Zack's P.O.V

Its been a week since Jess got in that mini fight at the pub, and I'm starting to get suspicious. Jack hasn't worn any new clothes, Jess seems to be less interested during sex and Jess and Jack have been spending more and more time together. I should ask Jess, but I can't loose her. She's my everything. I love her, so I decided to speak to Alex about it, as he is her brother.
"Yo Zack!" Alex shouted from the door as he walked into starbucks. I waved and he sat across from me. I'd already ordered him a coffee.
"So what do you so desperately need to talk about?" He asked. I sighed.
"I think Jess is cheating on me... With Jack" I said, looking down at my hands. There was a long pause.
"Me and Rian think so too" He said. I looked up at him.
"You do?" I asked, in complete shock.
"Well yeah, when that incident in the pub happened and I called her, she sounded as if I distracted her, Jack hasn't worn any new clothes and underneath the choke bruises, I saw a hickey that looked brand new. And that night when we were all in the sitting room, Jack kept winking at her. I'm so sorry about this" He said. I let a few tears fall. I knew it was true.
"I'm so scared Alex" I whispered.
"What of?" He replied.
"The fact hat I have to face the truth, and in doing so, I might loose her" I said.
"It will all be fine, she's probably got so many emotions inside her and she doesn't know how to express herself after everything that happened before she met us" Alex said, then quickly covered his mouth.
"Shit, I wasn't supposed to say that!" He said.
"Alex, tell me now" I said.
"Well, she was bullied and she self harmed and was suicidal. That's all I'm saying" He replied. I sat back in my chair and ran my hand through my hair.
"I need to talk to her" I whispered.
"Yeah, you really do, but be careful, its a delicate subject." He replied.
"Thanks Alex, I'll call you later, okay?" I said, standing up.
"Okay, bye" With that, I left and jogged home.

When I got home, I walked in and found Jess and Liv playing I spy.
"Liv, I'm taking you to Grandma's for the night, mummy and I need to talk." I said. I saw Jess suddenly go pale.
"Okay Daddy" Liv said, we didnt need to pack a bag for her, she's got clothes at my mums house. I drove Liv their as quick as I can then drove back. I found Jess staring out the kitchen window leaning on the sink.

"Jess" I said. "We need to talk."
"What about?" She asked, turning around so her back was leaning against the sink, while I did the same, but on the island.
"You. The bullying. The self harm. The suicidal thoughts. Jack." I said. She looked down at her feet.
"I'm sure Alex already told you everything" She said bluntly.
"That's true, but why didn't you tell me?" I asked.
"Oh I don't know, because you're always talking about yourself and the band that you never stop to ask me about my past!" She said, quietly. I just stared in shock. She was right. She looked me in the eye and gave me the 'I told you so' look. I didn't say anything.
"So what do you want to know about Jack?" she asked.
"Are you cheating on me with him?" I asked. She kept eye contact.
"No" Was all she said.
"Then how come you're spending more time with him?" I asked.
"Are you fucking joking? He's my friend, just like Rian! You don't have a problem with me being frinds with him, but as soon as I spend time with Jack you get all jealous! He and Rian are my two best friends, Alex is my brother and you're my husband and that's that! Or do you want to stick a voice recorder to my bag every time I go out? Do you really think that me and Jack would go behind your back like that?" She said, throwing her hands up in the air. I stopped and thought for a minute. Maybe she was right. Maybe I was getting all jealous.
"I'm sorry, I just love you so much and I just can't ever loose you, if I lost you, I'd loose myself." I said.
"I love you too Zack, and you won't loose me, not ever, I promise" She replied. I slowly walked forward and kissed her. Then things started to heat up and lets just say, we didn't make it to the bedroom.

Jess's P.O.V

I woke up the next morning on the kitchen floor, completely naked, next to Zack. Then the memories of last night came flooding back. Zack almost caught me and Jack. Fuck. We needed to be more careful.

Wait. Where was Liv? Oh yeah she was at Zack's mums house. I'll go get her later. I turned over to face Zack.
"Zack honey, its time to wake up" I said. He stirred a little and gently kissed me on the lips.
"Morning beautiful" He said. I looked down because I was blushing and giggled at what I saw. He had morning wood. He looked down and groaned.
"Want me to take care of that baby?" I smirked.
"Please" He replied biting his lip. You can guess what happened. After that.

About two hours later, we were both working, Zack going over some lyrics for Alex and me doing the boys' accounting books.
"I'm gonna go get Liv" Zack said.
"Okay honey, see you soon" I replied, he kissed me and then left. I let out a breath I didn't know I'd been holding, put my head on the table and cried. I couldn't dot this to Zack, but I couldn't just break it off with Jack.

What the fuck do I do?