Don't Let This Memory Fade Away.
Chapter 13
Jack and Alex were driving to pick up his dads medication. The car ride was pretty much silent, the two boys grasping each others hands softly. Blink 182 played quietly in the back ground, and Jack was thinking about something that had been bugging him. He didn’t know the right time to bring it up, but assuring that it was really silent, he should just speak up now.
“Hey Lex…” Jack squeezed his lovers hand a bit. Alex looked up from outside of the window, and turned to him. “Yeah Jacky?”
It was now or never.
“A-are you a virgin?” Alex giggled a bit with the question, causing Jack to blush. “Umm, no…no I’m not. But I only had sex with stupid girls… like Lisa.”
Wait wait wait…what?
“You had sex with Lisa? Ew” Jacks face was covered with a disgusted look. “Unfortunately, yes.” Alex laughed a bit, and Jack squeezed his hand.
“…How was it…?” He didn’t really want to ask the question, but he needed to know. “It was okay. She isn’t very good at that stuff. And she fucked all of my friends, too. She’s a total slut. It didn’t mean anything to me.”
Jack was kind of relieved that he wasn’t in love with Lisa at any point in his life. He would have been a bit jealous… He already was, though. Jack was a virgin.
“Listen, Jack. I love you, a lot, you know? I would be really happy to show you how much I love you. And I would never force you to do anything. You don’t have to worry, okay?”
A small smile creped onto Jacks lips, but then went away before he said his next words. “I don’t want you to have to deal with seeing my scars. That’s what I’m worried about.” Alex turned Jacks face towards him when they got to a red light. “I love everything about you. You’re beautiful. You don’t have to worry. I want to make you feel beautiful to yourself.” They leaned forward and locked their lips together. Jack wanted to wait to lose his virginity to someone he knew he loved, and to someone he knew loved him. And that was Alex.
It was crazy to think, that everything would change in a month…
*sorry this is shitty. Read the description please.*
“Hey Lex…” Jack squeezed his lovers hand a bit. Alex looked up from outside of the window, and turned to him. “Yeah Jacky?”
It was now or never.
“A-are you a virgin?” Alex giggled a bit with the question, causing Jack to blush. “Umm, no…no I’m not. But I only had sex with stupid girls… like Lisa.”
Wait wait wait…what?
“You had sex with Lisa? Ew” Jacks face was covered with a disgusted look. “Unfortunately, yes.” Alex laughed a bit, and Jack squeezed his hand.
“…How was it…?” He didn’t really want to ask the question, but he needed to know. “It was okay. She isn’t very good at that stuff. And she fucked all of my friends, too. She’s a total slut. It didn’t mean anything to me.”
Jack was kind of relieved that he wasn’t in love with Lisa at any point in his life. He would have been a bit jealous… He already was, though. Jack was a virgin.
“Listen, Jack. I love you, a lot, you know? I would be really happy to show you how much I love you. And I would never force you to do anything. You don’t have to worry, okay?”
A small smile creped onto Jacks lips, but then went away before he said his next words. “I don’t want you to have to deal with seeing my scars. That’s what I’m worried about.” Alex turned Jacks face towards him when they got to a red light. “I love everything about you. You’re beautiful. You don’t have to worry. I want to make you feel beautiful to yourself.” They leaned forward and locked their lips together. Jack wanted to wait to lose his virginity to someone he knew he loved, and to someone he knew loved him. And that was Alex.
It was crazy to think, that everything would change in a month…
*sorry this is shitty. Read the description please.*
Thank you (: it's going on a small hiatus, I'm very busy with school and relationships ect.
10/8/13