No Regrets

Valentine's POV

"Soooo, show me what you guys have got!" I said while turning in circles on my chair. "I've got something" Ian said and took his guitar. He began to play a really awesome melody which could be used with my lyrics. "That's awesome" I complimented while still listening to it. "Could we use that?" Ian asked when he was finished with his playing. I nodded and took the paper with the lyrics on from my bag and handed it to Ian. He took it and began to read. "That's awesome. I think we can fit it with my melody" he said. "Some of the parts here don't really sound like you...?" he noticed. "Oh yeah, Alex helped me. I met him and Jack at Starbucks when I was writing and he helped me" I explained. "Oh okay" he said and handed the paper back to me. "We could ask him if he wants to sing a part. I mean he wrote it and Molly is a big fan of him and the rest of the band" Ian suggested. "Yeah, not a bad idea" I said in thoughts. "But didn't we plan to make this song rather hard? I mean with a lot of screaming and guitars...I don't really think that this really would be his style..." I thought. I mean, I don't really know Alex' kind of music. If he just listens to stuff which sounds like his own music (I mean with that music that doesn't have screaming in it and so) then it really wouldn't be his style. But I think we could still ask him though. "But I think we could still ask him though" Ian told and shrugged. "Dude, you just literally read my mind" I told and wided my eyes. Well, that was weird.

"Wait wait, keep that part" I said and pointed to Ian's guitar. We were just in the middle of finishing this song and already asked Alex if he would sing a part in the song. He agreed. We were going to look at everything when we're at the studio. The studio is booked for the next weeks, so we have enough time to make this song perfect. We're almost finished with it though. It's going pretty well. But we didn't tell Molly that we're going to release a song about her. It's a surprise. She's now at home again but didn't to go to school yet. The doctors said that she has to stay some weeks at home until everything is healed. They don't want to risk something. Me and Ian are visiting her as much as possible and she's doing better and better. "Oh, I've got something" Bob suddenly said and sat on his drums. He played a rhythm which really suit what we had until now. "Yes, yes! That's good!" I said and nodded my head in the beat of the drums. It's really going pretty well. I think in one or two weeks, we have this song recorded.

Jack's POV

I haven't seen her in such a long time. And I even haven't hear of her. I just heard that they're recording a new song and Alex will sing some lines in it. But I haven't talked to her or texted with her. I think she's pretty busy with everything. I wish I could help her with the Molly thing, but I don't want to meddle in that thing. Because it's actually her and her family's thing and not mine. But if she ever needs anybody, I'm always there for her. "Jack?" my sister May asked me. "Yes?" I said and turned my head to look at her. She's at mine and trying to teach me how to cook. Well, I totally can't cook. I don't even know how to turn on the stove! "What are you thinking about?" she wondered and tasted the tomato sauce. "Nah, about nothing" I tired to lie. The bad thing about having a sister who really knows you is, that she really knows you. "I know that you're lying. Tell me" she said and punched me with her elbow. "I was just thinking about Val. I haven't seen or talked to her in such a long time" I told and looked down to the pot full of uncooked spaghetti. "Do you miss her?" she asked. She meant it more like a 'I know you like her'-missing. "I wouldn't say 'miss her' but quite missing" I admitted. "You like her!" she squealed and hit her fist next to the stove. "No! Well...I think....I don't know" I thought. May couldn't help it anymore and squealed and gave me a bone crashing hug. "I know that face! You like her! You like her!" she continued squealing. "Okay okay! I like her! Are you happy now?!" I asked a bit annoyed. "YES! YOU ADMITTED IT!" she screamed and jumped around. My sister is totally crazy. I shook my head but still had to smile. "Sooo when do you wanna say it to her? Did you ask her out?" she asked curious. "Well, we're going together to Colussey's wedding" I told. "That's great! There you have time to talk! I mean, you told me that you actually kinda wanted to talk when you watched those movies together. But then you got interrupted..." she said. Yeah, she's right. Well, we didn't directly wanted to talk about that what I want to talk about at this wedding, but it has something to do with it. But what did she actually want to say then? I mean, I thought we sorted everything but it seems like she has something more to say. But what? "Jack? Hellooooo?" May asked and waved with her hand in front of my face. "Yes, sorry" I said and shook my head quickly. "The food is finished" she said. I looked around and saw that she already put everything on the table. Was I really that long in thoughts? Anyway, I walked to the table and sat down on the chair. This food looks really good.

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I drove home in my car and listened to Fall Out Boy. There are many rumors going around, that they're reuniting, but nobody knows to 100% that it's true. But I really hope it's true! I had to concentrate while driving, because, you know, I'm not such a good driver. So I didn't sing along to the songs or else there's probably gonna be a crash. When I turned in my street, I couldn't resist and sang along to 'America's Suithearts'. But even I couldn't make a crash in this street. It's just straight. When I saw my house, I drove in the driveway and turned the motor off. I took everything I needed and walked to my house with the keys in my hands. When I opened the door, I saw that someone was lying on my couch. Upside down. The head was on the floor and the legs were upwards. The back was there where normally your ass is. "I need female friends" Val said emotionless. Yep, she was the one who was lying upside down on my couch. "How the fuck did you get inside?" I asked and pointed to the door. I locked the door when I left... "I stole your key" she said, still emotionless and hold the key in the air. I raised an eyebrow and walked to her to take the key. "What are you doing here anyway?" I asked confused. Like I said, I haven't seen or haven't talked to her in days. "Didn't you listen to me? I need female friends!" she said, now with emotions. "Okay, but why are you here? I'm not female...as much as I know" I said and put the key in my pocket. "Because you're Jack! You know tons of women!" she said and now sat the right way on the couch. "Why do you need female friends anyway? I thought you don't want female friends" I asked and walked in the kitchen. She stood up and followed me. "Because of Colussey's wedding! I need someone who comes and buys a dress with me! And I want to go to a wellness center some when. That sounds really relaxing" she explained. At the thought of a wellness center she looked in a corner and it looked, like she was just imagining how it would be. "You could go with Ian" I suggested and opened the fridge. I searched for something to eat and found chocolate pudding. I knew that Val wanted one, too, so I took two of them and two spoons. I handed her the pudding and the spoon and she thanked me. "I can't go with Ian! You don't go with your brother to a wellness center and he'll probably say no when I ask him. And I can't take him to buy a dress as well, because he hates shopping and he's not the best adviser when it comes to clothes" she explained and put a spoon-full pudding in her mouth. "You're right...but I don't know anybody who could buy a dress with you. I mean, I know many girls but I slept with most of them and didn't call them the next day..." I admitted. Val leaned closer and punched me. "Ouch!" I called and acted like it hurt. Well, it did but just a bit. "Don't treat women like this!" she told and pointed a finger. "I'm sorry..." I apologized like a little child who just broke a window. After a little moment of silence, I spoke again. "Are you exited for the wedding?" I asked. Great job, Jack. Super question! God, sometimes I could punch myself. "Yeah, I bet it's gonna be really cool. I don't really know Colussey. I just saw him sometimes and said hello to him, but not more" she answered and shrugged. "He's pretty cool, you'll like him" I told and smiled. She smiled, too and then noticed that she already finished her pudding. She pulled out her bottom lip and showed me the empty pudding. I laughed and walked to the fridge to bring her another one. She thanked me again and her face lit up immediately.

Valentine's POV

After the pudding eating at Jack's, we discussed longer about the female friend thing. I mean, I really love my male friends, but I have JUST male friends. I need someone who I can talk about girly things and go shopping. Colussey's wedding is in some weeks and I don't have a dress for it yet. I really need a dress. I actually need someone who comes with me buying a dress. I can't drag someone of my friends along. Because they're all dudes. "Tay! Why don't you take Tay?" Jack asked. We were now sitting on his couch and watching something on TV. "I would, but she's in New York. She doesn't live here in Baltimore, dumbass" I answered and punched his arm once more. "Dang it" he cursed and bit his bottom lip. "Cassadee!" he shouted and pointed with his finger to me. "Cassadee? She's Rian's girlfriend, right?" I asked. I remember her. I met her at Jack's birthday party. She seems really nice. "Yes! I mean, she's a bit in stress because of that The Voice thing, but I bet she has somewhen time for you" he explained and smiled. I thought for some moments. Yeah, she'll probably help me. It seems like she really knows something about dresses. And she's got a great humor. "She seems really nice" I answered and nodded. "I could ask her if she has time in the next days, if you want" he suggested. "Yes, that would be awesome. Thanks" I thanked and smiled. Okay, so if Cassadee has time, I have someone for shopping. Fuck yeah!

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"How are you?" Ian asked me when he saw my sad face. I was thinking about Molly once more. I was thinking about her so much last time. I really doubt that that song will help her. "Hm, not so good. I'm worried about Molly" I explained and tried to smile, which ended up more like a sad smile. "Don't worry about her. She'll be okay. Julia said that she's better" he told and put an arm around my shoulders and pulled me closer. We were sitting outside his house on a bench which is placed on the little porch in front of the house. "But I'm still worried. I don't know if that thing with the song was the best idea...I mean, how will it stop the bullies to stop it?" I asked and could feel how the tears came into my eyes. "The lyrics. You should know it best, because you wrote them. The lyrics actually tells them to fuck off and let Molly alone" he explained. "I don't know. And I don't think that she's getting better. I mean, I know myself that people who don't feel too well tell others, that they're getting better just to calm them down, that they don't worry that much anymore. But the truth is, that you still feel like shit and want to runaway from everything" I told and remembered my past. Something like that follows you your whole life. You can't just delete it. I'm much better now, but sometimes I still have doubts about everything and don't know if that's the right way. I mean right now, I doubt if the whole thing with the band was a good idea. Because the band is actually the reason why Molly got bullied. "Oh Valentine" he said and hugged me tight. "It still follows you, doesn't it?" he asked. I knew that he meant my or better our past. "A bit yeah" I admitted and pulled away. "But I know that you had a hard time, too" I told and tried to smile, which actually failed. "Yes, it does. It wasn't easy" he admitted and looked on the floor. "You just didn't suffer from our parents, you also always stood up for me. You protected me. You're doing this my whole life. I think I don't say this enough times, but I'm so fucking thankfull for that" I thanked and could smile honest. "I had to. I mean you're my little sister. It's my job to protect you and I would ever do it again" he told. We hugged once more and then smiled at each other. My relationship to Ian is so strong, It's stronger than in other families. We're more than brother and sister, we're best friends. No, we're more than that. "What do you think of that idea: You could move in with me? I mean you search a house, I have one and also a room free. It's of course just as long as you find another house. But as much as I heard until now, you're going crazy alone in this apartment and I don't want to let you alone in times like these" [thehe, quoted Foo Fighters c:] he suddenly suggested. "Uh...yeah! Why not?" I agreed and smirked. "Yay! Cool!" he squealed. So, I'm gonna move in with my brother. This is gonna be an adventure!

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