I'm Stuck On Loving You
Ignorance is Bliss
"The fuck was that," Jaime yelled as he shoved me, forcing me to fall onto our hotel room bed.
"That was my ex. There's nothing between us anymore. I left him before he graduated from high school," I told him.
"If you so much as look at him, you'll be in big trouble," he growled at me before slapping me on my face.
"I won't mess up what we have, Jaime," I replied, instantly submitting to his control.
That morning I got up early, long before Jaime. I went into my suitcase and took a morning after pill since Jaime fucked me without a condom. After I downed that pill, I took my birth control for the day. I then reached into my bag to get everything I needed for a shower.
I made the water so hot it was scalding. I felt ashamed that I stuck with Jaime. He was a monster when he was drunk off his ass. He was so possessive of me. He got jealous when I glance at any other guy. He'd hit me when we were alone and then he'd fuck me without the decency to wear a condom.
Seeing Alex again, after being apart for six years, made me realize I was being naive when it came to Jaime. I was blind to the fact he was abusing me. I was in the worst kind of a relationship. But I had no way out. Jaime would try to kill me if I tried to leave. I tried to once, but I wound up in the hospital because he beat me so bad, that I miscarried and I didn't know I was pregnant yet. This led to the stocking up on plan b and getting me on birth control.
After my shower, I went out for a walk. Sure enough, I ran into Alex again. Today was not my lucky day.
"Well if it isn't my ex that left me because I was good to her. I've missed you, you were so fantastic in bed," Alex greeted me harshly.
"Are you still drunk? What the fuck got into you, Alex," I asked him. The Alex I remembered that we my best friend and my first love was a good guy. Although, this Alex was pretty sexy when he talked down to me. What the fuck am I say? I'm with Jaime now.
"Nope, you wanted a guy that was rough, not the good guy," he replied. He was hitting on me.
"Alex, I am with Jaime. I can't have you hitting on me," I told him. I was hinting at what Jaime does to me. Maybe he can help me out of this.
"Did he hit you," Alex asked when he saw the bruise on my cheek. I instantly covered my cheek.
"I have to go, Alex. See you around," I ran off to go back to mine and Jaime's room.
"Where were you," Jaime asked. He was pissed with his arms across his chest.
"I went for a walk," I replied.
"If I catch you talking to anyone, you will regret disobeying me, bitch," he snarled at me.
I need to escape before I end up dead when he goes too far.
"That was my ex. There's nothing between us anymore. I left him before he graduated from high school," I told him.
"If you so much as look at him, you'll be in big trouble," he growled at me before slapping me on my face.
"I won't mess up what we have, Jaime," I replied, instantly submitting to his control.
That morning I got up early, long before Jaime. I went into my suitcase and took a morning after pill since Jaime fucked me without a condom. After I downed that pill, I took my birth control for the day. I then reached into my bag to get everything I needed for a shower.
I made the water so hot it was scalding. I felt ashamed that I stuck with Jaime. He was a monster when he was drunk off his ass. He was so possessive of me. He got jealous when I glance at any other guy. He'd hit me when we were alone and then he'd fuck me without the decency to wear a condom.
Seeing Alex again, after being apart for six years, made me realize I was being naive when it came to Jaime. I was blind to the fact he was abusing me. I was in the worst kind of a relationship. But I had no way out. Jaime would try to kill me if I tried to leave. I tried to once, but I wound up in the hospital because he beat me so bad, that I miscarried and I didn't know I was pregnant yet. This led to the stocking up on plan b and getting me on birth control.
After my shower, I went out for a walk. Sure enough, I ran into Alex again. Today was not my lucky day.
"Well if it isn't my ex that left me because I was good to her. I've missed you, you were so fantastic in bed," Alex greeted me harshly.
"Are you still drunk? What the fuck got into you, Alex," I asked him. The Alex I remembered that we my best friend and my first love was a good guy. Although, this Alex was pretty sexy when he talked down to me. What the fuck am I say? I'm with Jaime now.
"Nope, you wanted a guy that was rough, not the good guy," he replied. He was hitting on me.
"Alex, I am with Jaime. I can't have you hitting on me," I told him. I was hinting at what Jaime does to me. Maybe he can help me out of this.
"Did he hit you," Alex asked when he saw the bruise on my cheek. I instantly covered my cheek.
"I have to go, Alex. See you around," I ran off to go back to mine and Jaime's room.
"Where were you," Jaime asked. He was pissed with his arms across his chest.
"I went for a walk," I replied.
"If I catch you talking to anyone, you will regret disobeying me, bitch," he snarled at me.
I need to escape before I end up dead when he goes too far.
8/15/13