back I just went into my room and put on some shorts. I grabbed my wallet and phone and made my way back to school. I parked in my spot, I had the one right next to Parker. I walked over to the bleachers and took a seat. Their game wasn't supposed to start for a few more minutes so I decided to try Jack again. He didn't answer, I decided to leave a voice mail.
"Is this what I am to you, Jack? A casual Fuck?! I'm not going down this road again! Another thing how am I supposed to introduce you to my family when you don't stay around long enough?! Jack...I'm just upset right now... When you figure what the fuck you want tell me because I won't wait forever Jack." I hung up and shoved my phone in my pocket.
They decided to start the game. Parker walked out and looked over at the bleachers and ran up to the fence. "Hey." I got up and jumped down and met him at the fence. "Hey...You better win!" "Oh I will. Trust me." "Austin! Let's go!" The coach called him by his last name. "You can hang out with your girlfriend later!" Parker turned around and started to walk towards the mound. "Not my girlfriend Coach." He took his spot and the game started. I cheered for Parker.
The game finished and they won. 9 to 6. It was a close game. I grabbed my stuff and walked towards Parker. "Hey Superstud!" I told him as I walked up. "Hey number one fan girl." I smacked his arm. "Come on. I'm taking you to Donovan's to celebrate this glorious win." "You don't have to-" I used my hands to cover his mouth. "I will do what I want and you will come with me." "Alright." He said muffled due to my hands.
We got into my car and I drove us over. We were singing, I believe in a thing called love, to each other. We pulled up and got out. We sat at a booth and just talked, ordered food and had a nice time just talking to each other. "Hey...I'll be right back." I said and stood up. I walked over to the bar. "Hey Greg!" I said to the bartender. He turned around. "Paige! Long time no see!" "Yeah...Promise I'll be around more." "Good. What can I get you?" "I would like a Miller light draft and a Bud light draft, please." "Sure I'll bring them out." "Thanks." I said and turned around.
I walked back to our table and sat down. "Where'd you go?" "Get us beers." "Really?" "Yeah...they'll be out in a minute." Then like I said Greg came out with our beers. I knew him so he was ok with giving us beers. Even though I'm underage and so is Parker. He left and I continued my conversation with Parker. Another hour gone by of just Parker and I kidding around. We decided that was enough and I started to leave. We passed by the bar.
"Leaving with out a hug?" Greg said. "Of coarse not. Greg this is Parker." "Nice to meet you." Greg said. "Dido." I leaned over the bar and gave Greg a hug. "Bye. I gotta get the winner here home." I gestured to Parker who was showing off his muscles. "Winner? Of what?" "Baseball. They won their game today." "That good people deserves a shot." He said. He turned around fixing us two shots. He turned back around and handed them to us. We linked arms and did the shot on the count of the while yelling each others names on the top of our lungs.
I thanked Greg again and turned to walk out of the restaurant. "Paige?" A voice said. I had no idea he was gonna be here. He should have fucking called me. I didn't turn around. "Paige." He said again. Parker turned around so so did I. "Nice to see you again." Was what Jack chose to say. Really?!? I thought we were more involved than that. "Hey..." Was all I could muster that wasn't a curse word and a slap. "How have you been?" Is he really gonna play it off like he hadn't seen me this morning?! "Good...and you?" I asked back. "Good." Some guy with carmel brown hair turned around. "And who is this Barakat?" He asked. "This is my friend Paige."
Friend...It burned holes through my heart and shot my in the stomach. Those words hurt so bad....Friend. "Hey." "She's really awesome." Jack continued. "Well we will have to hang out some time." He said. "That would be great." "I'll just get your number from Jack then?" "Yeah that's fine." I turned grabbing Parker's hand and leaving the building. Jack came out behind us. "Paige. Can I talk to you for a second?" I nodded to Parker and he went out to my car.
m"I thought you and I were a thing?" Jack asked. "As if you couldn't tell you bailed on me today, and you didn't answer any of my calls. I know I wasn't being annoying, I called like 2 maybe 3 times. And on top of this shit sundae you made you called me your friend...Is that all I am? Just the friend you like to fuck and leave? " He took a step closer. "I'm assuming those are the famous band members you wont introduce me to." "Yeah..." I wanted more words to come out of his beautiful mouth...but nothing. I turned to walk away when he grabbed my hand and turned me back around.
"Come on Paige. Don't be this way?" "What way Jack?! You just asked me this morning when I was gonna introduce you to my family. You said you were tired of hiding. Well I am too!" I pulled my arm from his grip and walked back over to the bar, straight up to the guy I said Jack would give my number to. I pulled a pen from Greg's apron and wrote my number on his arm. "O-Ok...I'm Alex." "As you know. Paige. I have to go but would love to hang out." "That sounds great. I'll text you." I smiled and turned around.
I passed Jack and left the building I walked out to my car and got in. I was so upset I thought I was gonna cry. "You ok?" Parker asked. "Yeah I'll be fine." I turned to him and he looked back at me. "Do you wanna spend the night?" I asked. "He looked a little shocked. "Really?" "Of coarse. Why would I ask?" "Sure...can we stop by my house first?" "Sure."
I made the short drive to his house waiting outside for him to grab some stuff. He walked out and got back into my car. "ready?" I asked. "Yep." We made our way to my house. We got up into the garage and up the stairs. We walked quietly as not to wake my Aunt and Cousin. We got into my room and I changed into some Pj's in the bathroom so he could have my room. I walked back in. "What should we do?" He asked. "Let's watch some shows." I pulled out my laptop playing How I met your mother. Then some how we switched over to Supernatural.
It was of coarse an episode with a clown so I was terrified. It started by just holding onto Parker's hand but then one popped out of no where and I freaked out. I hid my face in Parker's chest. "Ahhh!" I yelled. He shut the laptop. "Well enough of that." He said. I looked at him. "Thanks." "Your welcome...I didn't know you would be such a baby about it." My jaw dropped. I pushed him back on the bed and snuggled up to his side. We fell asleep just like that, In each others arms. I just...I don't know...
"You actually have to get up in order for me to make the bed." He pulled me up against his chest. "Maybe we could stay here and do stuff..." He pulled me tighter to his chest. I rolled over so I was straddling his naked body. He took his hands and rested them on my hips. I leaned over putting all my upper body weight on my hands above his head. I leaned down and kissed him. "I have to go to school and be taught things." I said pulling away and leaning up. "I can teach you everything you need to know, baby." I pulled away from the grip he had on my hips and stood up.
"Is that so Mr. Barakat? I believe we went over that last night." I grabbed my bag off the floor and pulled it on my back. "I'll see you after school." I walked closer to the door. "Right cause you have detention." I turned back to look at him. "Wait till everyone leaves to be up and about. They don't know about this..." I gestured in between us. "Ok, But when will they know? I'm tired of hiding." I walked back over gathering his stubbled face in my hands. I kissed his lips. "As soon as yours knows..." I said and walked out my bedroom door.
I made my way down the hall way only to be stopped by my aunt. "Have a nice day." "You too." I said behind me continuing down the stairs. I made it down. I stepped into Ali's room. "Have a nice day at school." "You too...but work." I walked out of the garage and to my car. I drove the 3 minutes it took me listening to great music. "Everyone else is an asshole." I sang over top of the reel big fish CD playing in my car.
I pulled into my spot and made my way into the building. I was late, I'm always late. I walked down the hallway, heading towards my first period. I walked in and took my seat. "Nice of to join us today Mrs. Colegrove." "Always a pleasure Mr. E." I said back I sat down and doodled on the paper that was given to me.
I finally walked into 7th period and took my seat. I'm always the first one in here. I took out my binder and looked up and there stood Parker. "Shit. Jesus christ you scared me." I said holding my hand top my chest. "Sorry...actually your reaction was pretty funny...so not sorry." I stared at him as he took his seat next to me on my right. Then Will walked in. "Paige!" He yelled. "Hi Will." I said back he stood in front of my desk waiting for a hug. I stood up and gave him one. I sat back down as Parker and Preston, who sits behind him were having a conversation.
I was done with the lesson and just sitting there when Parker moved my desk closer to his. "What are you doing after school this fine friday?" He asked. "Nothing..." I said back. "Well you should come to my Baseball game." "I would but...uhh..." "Exactly. So you should come. Please?" He begged taking hold of my right hand and jutting out his bottom lip. "I'll see." He sat back seeming content with my answer.
I walked out of the class room and down the hall way to my car in the senior lot. I got in and drove 3 minutes till I was home. I walked through the garage grabbing 2 beers for Jack and I. I walked up the steps. "Jack, I'm back...Jack? " I walked into my room ad my bed was made and no sign of Jack. I pulled out my phone and gave him a call, he didn't answer. I laid across my bed and opened one of the beers. I chugged the content and threw the can away. I got up and walked into the kitchen and put the other beer away.
I texted Parker. 'What time is your game?' 'Really? Your coming?' 'Yeah...What time?' '6 o'clock.' I didn't reply back I just went into my room and put on some shorts. I grabbed my wallet and phone and made my way back to school. I parked in my spot, I had the one right next to Parker. I walked over to the bleachers and took a seat. Their game wasn't supposed to start for a few more minutes so I decided to try Jack again. He didn't answer, I decided to leave a voice mail.
"Is this what I am to you, Jack? A casual Fuck?! I'm not going down this road again! Another thing how am I supposed to introduce you to my family when you don't stay around long enough?! Jack...I'm just upset right now... When you figure what the fuck you want tell me because I won't wait forever Jack." I hung up and shoved my phone in my pocket.
They decided to start the game. Parker walked out and looked over at the bleachers and ran up to the fence. "Hey." I got up and jumped down and met him at the fence. "Hey...You better win!" "Oh I will. Trust me." "Austin! Let's go!" The coach called him by his last name. "You can hang out with your girlfriend later!" Parker turned around and started to walk towards the mound. "Not my girlfriend Coach." He took his spot and the game started. I cheered for Parker.
The game finished and they won. 9 to 6. It was a close game. I grabbed my stuff and walked towards Parker. "Hey Superstud!" I told him as I walked up. "Hey number one fan girl." I smacked his arm. "Come on. I'm taking you to Donovan's to celebrate this glorious win." "You don't have to-" I used my hands to cover his mouth. "I will do what I want and you will come with me." "Alright." He said muffled due to my hands.
We got into my car and I drove us over. We were singing, I believe in a thing called love, to each other. We pulled up and got out. We sat at a booth and just talked, ordered food and had a nice time just talking to each other. "Hey...I'll be right back." I said and stood up. I walked over to the bar. "Hey Greg!" I said to the bartender. He turned around. "Paige! Long time no see!" "Yeah...Promise I'll be around more." "Good. What can I get you?" "I would like a Miller light draft and a Bud light draft, please." "Sure I'll bring them out." "Thanks." I said and turned around.
I walked back to our table and sat down. "Where'd you go?" "Get us beers." "Really?" "Yeah...they'll be out in a minute." Then like I said Greg came out with our beers. I knew him so he was ok with giving us beers. Even though I'm underage and so is Parker. He left and I continued my conversation with Parker. Another hour gone by of just Parker and I kidding around. We decided that was enough and I started to leave. We passed by the bar.
"Leaving with out a hug?" Greg said. "Of coarse not. Greg this is Parker." "Nice to meet you." Greg said. "Dido." I leaned over the bar and gave Greg a hug. "Bye. I gotta get the winner here home." I gestured to Parker who was showing off his muscles. "Winner? Of what?" "Baseball. They won their game today." "That good people deserves a shot." He said. He turned around fixing us two shots. He turned back around and handed them to us. We linked arms and did the shot on the count of the while yelling each others names on the top of our lungs.
I thanked Greg again and turned to walk out of the restaurant. "Paige?" A voice said. I had no idea he was gonna be here. He should have fucking called me. I didn't turn around. "Paige." He said again. Parker turned around so so did I. "Nice to see you again." Was what Jack chose to say. Really?!? I thought we were more involved than that. "Hey..." Was all I could muster that wasn't a curse word and a slap. "How have you been?" Is he really gonna play it off like he hadn't seen me this morning?! "Good...and you?" I asked back. "Good." Some guy with carmel brown hair turned around. "And who is this Barakat?" He asked. "This is my friend Paige."
Friend...It burned holes through my heart and shot my in the stomach. Those words hurt so bad....Friend. "Hey." "She's really awesome." Jack continued. "Well we will have to hang out some time." He said. "That would be great." "I'll just get your number from Jack then?" "Yeah that's fine." I turned grabbing Parker's hand and leaving the building. Jack came out behind us. "Paige. Can I talk to you for a second?" I nodded to Parker and he went out to my car.
m"I thought you and I were a thing?" Jack asked. "As if you couldn't tell you bailed on me today, and you didn't answer any of my calls. I know I wasn't being annoying, I called like 2 maybe 3 times. And on top of this shit sundae you made you called me your friend...Is that all I am? Just the friend you like to fuck and leave? " He took a step closer. "I'm assuming those are the famous band members you wont introduce me to." "Yeah..." I wanted more words to come out of his beautiful mouth...but nothing. I turned to walk away when he grabbed my hand and turned me back around.
"Come on Paige. Don't be this way?" "What way Jack?! You just asked me this morning when I was gonna introduce you to my family. You said you were tired of hiding. Well I am too!" I pulled my arm from his grip and walked back over to the bar, straight up to the guy I said Jack would give my number to. I pulled a pen from Greg's apron and wrote my number on his arm. "O-Ok...I'm Alex." "As you know. Paige. I have to go but would love to hang out." "That sounds great. I'll text you." I smiled and turned around.
I passed Jack and left the building I walked out to my car and got in. I was so upset I thought I was gonna cry. "You ok?" Parker asked. "Yeah I'll be fine." I turned to him and he looked back at me. "Do you wanna spend the night?" I asked. "He looked a little shocked. "Really?" "Of coarse. Why would I ask?" "Sure...can we stop by my house first?" "Sure."
I made the short drive to his house waiting outside for him to grab some stuff. He walked out and got back into my car. "ready?" I asked. "Yep." We made our way to my house. We got up into the garage and up the stairs. We walked quietly as not to wake my Aunt and Cousin. We got into my room and I changed into some Pj's in the bathroom so he could have my room. I walked back in. "What should we do?" He asked. "Let's watch some shows." I pulled out my laptop playing How I met your mother. Then some how we switched over to Supernatural.
It was of coarse an episode with a clown so I was terrified. It started by just holding onto Parker's hand but then one popped out of no where and I freaked out. I hid my face in Parker's chest. "Ahhh!" I yelled. He shut the laptop. "Well enough of that." He said. I looked at him. "Thanks." "Your welcome...I didn't know you would be such a baby about it." My jaw dropped. I pushed him back on the bed and snuggled up to his side. We fell asleep just like that, In each others arms. I just...I don't know...
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