Silver’s POV

I wake up in the hotel room to look at the time, 7:45. I don’t know what to do, I really don’t know who I am, why I’m here or why I have two dads. Is that even possible? Did Jack get a divorce and marry Alex? Where are my siblings? Do I know them? All of this is so confusing and I’m scared. Then again who wouldn’t if they were in this kind of state.

Getting out of the bed I walk across the room and look over to walk on the deck. Deciding it’s warm enough I sit in one of chairs. Looking out to see the sea I wonder what coast am I on. East? West? What continent am I on? How old am I? When’s my birthday? Where do I go to school? Do I have friends? All of these questions wander in my head, like a lost kitten searching through things to find its mother. I just don’t remember anything but it’s my goal to make everything alright with myself once again.

A voice slips through my thoughts when I see Jack come out with a plate of doughnuts and juice.

“Thought you may be hungry.” He says.

“Thanks.” I say as he passes the plate to me.

“You must feel really lost right now don’t you?” Jack says, taking a seat next to me.

“Very, I don’t remember anything. I have so many questions that I feel may remain unanswered.”

“You know you can ask me anything, I’m your dad not a devil. I may not know the answers all the time but I’m a smart person.”

“Well then, can you tell me how old I am?”

“You little miss are fifteen years old, born on December first in 1998 and born to me and your mother. You know her but I don’t. Well I do but it’s a terribly long story but we are seeing her tonight when your Uncle Matt comes with your two siblings, Ruby and Scotch.”

“Ruby and Scotch were the people in the story though.”

“Well that story isn’t really made up you know? Jackary is me silly bugger. Silvia is you.”

“I’m famous?” I say in shock.

“Everyone knows who you are, the only person who doesn’t is you.”

“And the evil girl in the story is my mom?”

“Who we get to visit today. Now come on and we can wake your father.”
I don’t act all shocked when Jack says what he said. I don’t know why since I should have known after all the names in the story were so similar to ours.

“Babe, wake up it’s almost nine and Flyzik comes in an hour. He decided to get a very early flight. Ruby and Scotch are coming.” Jack says, shaking Alex awake.

“Gems and Tape!” Alex yells, waking up from his deep sleep.

“I’m lost.” I say.

“A ruby is a gem and scotch is tape. So Gems and Tape.” Jack explains.

“Ohh.”

“Jack you forgot clothing.” Alex says.

“Which is why we can go shopping for shit later! We need to leave now!” Jack yells, grabbing our hands and rushing out the door to the car. Really what goes on through this guys mind?

We end up getting to the airport in record time due to the traffic, really where am I and why is this city full of bad traffic.

“Jack where am I? Like what city?” I ask him before we get out.

“Well we’re in Los Angeles, California. Alex and I are doing business here for our record.”

“Record?”

“All Time High is All Time Low, I’m in a band and it seems like our tour manager is here.” Jack says, opening up the window. “Matt I’m over here! Give me my children!”

“Jack can you be quiet? I’m tired because your little monsters didn’t stop crying all for the six hours.” The black haired man says.

“Sorry but it’s been almost a week since I saw my babies. Matt this is Silver, Silver this is Matt.” Jack says as I shy away from Matt. It’s scary, I don’t know anyone and this can be a bit too much for a lost girl like me.

“Silver it’s okay, he won’t hurt you. If I trust Matt with your siblings then I can trust him with anything. Trust me I don’t let anyone fly across the country to bring my kids over.” He says, coaxing me out of my shell.

“H-H-Hi Ma-Matt” I say, stuttering over my words.

“Hey, no need to be scared. Trust me I don’t think he could be a monster, he has a house just filled with Mickey Mouse things.” Alex says.

“Alex, no. Now let’s get going before we hog the the line.” Matt says as people honk at us and yell at us.

We get in the car, Ruby, Scotch, Matt and I in the back, Alex in the passenger seat and Jack driving.

“Da-da!” One of the twins says, me thinking it could be Ruby.

“Yeah Ruby?” Jack says.

“Gah! Blerp, shu!” Ruby says, baby blabber filled within her voice.

“Alex how old are my siblings?” I ask, going out of my comfort zone and asking Alex.

I’d rather ask Jack but I need to get out of my scared position, better start somewhere right?

“They are both three months old, and I bet you're wondering how I carried two children aren’t you?”

I nod and he responds with “I’m just a bit different from some people. It’s a story for when you’re older.”

Getting back to the hotel we just relax when Jack starts to set up plans.

“I just booked us at The Cheesecake Factory at 8 so we need to leave now to have time to talk to Tosh.”

“Tosh?” I ask a loud.

“Your mother. I have a plan and I need to get filled. Matt this morning I told you to babysit.”

“I’m not a baby.”

“Nope you’re fifteen and coming with Alex and I.”

“I’m going where?” Alex says, waking up from dozing off.

“We’re seeing Tosh today. Now let’s go.” Jack says before taking off.

I wonder what my mom is like, according to the story she’s really mean and evil. I don’t know but something just seems like it will go wrong. I’m kind of scared but I need to get rid of this amnesia somehow, maybe if I see her I’ll get my memory back.

Jack’s POV

I knew we needed to see Tosh, it’s the only way I know how to get my daughters mind back. She needs to know everything about the life she had before, talking to my dad earlier on Skype he said that this would be the best way. As him being a doctor I took his orders and I will follow what he says.

“Jack do you even know where the hell we’re heading?” My husband asks.

“Yeah, Tosh’s place.”

“But the directions. I don’t want to get lost and with your driving.”

“I looked it up on the internet, plus you would think I’d know where my ex-girlfriend’s house is.” I say as we pull into Beverly Hills. “Silver this is where you grew up.”

“Are you kidding me? This looks nasty and it isn’t pretty!” She says.

“But it’s well groomed and everything.”

“Where are the kids?”

“Silver this is Beverly Hills, famous people live here. You’re one of them.”

“What if I don’t want to be like one of them?”

“Then you don’t have to be, I’ll be trying to get you to live with Alex and I if you like. You don’t have to though. If you want to be a singer and movie star in Hollywood you can or if you just want to live with a rockstar dad and be off Hollywood’s Radar you can live with us. I won’t pressure you to do anything you don’t want to but you need to do this one thing, prove you aren’t one of them. If you think you aren’t then you need to be yourself. I know who you are and how you are but a good girl figures it out herself.”

“Jack I don’t want to be a Hollywood girl, I want to be a normal one. I always have don’t you understand that. Seriously, I’ve been telling you that since I met you and why the hell are we back here. Mom is a bitch and stole my money. That fucker I want it back and if she went in my room and burned all my All Time Low stuff I’m gonna be pissed. I want a normal life for fucks sake is that too much to ask?” She screams, remembering a lot.

“Sil-” I start to say but she cuts me off.

“Jack shut it, I know who I am and I want to show it. Something told me I lost my mind but I think I got it back. Let me out the car, I need to go scream and flip people off because they haven’t heard anything from Silver Barakat. Screw being a Walker, Barakat’s are better.”

“Is your amnesia gone?” Alex asks.
“Does it seem like I have it? Ask me something I’d know.”

“What’s the name of your first album?”

“Dancing in Starlight. Special edition was Starlight Dancing with Special Guest Miley Cyrus. She’s a fucker.”

“It’s gone. Now who’s ready to kick some Walker ass?” I ask as we pull into Tosh’s house.

“Middle fingers up if you don’t give a fuck!” Silver yells, all of us sticking up our fingers.

Silver’s POV

I got my memory back, who’d of thought I’d get it back this quickly? Besides the point though, walking up the stony path to my house I don’t even knock, I just walk in like nothing ever happened.

“Miss Silver, where have you been and who are your guests?” One of the maids asks but I completely ignore her and walk into the kitchen where I see Mark and Tosh.

“Jack, Alex I need you to be very quiet. I have a plan but just act natural and follow along okay?” I whisper right when Alex and Jack turn the corner, they give me a thumbs up and then I set the plan into place.

“Tosh? Mark?” I ask.

“Silver go away, we’re busy.” Mark says.

“Get off your ass and listen to me!” I scream. “You always do this, well guess what I’m sick and tired of your wasted bull shit. I’m moving out and you can’t stop me!”

“Where will you go?” He says, not a care in his voice.

“With Jack and Alex, they care about me more in not even a day then you ever have!”

“Jack and Alex?” Mark asks, raising an eyebrow and taking his eyes off of the silver Macbook Air in front of him.

“Tosh’s ex-boyfriend, I know I’m not a Walker, I obviously have Barakat blood.”

“That name will not be spoken in this house Silver.” Tosh says.

“Then why am I here saying it bitch? Jack, Alex? Get out here.” I say, getting Jack and
Alex out of hiding, them walking into the kitchen.

“Tosh, you ruined Silver. You don’t care about anyone or anything, just the revenue that Silver makes and you take it all. I’m not stupid, I care about my daughter more than I care about myself, I’d risk my life to save her but you would let her rot and die. Last night she ran away, she was discriminated by you and Mark on the side of the road, she ran and just happened to meet me when I was recording for our new album and then she was scared, scared because she thought her world was crashing down and then she had amnesia from falling off a cliff but Alex and I saved her. You called her and I answered, you were drunk and it pisses me off. I just want everything to be alright but you screwed her over. I’m not surprised if you didn’t realize she wasn’t home, for all you know she could've been kidnapped and you would have not cared. I care and that’s all that matters. I’m taking you to court for neglect and stealing my kid away. I won’t let you do this anymore. Rot in hell and have a good life.” Jack says, putting all emotion into his voice.

“You ruined both of them Tosh, Jack cried for days, weeks, even months because you stole Silver! Sometimes I hear him still cry in the middle of the night because he misses his daughter! You are a shallow, lying bitch and everyone in Baltimore hates you. I’m glad I have him, I love him more than you ever will and have. I don’t want a sob story and I just don’t care to what you have to say. Just because you hate me doesn’t mean anything. You can think our music is stupid and terrible but it’s saved lives. Hate me if you wish but do not care I am a flame and you are burned out.” Alex says.

“You take me to court and I’ll take your career and throw it out the window. I know people and you can be homeless.” Tosh says.

“I don’t care about the money Tosh, I do it for the music and to help people out. You know that, as long as I have enough money for my children and husband I don’t care what happens to me.” Jack says, truth filling his words. “I’d have a office job or being a store clerk just as long as it means to have money for my family.”

“Let’s see what Silver thinks. She picks who she lives with. If she picks me she will never have contact with you again. If she picks you then I want all of her stuff gone from this house by tomorrow.” The horrible mother says.

I finally get a say in what I want, that’s a first for me. Thinking over the decision I decide for Jack, I’ll have all my dreams come that way. Bye Hollywood, hello normality.

If I want to maybe Jack and Alex will let me sing and have a band and do it my way, with the help of the members of course.

“I pick Jack, and I’ll even give you reasons. He’s understanding, when I’m with him I get a say, not “Do this” and “Do that” it’s “Let’s make a deal and compromise.” I loved Jack when I listened to All Time Low behind your back, I still love him now. Something told me that I could live happy just by being myself. I hated myself when I had to lose weight for the photoshoot two years ago, beauty isn’t judged by the size of your jeans Tosh. Beauty is judged by how you act and not by your skin, body or anything on the outside. See you never again Tosh and I thank you for the time I had. I promise you I’ll be on the news by tomorrow saying my goodbyes.” I say, happiness of what I had to say.

“Fine, see you never again.” Tosh says, not caring.

“Come on, let’s go get my stuff.” I say, motioning my dads to come upstairs and help me.

They follow me up the stairs to my large ugly pink room. Goodbye old life. I get to be happy for once.

I grab bags and throw them at Jack and Alex.

“Find crap to put in them, if it looks like it’s breakable then put it somewhere else.” I say.

Walking to my closet with the little cove in the back I open the door to see all of my stuff gone. I instantly break down crying, I spend thousands of dollars just to get what I had. Some were limited edition and rarities and I’ll never get them back, what happened and what could have happened? I kept everything locked and safe. I just don’t know.

“Dads!” I cry.

They come in fast to see their daughter breaking down and crying.

“Something happened to all my stuff! I kept it all a secret and locked!” I cry into Jack’s chest.

“What stuff baby girl?” Jack says, holding me close.

“My music stuff, my band things, I spent so much time collecting and it’s all gone!”

“Tosh.” Alex says. “I knew something was going to go wrong because of her. She must’ve gotten somebody to burn all of your stuff. I smelt the excess of burning paper and plastic from somewhere in the house. Don’t worry I’ll fix it, no one hurts my Silver”

“Thank you.” I sniffle as Alex leaves to solve the issue.

Alex’s POV

I knew Tosh had to burn Silver’s stuff, I can’t say I’m psychic but I could be since I had a dream of this happening. Most things that happen I end up getting a dream of before it happens. I’ve always been like that, somehow I knew Jack was going to have a child and then he wouldn’t see her.

“Tosh!” I yell, anger filled in my voice.

“What.” She mocks me.

“You burned your own daughter’s stuff!” I say, confronting her.

“Whatever do you mean?” She says, playing the innocent card. Ha, not falling for that bitch.

“Don’t play stupid, I know you went into Silver’s room and burned all of her stuff that ever meant anything to her!”

“I didn’t do jackshit!”

“Fucker!”

“Bitch!”

I just flip her off and walk away, going back to my daughter’s room and helping her pack.

“She burned all of it didn’t she?” Jack asks, holding a sleeping Silver.

“I had a feeling she would, but we can make everything better. When she wakes up we can ask what she had and since we know everyone we can just ask for things she had, unless it was Mitch’s then sadly we can’t.”

“Come on, let’s hurry and pack up. We need to meet with Matt soon you know?”

We end up placing Silver on the hot pink bed sheets and pack up everything for her, it doesn’t take too long though since we just shove everything in bags.

“Silver, hun wake up. We need to go to dinner.” I say, shaking her awake.

“Fuck off I want sleep.” She says, shooing my hand away.

“But we’re getting cheesecake.”

“Cheesecake!” She yells, waking up excitedly.

“Go put on your outfit, we tried to stay away from the pink.” I say, holding up a medium length black dress and pair of black kitten heels. Yes I know what they’re called, I was doing research and I wanted to wear a dress to my wedding and wanted heels and I don’t see an issue with that at all.
Silver goes to change in her ensuite bathroom and after a few minutes she comes back as beautiful as ever.

“How do I look?” She asks, twirling around in a circle.

“Amazing, now help us get the bags, I don’t want to have to be here longer than I have to.” Jack says, picking up a few bags.

We all gather the bags and in no time at all we head to the car and drive to The Cheesecake Factory.

“Matt!” I yell, seeing him waiting for us with the kids.

“I didn’t know if you wanted me to dress them up so I did, but don’t they look so cute!” Matt says as I look at Ruby, wearing a tiny scarlet red baby dress and white booties with her black and white dog in hand.

“Da-da!” She says, arms raised high in her stroller.

I pick her up and before I pick up Scotch, whose wearing a black t shirt and grey pants with black booties and his grey striped cat in hand, Silver asks me something.

“Dad can I hold Scotch?” She asks, calling me dad and making me smile.

“Of course you can, now come on we need food.” I tell her and we walk into the restaurant.

“We have a reservation under Barakat.” Jack says to the host.

She takes us to our table and then starts to flirt with my husband as he sits down, then her sitting down on his lap.

“Get off of my husband bitch!” I yell, scaring her and she falls off of his lap.

“Thank you boo.” Jack says, kissing me on the cheek and I blush.

“I don’t want people touching you, you’re mine.” I tell him and then we all look over the menu, deciding on Parmesan-Garlic Cheese Bread for our appetizer.

A different waiter comes and Jack orders the appetizer, then we all order our own food. Myself and Jack getting a Chargrilled Coulotte Steak and a Caesar Salad, Matt with a Shrimp Scampi and Silver with a Four Cheese Pasta. Ruby and Scotch having the baby food from the bag Matt packed.

“This is perfect, thank you guys.” Silver says, happiness filled in her voice.

“Darling you don’t need to thank us, we’re just glad you’re happy.” Jack says.

“No, really I was sucked into a world I hated but you guys saved me from that life. It didn’t take too long though and that’s what makes me happy. I love you guys so much.” She says, coming over to our side of the table and gives us a huge hug.

“We love you baby doll.” Jack says, making this perfect moment even more perfect.

Silver’s POV

This moment just can’t get any better, I love my life with Jack and Alex, no wait my dads. Life decided to give me happiness and weather says the coast is going to be clear for a while, a long while.

“Hey aren’t you Silver Walker?” A person says.

“Correction, Silver Barakat. I don’t live with Tosh and Mark anymore.” I tell the blonde haired person.

“Hey that’s cool, so Jack Barakat and Alex Gaskarth are your dads?”

“Yeah, I love them a lot. Plus they are the members of the best band ever.”

“Always knew you hated making that shitty pop music. I’m Miranda Miller.” She says, putting out a hand.

“You already know my name. Hey wanna hang sometime?” I ask.

“Definitely, you seem like a cool person. Do you have a phone? I can give you my number.”

I pass her my phone and she types in her number.

“I need to get going, text me tonight kay?”

“Sure.” I say and I feel happy, she seems like an amazing person who won’t betray me.

“You like her.” Jack says.

“What?”

“I said, you like her.”

“No I don’t.”

“I can see the look in your eyes, It’s the same one I look at Alex with.”

“Lalalalala I can’t hear you.” I say, ignoring anything of what they have to say because I feel embarrassed.

We continue just having fun and Flyzik fangirling over one of the waiters tie since it has Mickey Mouse on it.

It becomes later on in the night and we all head back to the hotel, sleeping babies tired from the long day.

It’s been such a short adventure but I love every second I get to spend with my family, life will get you down and make you lost but nothing should have to stand in your way. You are a person who can make a difference and what you say has meaning, you have a voice so you need to use it and if you can’t get help, make word and never give up. If you need to get away from the problem don’t run and hide, run to find the answer. It make take years or it may just take a day but it will get better and I know it’s hard, that’s what life is. A rollercoaster with twists and turns, but just wait and you should find where you need to be. Trust me life wants you here and it wants you to dream and have the time of your life.

Notes

Yes this is the end, I did make an epilogue though too. I just felt like this story wasn't fun to write and it went along too fast. I don't plan to remake it though.
I am doing a co-write with I Got The Guts To Say Anything called Wrong Place, Wrong Time though so check that out.
I will be starting a new story soon though maybe in the next few days though, I have plots I want to put into action and if anyone would like to do a co-write I'd be happy to do it I'd just have to read what you have in mind to make sure I'd have fun doing it, we can use your plots or mine.
Originally I wrote this story out of anger and so that's possibly why I just don't feel interested in this story anymore. I don't even remember why I was angry so I'd rather give a shitty ending then not give one at all.
Till darkness completes us,
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