Mange Me, I'm A Mess
There's a beast in my heart and he won't let you leave the light
Kassi Lynn
"Please be safe. I can't lose you too." My father's voice whispered, his head in my hair.
"You know I wouldn't do anything stupid." I commented back, pulling away from the embrace. "I'll call you every night." Smiling sightly, I hugged my father again.
"Ready to go Kass?" Alex appeared, the only person out of the bus now besides me.
"I guess so." I sighed, saying the final goodbye to my life here. My small, never going anywhere, life. Alex grabbed my suitcase and I took the guitar, walking up onto the bus. Alex slammed the doors, giving the bus driver the signal to start going. He lead me to the back of the bus first, where there was eight bunks.
"Zack's bunk is above Rian's, and the bottom bunk next to Rian is their storage. Jack's storage is up on top of theirs, and my bunk is on this side. Jack sleeps on top and my storage is on top, above your bunk." He smiled, thinking that all made sense in my mind. He opened up the curtain, and put my bunk. "Easier to start unpacking now before I show you everything." Alex stated, sitting on his bunk. I took out my all time favorite blanket, the one my mother got for me. It had every Disney princess on it, and it meant a lot. Over that I put my Little Mermaid blanket over it, making me smile. My pillow was just a giant blue plaid design. With setting that all on the bed, I put my Elephant, Meatball, sitting nicely on it. There was drawers underneath the bunks, so I put my small devices in their, along with their charges. I left my clothes inside the suitcase, figuring it'd be easier. Lastly, I put my laptop on the top of the bunk, plugged into the outlet.
"Uh, where do I put this?" Gesturing to my suitcase.
"Oh, you're sharing storage with me." Alex smiled, shoving all his stuff to one side of the bunk. Then he grabbed my suitcase, plopping it up there. "Nice elephant." He commented, picking it.
"It's my favorite animal." I confessed, sitting down in my bunk. He sat next to me, eyeing my things.
"Favorite movie Little Mermaid?" He asked. I nodded my head. "But she like embraced the whole having vagina thing very well. They had to skip like a hour that she's just like WHAT IS THIS!" Alex was laughing through his exclamation.
"There's a bonus soundtrack of her singing about her vagina." I laughed along.
"There's a deep black hole in me that I like to touchhhh!" Alex sang, making me choke in laughter.
"S-stop and show me around asshole." I grinned, teasing him a bit. Alex pouted, standing up, walking to this back room type deal.
"This is the back lounge. Basically the xbox and games are back here. A TV and couches. Very exciting stuff." I rolled my eyes as he moved on to the front room. "This is the front lounge. It has a tv like the other one, different couches though. DVD player in here. Uh it has the kitchen area and bathroom. On the cabinet it just says what we have to do everyday, and on the bathroom door there's a shower schedule. We actually just made that for you." Alex said proudly.
"Well I feel honored." I joked, making him grin.
"Now we meet people!" Alex said excitedly. "GUYS WAKE THE FUCK UP KASS IS HERE!" Alex screamed, making the boys in their bunk groan. Jack was the first one to get up, grinning at me.
"I'm pretty sure you know who we are since you're an All Time Low fan, but hello." Jack hugged me tightly.
"Yep, but really nice to meet you guys." I smiled, Jack letting go of me.
"Hey." Zack said quietly, making it a little awkward, but Rian came out, saying hello a few seconds later.
"ANYWAYS! What are we suppose to do today." Jack questioned, practically skipping to the schedule. "At 10:00 there's an interview for Alex, Kass, and I. Jack read off, pouting. "ALL I WANTED WAS A DAY OFF FROM JALEX." He said dramatically, falling to the ground. I rolled my eyes, helping him back up.
"You'll live." I commented, sitting down on one of the couches in the front lounge. I pulled out my phone, sliding the keyboard out.
"Why do you have a phone like that?" Alex asked, picking out of my hands.
"Well I was doing something Gaskarth, and because i'm not the richest person around?" I said sarcastically.
"Were totally taking you shopping after the interview." Jack butted in, throwing my phone away like a piece of garbage.
"Thanks guys." I rolled my eyes, getting used to all of this still.
"Welcome sweetheart." Alex winked, leaving me alone with the other 3 members.
"Please be safe. I can't lose you too." My father's voice whispered, his head in my hair.
"You know I wouldn't do anything stupid." I commented back, pulling away from the embrace. "I'll call you every night." Smiling sightly, I hugged my father again.
"Ready to go Kass?" Alex appeared, the only person out of the bus now besides me.
"I guess so." I sighed, saying the final goodbye to my life here. My small, never going anywhere, life. Alex grabbed my suitcase and I took the guitar, walking up onto the bus. Alex slammed the doors, giving the bus driver the signal to start going. He lead me to the back of the bus first, where there was eight bunks.
"Zack's bunk is above Rian's, and the bottom bunk next to Rian is their storage. Jack's storage is up on top of theirs, and my bunk is on this side. Jack sleeps on top and my storage is on top, above your bunk." He smiled, thinking that all made sense in my mind. He opened up the curtain, and put my bunk. "Easier to start unpacking now before I show you everything." Alex stated, sitting on his bunk. I took out my all time favorite blanket, the one my mother got for me. It had every Disney princess on it, and it meant a lot. Over that I put my Little Mermaid blanket over it, making me smile. My pillow was just a giant blue plaid design. With setting that all on the bed, I put my Elephant, Meatball, sitting nicely on it. There was drawers underneath the bunks, so I put my small devices in their, along with their charges. I left my clothes inside the suitcase, figuring it'd be easier. Lastly, I put my laptop on the top of the bunk, plugged into the outlet.
"Uh, where do I put this?" Gesturing to my suitcase.
"Oh, you're sharing storage with me." Alex smiled, shoving all his stuff to one side of the bunk. Then he grabbed my suitcase, plopping it up there. "Nice elephant." He commented, picking it.
"It's my favorite animal." I confessed, sitting down in my bunk. He sat next to me, eyeing my things.
"Favorite movie Little Mermaid?" He asked. I nodded my head. "But she like embraced the whole having vagina thing very well. They had to skip like a hour that she's just like WHAT IS THIS!" Alex was laughing through his exclamation.
"There's a bonus soundtrack of her singing about her vagina." I laughed along.
"There's a deep black hole in me that I like to touchhhh!" Alex sang, making me choke in laughter.
"S-stop and show me around asshole." I grinned, teasing him a bit. Alex pouted, standing up, walking to this back room type deal.
"This is the back lounge. Basically the xbox and games are back here. A TV and couches. Very exciting stuff." I rolled my eyes as he moved on to the front room. "This is the front lounge. It has a tv like the other one, different couches though. DVD player in here. Uh it has the kitchen area and bathroom. On the cabinet it just says what we have to do everyday, and on the bathroom door there's a shower schedule. We actually just made that for you." Alex said proudly.
"Well I feel honored." I joked, making him grin.
"Now we meet people!" Alex said excitedly. "GUYS WAKE THE FUCK UP KASS IS HERE!" Alex screamed, making the boys in their bunk groan. Jack was the first one to get up, grinning at me.
"I'm pretty sure you know who we are since you're an All Time Low fan, but hello." Jack hugged me tightly.
"Yep, but really nice to meet you guys." I smiled, Jack letting go of me.
"Hey." Zack said quietly, making it a little awkward, but Rian came out, saying hello a few seconds later.
"ANYWAYS! What are we suppose to do today." Jack questioned, practically skipping to the schedule. "At 10:00 there's an interview for Alex, Kass, and I. Jack read off, pouting. "ALL I WANTED WAS A DAY OFF FROM JALEX." He said dramatically, falling to the ground. I rolled my eyes, helping him back up.
"You'll live." I commented, sitting down on one of the couches in the front lounge. I pulled out my phone, sliding the keyboard out.
"Why do you have a phone like that?" Alex asked, picking out of my hands.
"Well I was doing something Gaskarth, and because i'm not the richest person around?" I said sarcastically.
"Were totally taking you shopping after the interview." Jack butted in, throwing my phone away like a piece of garbage.
"Thanks guys." I rolled my eyes, getting used to all of this still.
"Welcome sweetheart." Alex winked, leaving me alone with the other 3 members.
8/20/13