No Regrets

Valentine's POV

"Hello everybody!" I screamed in the mic and waved to the crowd. It seems like almost everyone knew us, because they were screaming our names and wore our merch. "Are you ready?" I screamed. The crowd screamed. "I wanna see ALL OF YOU jumping. Can you do this for me?" I asked. Their answer came quick: screaming. I took it as a 'hell yeah!'. "Alright, let's do this" I said and the music began. I was so fucking nervous. I mean it's fucking Reading & Leeds! Some really big bands are playing here and most of them are my idols. But now when I was standing on the stage and all my dudes are around me, I feel so much more confident. "I wish that I could forget you. I'd like just to ignore you. I'm sure that somewhen this will happen during the night"I began to sing. So many people were singing along and already jumping, even though it was just the first verse and really calm. But I still enjoyed this show so fucking much.

After the show we had to do some interviews with some British TV guys and stuff. Then we could finally go and watch the shows. I was so exited to see the Foo Fighters play, because their one of my favourite bands and, you know, I've got this Foo Fighters tattoo on the back of my neck. I can say, that this show was more than incredible. They're just amazing and I hope they'll never stop doing music.

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Jack's POV

"The last day of Warped" Val said like it's not real. Well, it feels really unreal. We spent the whole summer on this tour and it's weird that today will be the last show. I nodded in agreement. She looked upwards in the sky. "You guys already know what you're gonna do after this tour?" I asked. "Hm, I dunno. I think we stay at home a bit and then maybe another tour? I have to ask Tim about this" she said still looking upwards. "Same here. We're staying at home for a month or so and then we'll go on tour around the world" I told and she finally looked at me and smiled. Her smile is killing me inside. It's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen in my life. I just want to hug her and never let her go again. "Stop starring at me" Val said and laughed. I didn't realise that I was starring at her until she said it. "I know that I'm sexy but that doesn't mean that you can stare at me" she joked and stuck her tongue out. I know that she meant that 'sexy' as a joke. She told me many times that she doesn't think that she's sexy and like everyone keeps telling her that. I think she's fucking sexy. I mean, when she dances on stage...holy fuck. She's incredible. "You're doing it again! Stop it!" she squealed and threw a little stone at me. I shook my head and smiled at her. She blushed and looked upwards again. "When do we have to go?" she asked when she closed her eyes. The sun was shining in her face and it lit it up and showed her beautiful face. "I think in like 2 hours" I told when I checked my phone. A new message. From Flyzik. 'Be at the bus in 2 hours'. "Yep, 2 hours. Flyzik just texted me" I confirmed. She looked at me and then stood up from the chair. "I'm gonna pack my stuff. See ya later" she said and kissed my cheek before she left. Why did she kiss my cheek? She never did that before.

Valentine's POV

I just had to kiss Jack's cheek. It was so cute pink. It was like it screamed to me 'kiss me! kiss meeeeeee!'. So I did it. But I hope Jack will not miss understand me or something! I mean, yeah I like him. Somehow I want to be his. I want to be his only girl. The girl he loves and takes care of. Oh shit! I better not think about something like this when I'm walking through a crowd of people. I almost walked into a guy. Okay, so let's walk to the bus and THEN think about Jack. So I did what I said. I walked to the bus without thinking about Jack. I just looked around and enjoyed the nature. When I reached the bus, I saw that my guys already packed their stuff in their suitcases. When did they do that? I never noticed it...Anyway. I walked to my bunk and took my suitcase and began to pack my stuff. While packing I listened to Fall Out Boy on a really high volume. And I think you know, when you're doing something while listening to music then you just have to dance. There's no chance to go around it. And of course I was singing along. When I was finished, it was only 1 hour until we had to go. Now my bandmates came back from....what ever they were doing... "Hey guys" I greeted them and smiled. "Hi. Oh, I see you finally packed your stuff?" Ian asked and smirked. "Yes, I did. When do we have to leave?" I asked and sat on the couch to the others. "In about 30 minutes we have to leave and go to the airport" Jerry said when he looked at his clock. I nodded and turned the TV on. We had nothing else to do than watch TV right now.

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"Home sweet home!" I yelled when I opened the door. I knew that there wouldn't be anybody but I just had to. I was so glad that I was home again. Even though I love touring and it was really fun. I put my suitcase and my bag on the floor and walked straight to the couch. I first wanted to call Molly and tell her that I'm home again. After the long call, I turned the TV on and began to watch a movie until I fell asleep.

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In the next morning I woke up because of the sun that was shining in my face. I rubbed my eyes and stood up from the couch. I made myself a coffee and ate some cereals. Then I turned my CD-player on and began to unpack all my stuff. It took me really long. But when I was finished, I had no idea what I should do now. I mean, when I was on tour I had all the time things to do. But now, it's like there's nothing I had to do. It was actually pretty awesome, because now I could do what ever I want. But it was also weird. The apartment was clean, suitcase is unpacked...Apartment! I would search another home for me! I mean, I still live in this really small apartment and I get sick of the smallness of it. I sat on the couch with my laptop and a pack of cookies. I went to so many pages of apartments but couldn't find anything that looked good. After 2 hours I gave up and closed my laptop. It was hopeless. There wasn't anything that looked good and was bigger than my actual apartment. I put my laptop on the table and took another pack of cookies. Yep, I'm planing to gain some weight. I mean, you know how skinny I am. I'm too skinny. And I love cookies. So, that's the best way to gain some weight. When I sat on the couch again, I heard my phone ring. I took it from the table and pressed the 'answer' button. "Hey-di-ho" I answered without looking who it was. "Hey Val. What are you doing?" asked Jack. "Aaaah, you can't go a day without me? Hehe, I was just searching a new apartment for me but I couldn't find something" I told and took a bite from the cookie. "Really nothing? I thought there are so many free apartments" he thought. "Yeah, there are. But most of them are the same size as mine now or are really ugly" I explained with the mouth full of cookie. "Are you eating something?" he asked and laughed. He must have noticed it. "Yeah I am eating cookies. You know, I need to gain some weight because I'm too skinny" I explained and continued to eat. "Oh! Yeah right! Hey, what do you think about a movie night over at mine? I can buy ice cream, cookies and more sweets" he suggested. "Oh yes! And pizza! And burgers! And Chinese food! And..." I said but got interrupted by him. "Okay okay! I'll buy all the food I can find" he told and laughed. "Yay! Okay, so see ya later" I said. "Bye" he said and then we hung up. So, now I just need to spent the time until it's evening. And how? I decided to play some video games. While gaming I almost forgot the time. Because when I looked at the clock it was almost 6pm. So I turned everything off, took everything I needed and left my apartment and the building.

When I knocked on Jack's door, I didn't have to wait long until it swung open and a wide smiling Jack stood in front of me. "Hey Purpletine! I've been waiting for you" he said and let me step in his huge house. Oh, and maybe you already know it, but he's calling me Purpletine because of my hair, duh. "Okay, where's the food?" I asked as soon as I was in his house. He laughed and pointed to the table in front of the couch where also the TV was with a collection of DVD in front of it. "Wow" I said when I saw how much food there was. Pizzas, burgers, Chinese food, cookies, ice cream, chocolate, chips, fries and beer. Of course alcohol, I mean it's Jack. He has always alcohol. I put my bag on the floor and sat on the couch. Jack sat next to me and I began to eat the pizza. "So what movie do you want to watch?" Jack asked when he looked through his DVD collection. "Hm, I dunno. Choose one" I said with my mouth full of pizza. After some minutes he decided to watch all the Scary Movies. Obviously we began at the first movie. After Jack put the DVD in the player, he sat next to me and took a beer. I took another piece of pizza and also a beer. We really made it through all of the movies without falling asleep once. And well...there wasn't much beer left... It doesn't take much beers until I'm drunk, so I could barely walk. Jack was pretty wasted, too but he could still walk. "You know what the joke about those movies is? They mix so many movies to-gether" I told drunkenly. Even though Jack was drunk, too he laughed because of my drunkenness. "C'mon let's go to bed, you're so drunk" he said and pulled me closer to him. "Noooo! I don't wanna go to bed! I'm totally not tired" I refused and looked up to his eyes. A moment of silence. Jack had his arm around me and my head was on his chest. I looked in his big brown eyes. "Someone from our crew, Matt Colussey, will marry in some weeks. And I wanted to ask you if you would come with me...as my date?" Jack asked a bit nervous. I was a bit surprised of this question. More of the moment where he asked it. "Sure, that would be awesome" I agreed and smiled. "Jack?" I asked. I remembered that conversation I had with Bob back at Warped. That I should talk to Jack about this whole thing. But this time, REALLY. "What's up?" he said and turned his head around so he could look in my eyes. I pulled away from his chest and he took his arm away. "I wanted to talk to you about...this whole thing...between us" I told. He shaped his mouth to a 'o' and I continued. "You know, we slept together...again and we didn't really talk about it" I explained and waited for an answer. He looked on the floor and didn't answer for a long time. Well, it was just some seconds but it felt like hours. "Do you remember what I said earlier that day to you?" he asked. I thought about it but then I remembered. I told the same thing Bob when I talked to him. "You said that you just want one girl...and that she should be a special one" I remembered. "Exactly. And I mean what I said then. You're something special to me" he admitted. And he blushed. Wait, he blushed?! Jack Barakat blushed?! What the...? First I was confused, but then I realised what he just said. I'm something special to him. Special. Just let that word get in your mind and now imagine that guy you like more as a friend just said that to you. Special. I'm sorry, I just love it. But then...my phone rang. Fuck, why?! It ruined the whole thing! I cursed to myself and took the phone. "I'm so sorry, but I have to take it. It's my aunt" I apologized and walked to the kitchen. "Hey Julia, why are you calling that late?" I asked when I checked the time. "Molly is in hospital" she told with a shaky voice. My eyes wided and I couldn't believe what I just heard. "What? What happened? Is she okay?" I asked worried. "Can you please come over? It's something we have to talk to you about" she pleased. "Yes sure, I'll come over right now" I said and hung up. "What's wrong?" Jack asked when he saw my face. I bet my face was totally white and I had a shocked expression. "My cousin Molly, do you remember her?" I asked with the same expression. "Yeah, she's that fangirl. What about her?" he asked curious. "She's in hospital" I said with the same shocked face.

Later...

"Hi, can you please tell us where Molly Coleman's room is?" I asked the receptionist in the hospital. "Valentine!" someone called behind me. I turned around and saw my aunt Julia in tears. I pulled her in a big hug and stroked her hair. "Julia, is everything okay?" I asked worried. "She'll be okay, don't worry. ...Who is this?" she asked when she noticed Jack standing next to me. "That's Jack. He's a good friend and I toured with him and his band" I explained. Julia's face lit up a bit and she shook Jack's hand. "Nice to meet you Mrs. Coleman" Jack said and smiled a bit. "Nice to meet you, too. And please call me Julia" she said. "Now please tell me what happened?" I begged. "There are many things that we haven't told you...I'm so sorry" she told and began to cry. "What? Please tell me" I pleased and hugged her again. She pulled away and sat on a chair in the hallway. Me and Jack sat next to her and I stroked her hand. Julia took a tissue and wipped her tears away. "Molly...she had...she got bullied" she stammered. "She got what?!" I almost screamed. They never told me that! "How long?" I asked. "Since like a year" she admitted quiet. I felt like someone just punched me in my stomach. My cousin gets bullied since a year and they didn't fucking tell me?! "What? Why didn't you tell me?" I almost screamed. Julia was crying so hard and my tears showed up, too. I felt Jack's hand on my thigh which calmed me down a bit. "I'm so sorry that we didn't tell you. But we just couldn't" she told and cried even more. What does that mean 'they couldn't tell me'? "Why couldn't you tell me?" I asked. She wipped her tears away and looked in my eyes. "It was because of...of her music. Her classmates began to bully her because of the music she liked and the way she dresses. Then when you got famous with your band...it got worse...because they thought that she thinks now that she's something better than all of them and thought that she gets everything she wants" she admitted. Another punch in my stomach. But this time stronger. Way stronger. Like it could kill me. Well, it almost did. "We couldn't tell you because she didn't want us to. She didn't want that you and Ian may quit the band because of that" she told and began to cry. I began to shake. So bad. "And this night, she suddenly began to cough blood. She screamed for us and when we came in her room it was everything covered in blood. She promised that she didn't do anything but we don't know yet what happened exactly" she finished. My eyes wided. My body shook. Crying followed and then came the sobing. I never felt so bad in my entire life.

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[I'm sorry, I know that the first part really sucks :S I'm really sorry about that! But please leave a comment and vote! What do you think are Val and Ian going to do now? title goes to Hey Monday's song 'Homecoming' c: listen to it >>>>>>>>>>>>> http://youtu.be/FU0fQIezoK0]
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