This Love Was Accidental
Chapter 9
P.O.V Vic
We were back in Baltimore today.
I hadn't been here in years, not since the days of Jack and I. Not since the day i fucked up big time and Jack kicked me out of our apartment. I had cheated on him with my band mate Jaime and he caught us in the act. I still cringe when i think of that night from three years ago, i don't know why i did it but it just happened and i regret it so much.
Jaime and i are together now, its hardly what you'd call a dream romance. We fight all the time and i'm pretty sure he has cheated on me numerous times too. I can't leave him though he's all i have apart from the band, and if me and Jaime break up i will lose that too. I'm just stuck and I've taken to drinking to cope with it.
Jaime and i fought again tonight, it was a big fight. He was angry at me for my drinking. He was angry at me for being distant. He was just angry at me and he wasn't holding back. He screamed and he screamed and he broke stuff in the hotel. I had to leave, i just had to get away.
And that's how i found myself here, sitting outside Jack and I's old apartment. Jack still lived here, i knew that for sure. I also new that he taught at the local high school. I was happy for him he was doing well in life. A good job and a good apartment. I was happy for him and i wanted to see him.
'Stop it Vic, you're drunk! You'll regret this', my brain screamed as i walked to the door and knocked it. It was to late, i couldn't turn back now. The door opened quickly and there he was, just as beautiful as i remember but with a blonde patch in his hair now. He was also shirtless and damn, i wanted him.
'Hi Jack', i said casually. Trying not to slur my words. He knew though, he always knew. Rage flashed across his features before he answered.
'What the fuck do you want Vic?!', he spat back at me. 'Wheres your little boyfriend Jaime?'. Oh god he was mad but damn he was hot when he was mad like this. My next words came out before i had even thought about them.
'Oh comon Jacky. You know i always loved you more than Jaime'
'Just fuck off Vic!', he shouted as he tried to slam the door on my face, i knew i was strong so i just used my foot to push the door open again. I was no longer thinking with my brain. I was thinking with my dick. I pushed my way inside his apartment,
'Nice apartment', i commented as i latched my lips on to his, trying to force his lips open so my tongue could enter his mouth. He wasn't having it though, he was fighting me with all he could and trying to push me off. I let my hands run over his bare chest, it was so soft. Wait, what is he staring at? I removed my lips quickly from his to look behind me, there at the door to Jacks apartment was a boy with beautiful caramel hair and tears streaming down his cheeks.
'Well who do we have here Jacky?'
We were back in Baltimore today.
I hadn't been here in years, not since the days of Jack and I. Not since the day i fucked up big time and Jack kicked me out of our apartment. I had cheated on him with my band mate Jaime and he caught us in the act. I still cringe when i think of that night from three years ago, i don't know why i did it but it just happened and i regret it so much.
Jaime and i are together now, its hardly what you'd call a dream romance. We fight all the time and i'm pretty sure he has cheated on me numerous times too. I can't leave him though he's all i have apart from the band, and if me and Jaime break up i will lose that too. I'm just stuck and I've taken to drinking to cope with it.
Jaime and i fought again tonight, it was a big fight. He was angry at me for my drinking. He was angry at me for being distant. He was just angry at me and he wasn't holding back. He screamed and he screamed and he broke stuff in the hotel. I had to leave, i just had to get away.
And that's how i found myself here, sitting outside Jack and I's old apartment. Jack still lived here, i knew that for sure. I also new that he taught at the local high school. I was happy for him he was doing well in life. A good job and a good apartment. I was happy for him and i wanted to see him.
'Stop it Vic, you're drunk! You'll regret this', my brain screamed as i walked to the door and knocked it. It was to late, i couldn't turn back now. The door opened quickly and there he was, just as beautiful as i remember but with a blonde patch in his hair now. He was also shirtless and damn, i wanted him.
'Hi Jack', i said casually. Trying not to slur my words. He knew though, he always knew. Rage flashed across his features before he answered.
'What the fuck do you want Vic?!', he spat back at me. 'Wheres your little boyfriend Jaime?'. Oh god he was mad but damn he was hot when he was mad like this. My next words came out before i had even thought about them.
'Oh comon Jacky. You know i always loved you more than Jaime'
'Just fuck off Vic!', he shouted as he tried to slam the door on my face, i knew i was strong so i just used my foot to push the door open again. I was no longer thinking with my brain. I was thinking with my dick. I pushed my way inside his apartment,
'Nice apartment', i commented as i latched my lips on to his, trying to force his lips open so my tongue could enter his mouth. He wasn't having it though, he was fighting me with all he could and trying to push me off. I let my hands run over his bare chest, it was so soft. Wait, what is he staring at? I removed my lips quickly from his to look behind me, there at the door to Jacks apartment was a boy with beautiful caramel hair and tears streaming down his cheeks.
'Well who do we have here Jacky?'
Notes
just felt like writing something a bit different!Love everyone who reads, comments, votes, subs xo
10/31/13