*Jack's POV*

I woke up before Lex when the early morning sun was shining through the window. I streched and sat up deciding I was going to go take a shower. I opened up Alex's closet quietly and pulled out a pair of my purple skinny jeans and one of Alex's sweaters with his station number printed on it and headed to the bathroom.

I turned on the water avoiding looking into the mirror and undressed myself before stepping into the shower letting the hot water run down my body. I reached over and grabbed Alex's body was and gently washed my body. My hands roamed over my stomach ignoring what I felt and quickly rinsed off grabbing the shampoo and scrubbing what's left of my hair. After I rinsed that out I stepped out and turned off the water. I placed my hands on the counter and stared down into the sink taking in a deep breath before looking up into the mirror.

I rubbed off the condensation on the mirror and stepped back to examin my body. I ran my hands over my cheek smiling softly when I remembered how Lex always kissed this spot. I dragged my hands down my neck, trialing down my chest ending at my waist.

Anger took over and I slammed my fist into the mirror having it shatter all over the sink.

I continued to slam my fists on the counter, shards of glass sticking into my skin but ignoring that. With tears streaming down my face, I picked up a piece of glass and turned over my arm. I placed the piece of glass to my wrist and pressed down slightly. But before I could purposefully move the piece of glass across my wrist, Alex opened the door with a call of my name making me jump which slashed the glass into my skin.

"Jack!" Alex yelled running over to me and pulled me into his arms running his hands up and down my body.

"Jack what happened to you?!?!"

"I fucking hate myself Lex! I don't see how you can stand to look at myself!"

I cried into his clothed chest realizing I was still naked dripping wet. Alex pulled me up and wrapped a towel around me sitting me on the counter after sweeping all the glass into the trash bin.

"Jack give me your hands"

I pushed my hands out in front of him and he sat on the toilet and began to slowly pull out the bigger shards of glass before getting tweezers and picking out the smaller pieces of glass.

He stood up to move the cabinet and got gauze to wrap my wrist and hands with. But before he did he placed a kiss to my bleeding wrist.

"Jack please don't ever do this again"

I nodded and he began to wrap up my wrist and hands with the gauze. When he was done he stood inbetween my legs and leaned in to kiss me whispering 'you're beautiful' against my lips.

"Jack, you're so perfect and I want you to see that. Please never hurt yourself again."

"I promise i'll never do that again"

Alex smiled and kissed me again moving down my neck and looked up at me with eyes asking for permission. I nodded and he stood me up so he could kneel down infront of me. He placed kisses all over each scarred patch on my chest and stomach whispering words like 'gorgeous' and 'beautiful' and 'all mine' before getting to my dick. He looked up at me and I nodded, so he placed a kiss to the head and licked a stripe up before taking me all in his mouth automatically swallowing around me. My hips bucked up involuntary hearing him choke turned me on even more. I struggled where to put my hands so he grabbed one and placed it on his head and I pulled earning a moan from him which overwhelmed me with pleasure.

"Fuck Lex" I moaned and continued to pull at the hairs on the name of his neck. He pulled off and jerked me off a few times before placing the head back into his mouth sucking slightly, swirling his tongue around it then repeated the actuon but started to move his hands around me.

"L-lex. I'm c-clo-ose"

He nodded and hummed softly against the head and I threw my head back with a groan releasing down his throat, him swallowing.

He stood back up and kissed me softly.

"You're so beautiful. Never forget that please."

I buried my face into his neck and he reached over and grabbed my clean boxers and helped me step into them along with my pants. I slipped on his sweater and he picked me up to where my legs were wrapped around his waist. and he walked down the stairs to the living room and sat me down on the couch throwing a blanket over my legs.

"Wanna watch Home Alone?"

I smiled softly and nodded and he put the DVD into the player. When he pressed play he sat down on the couch and pulled me onto his lap so I could cuddle up into him.

"I love you so much Jack"

"I... I love you too Lex."

I smiled and inhaled his scent before relaxing into him as we watched the movie.

Notes

Oh god. Poor Jack.

:c

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