(Alex's POV)

I woke up from my nap after Jack left a few hours ago to try and clean up the house even after I insisted he didn't. I stretched and rolled over to see Flyzik laying on the bunk furthest from me instead of his normal one right next to me.

Good.

I glared at him and he just looked pathetic.

"We're going to talk about this, right?" He asks shyly, pulling the sleeves of his Micky Mouse hoodie over his hands.

"There is nothing to talk about, so no." I snapped and grabbed my bag to go home to my probably still emotionally wrecked boyfriend even though he swears he is not upset.

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I walk into my small but cozy home seeing Jack curled up on the couch with a mug of hot chocolate watching The Big Bang Theory. I laughed and walked up behind him, kissing the exposed part of his shoulder, softly biting.

"You like this show, huh." I ask and he nodded, taking another sip of his drink.

"want some?" He offers and I reach over to take a sip of the warm liquid, making sure to snag a few marshmallows in the process.

I laid down and pulled Jack into my chest, pushing up his shirt so I could rub his belly. I looked down and smiled.

"Your scars are looking better." I noted and he smiled.

"Thanks to your healing kisses." He said giggling and I blushed.

"Hey, Lex?" Jack asks, turning down the volume on the TV.

I hummed shortly letting him know I was listening cause I was too lazy to say something at the moment.

"Not sure how to say this without it sounding weird." He said, playing with my wavy hair.

"Just say it, baby." I said softly, pulling him closer to me.

"Um, um... Shit, I don't even know if you'd like it... But, uh... C-can I m-maybe t-top this time? I've never topped before..." He asks quietly and I laughed, nodding my head.

"You can. I haven't bottomed in years though." I confessed and he laughed.

"You think you can do it?" I added and Jack nodded his head slowly.

"Well let's do it." I said and grabbed his hand and pulled him to our bedroom.

"I don't want to hurt you though..." He said quietly, walking behind me.

"Baby, you're not gonna hurt me. I'm a man." I said, buffing out my muscles.

Jack scoffed. "Yeah right." He said, pushing me onto the bed after we discarded all of our clothes.

Jack very nervous, hovered over me, this time very clueless on what the fuck to do.

"Kiss me dammit." I said softly and he pushed our lips together in a passionate kiss.

I opened my mouth slightly letting Jacks tongue enter my mouth, softly lapping at my tongue.

"D-do you want foreplay?" Jack asks as he softly strokes my dick, applying pressure at the tip causing me to throw my head back and groan.

I shook my head and just reached over into the bedside table and grabbed the same kind of lube we always used.

I handed it to Jack and he poured some onto 3 of his fingers and cautiously circled one around my entrance. He looked up at me through his hair and I laughed and nodded.

Jack blushed and pushed one finger in, slowly thrusting in and out, very unsure of his actions.

"There you go baby." I moaned and nodded again so he could add the second finger.

Little pain overtook me and my eyebrows furrowed together and made a slight whimper sound.

"Are you okay?" Jack asks quietly and I nodded, him adding the third and final finger.

After a few thrusts, I started to grind down onto his fingers and he smiled.

"C'mon, Jack." I whispered and he nodded, pouring some more lube onto his length, rubbing it onto himself.

"How do you want to do this?" He asked and I smirked.

I got on my hands and knees, leaning my chest onto the bed wiggling my ass trying to be funny.

"Fuck, Alex... T-that's hot." He said, breathing heavily. He positioned himself at my entrance, teasing me softly.

I giggled and pushed back on my own knowing he wasn't going to any time soon. I groaned loudly and threw my head back, looking at him.

Jack was shaking, hands barely touching my hips. I laughed and clenched around him and heard him choke on a moan.

"Y-you're so fucking tight, Alex." He whispered, this time thrusting into me.

"Let me ride you, Jack." I breathed and he nodded, pulling out and sitting on the bed.

"No, chair." I said, looking at the chair that was still placed in front of the stripping pole from the previous night.

Jack sat cautiously and I straddled him, automatically sinking down onto his cock. I grinded slowly.

"Fuck, I'm close baby." Jack moaned and I nodded.

"T-touch me. S-so we c-can come together."

Jack nodded and he wrapped his hand around my length and tugged roughly causing me to cry out and bite down on Jack's shoulder, releasing onto his hand, Jack throwing his head back and releasing inside of me.

I stood up, my face going flat before I waddled to the bed cause, ew, If you know what I mean.

I patted the spot next to me and Jack laid down and curled up next to me.

"Jack" I breathed, still out of breath and he hummed.

"That was great." He laughed and nodded.

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Our movie that we had on repeat 3 times now came to an end and I looked down and saw Jack was barely awake.

"Jack, I need to tell you something, but mainly ask..." I whispered and he turned his head around, burying it in my bare chest.

"Listening." He said lowly, yawning.

"Don't like, freak out on me, Kay?" I said, still worried to say this.

"Mkay. I won't."

I took a deep breath and let it out, seeing the hair on top of his head go with it.

"What do you think of ever having kids? You know... Like adopting..." I said, running my hands up and down his sides.

"Well you're going to have to marry me first."

Notes

I shouldn't of posted the smut with how shitty it was... i'm sorry. I'm like, half asleep...

but yes! what do you think about the kid deal etc c:

Idk if i've told you this but my brother got a girlfriend :D

LEAVE COMMENTS AND BRING MY SELF ESTEEM HIGHER CAUSE THIS CHAPTER KINDA RUINED ME.