The Hollywood Liars
Epilogue: Here I Am Alive
Silver’s POV
*Two years later*
“Guys this is an important song to me!” I scream, then pausing for a second, microphone lifted above my head in the air.”This song is about never letting anyone breaking you down, because I know what it’s like to be broken and to be thrown in a society where everyone wants you to be fake and plastic! I found my way out of that and it took time to get to where I am today! This song was written by my friend Ryan Key from YellowCard and he wrote this for me so I want to thank him, Ryan get out here!” I scream into the microphone, calling for Ryan.
He comes out and picks up the microphone waiting for him near Miranda, we created a band shortly after we met called Cherri Bomb and Rena and Nia have become some of my best friends while Miranda is my girlfriend.
“Hey everyone!” He yells as the crowd screams. “I wrote this song for Silver when she was just fifteen and her name was Silver Walker, do any of you remember her? Well here she is showing out her real dream with real music she loves! I felt honored to write this song for her and now let’s hear her!” Ryan says before walking off the large stage at Madison Square Garden.
“It’s our first time playing this live so sorry if it sounds like shit!” Miranda yells to the crowd.
“It goes like this and it’s called Here I Am Alive, feel free to sing along!” I say before hitting into the first verse.
“If I could write to the kid I was before,
I'd tell him you'll get everything you ever wanted,
But you will still want more.
Someone's going to tell you
Who should want to be
So you'll forget the vision that they didn't want to see
And when they give up, cause they will give up say
Here I am alive
They say you don't grow up
You just grow old,
It's safe to say I haven't done both
I made mistakes, I know, I know
But here I am alive.
So many people close to me cut me down,
This is supposed to be a bad luck town
I jumped, I fell, I hit the ground.
But here I am alive.
If I could write to myself
When I was on top of it all,
I'd say you're going overboard
and when you're falling
You're gonna feel so small,
Someone's gonna tell you that you deserve the worst,
They'll say you're never coming back
And tell you that you're cursed.
And when they give up, cause they always give up.
Say, here I am alive.
They say you don't grow up
You just grow old,
It's safe to say I haven't done both
I made mistakes, I know, I know
But here I am alive.
So many people close to me cut me down,
This is supposed to be a bad luck town
I jumped, I fell, I hit the ground.
But here I am alive.
(Alive alive alive alive alive)
And when they give up, cause they will give up
Say: Here I am alive!
When they give up, cause they always give up
Say: Here I am alive!
They say you don't grow up
You just grow old,
It's safe to say I haven't done both
I made mistakes, I know, I know
But here I am alive.
So many people close to me cut me down,
This is supposed to be a bad luck town
I jumped, I fell, I hit the ground.
But here I am alive.
Here I am alive!
Here I am alive!
Here I am alive!
Here I am alive!
If I could write to the kid I was before”
“That was our last song of the night and we hope you enjoyed! We are Cherri Bomb and we love you all!” I scream before leaving the stage.
“You were fabulous Silver!” Jack says, arms wide open for a hug.
“Thanks dad.” I say, returning the hug, then going to Alex for one.
“Music!” Ruby says, saying her favorite word. She’s been talking a lot ever since I came along. I guess she just needed her sister to boost her.
“Silver!” Scotch yells for the first time.
“Daddy he said my name!” I squeal, noting Alex since I call him Daddy and Jack Dad.
“I got it on video!” The camera guy says, since we have a video in the making.
“God we have too much cuteness in this film we’re going to need another DVD to contain all of it!” Rena says.
“I love you all.” I say, gathering a group hug.
So far my life has been nothing but perfect, I love every moment of it and over the past few years I’ve never let anything get in my way. When I said my goodbyes two years ago to Mark and Tosh I never knew I’d make a dream and inspire people. I love everything about my life and I’ve become a wonderful person who never lets life get in her way, I live life to the fullest and never let anything stop me from making my dreams come true. Life wants this to happen and I’ll always remember meeting my dads Jack and Alex. Here I am alive and I’ll never let life bring me down, not for anyone.
*Two years later*
“Guys this is an important song to me!” I scream, then pausing for a second, microphone lifted above my head in the air.”This song is about never letting anyone breaking you down, because I know what it’s like to be broken and to be thrown in a society where everyone wants you to be fake and plastic! I found my way out of that and it took time to get to where I am today! This song was written by my friend Ryan Key from YellowCard and he wrote this for me so I want to thank him, Ryan get out here!” I scream into the microphone, calling for Ryan.
He comes out and picks up the microphone waiting for him near Miranda, we created a band shortly after we met called Cherri Bomb and Rena and Nia have become some of my best friends while Miranda is my girlfriend.
“Hey everyone!” He yells as the crowd screams. “I wrote this song for Silver when she was just fifteen and her name was Silver Walker, do any of you remember her? Well here she is showing out her real dream with real music she loves! I felt honored to write this song for her and now let’s hear her!” Ryan says before walking off the large stage at Madison Square Garden.
“It’s our first time playing this live so sorry if it sounds like shit!” Miranda yells to the crowd.
“It goes like this and it’s called Here I Am Alive, feel free to sing along!” I say before hitting into the first verse.
“If I could write to the kid I was before,
I'd tell him you'll get everything you ever wanted,
But you will still want more.
Someone's going to tell you
Who should want to be
So you'll forget the vision that they didn't want to see
And when they give up, cause they will give up say
Here I am alive
They say you don't grow up
You just grow old,
It's safe to say I haven't done both
I made mistakes, I know, I know
But here I am alive.
So many people close to me cut me down,
This is supposed to be a bad luck town
I jumped, I fell, I hit the ground.
But here I am alive.
If I could write to myself
When I was on top of it all,
I'd say you're going overboard
and when you're falling
You're gonna feel so small,
Someone's gonna tell you that you deserve the worst,
They'll say you're never coming back
And tell you that you're cursed.
And when they give up, cause they always give up.
Say, here I am alive.
They say you don't grow up
You just grow old,
It's safe to say I haven't done both
I made mistakes, I know, I know
But here I am alive.
So many people close to me cut me down,
This is supposed to be a bad luck town
I jumped, I fell, I hit the ground.
But here I am alive.
(Alive alive alive alive alive)
And when they give up, cause they will give up
Say: Here I am alive!
When they give up, cause they always give up
Say: Here I am alive!
They say you don't grow up
You just grow old,
It's safe to say I haven't done both
I made mistakes, I know, I know
But here I am alive.
So many people close to me cut me down,
This is supposed to be a bad luck town
I jumped, I fell, I hit the ground.
But here I am alive.
Here I am alive!
Here I am alive!
Here I am alive!
Here I am alive!
If I could write to the kid I was before”
“That was our last song of the night and we hope you enjoyed! We are Cherri Bomb and we love you all!” I scream before leaving the stage.
“You were fabulous Silver!” Jack says, arms wide open for a hug.
“Thanks dad.” I say, returning the hug, then going to Alex for one.
“Music!” Ruby says, saying her favorite word. She’s been talking a lot ever since I came along. I guess she just needed her sister to boost her.
“Silver!” Scotch yells for the first time.
“Daddy he said my name!” I squeal, noting Alex since I call him Daddy and Jack Dad.
“I got it on video!” The camera guy says, since we have a video in the making.
“God we have too much cuteness in this film we’re going to need another DVD to contain all of it!” Rena says.
“I love you all.” I say, gathering a group hug.
So far my life has been nothing but perfect, I love every moment of it and over the past few years I’ve never let anything get in my way. When I said my goodbyes two years ago to Mark and Tosh I never knew I’d make a dream and inspire people. I love everything about my life and I’ve become a wonderful person who never lets life get in her way, I live life to the fullest and never let anything stop me from making my dreams come true. Life wants this to happen and I’ll always remember meeting my dads Jack and Alex. Here I am alive and I’ll never let life bring me down, not for anyone.
Notes
Sorry this was late!I went on a vacation to see my best friend in the planet so I couldn't post. I had this written up for a while though.
Check out my stories More Specifically, Me Maxine, Wrong Place, Wrong Time and Don't Forget I'm a Lightweight
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