I need you to survive
Therapy
" love you bye" i croaked put hanging up i sighed rubbing my hair
" she okay?" Jack asked as i whipped my tears
" no.. She was on a bridge" i said and Rian looked
" oh my god" he said I nodded
" i need my sister safe, Matt!After this how fast can we get to Baltimore ?!" I called walking towards the screams
" how much of a emergancy is it? We were supposed to be there at 2 tomorrow" he called
"My sister just almost committed suicide" I said he froze
" can get you there by 1 am" he called i smiled as Zack clapped my back
" thanx matt!" I called smiling looking at my lock screen it was me and her after my first big gig she was 6 i held her up kissing her cheek. I missed her so much and this gave me a opportunity.. I suddenly got a idea
" she'll be okay" he said i breathed running on stage seeing the crowd i smiled
" WHAT THE FUCK IS UP NEW YORK?!" I called they smiled and i started weightless living my dream
When it was time for therapy. Sat on the stool looking at the crowd
" ok so i wanna tell a story before i start this song. About ten minutes before we came on jeff that stud right there!" I pointed to jeff handing my phone which i asked for as they screamed
" told me my baby sister called.. She's my whole world and honestly id give up everything for her. I thought maybe she wanted to say hi but my mom then called.. Said she had a rough day at school, her bf of 9 months admitted to dating her as a dare to find out her life and exposed it to the school who make fun of her." Jack ran on
" and wherever did that ill kill him!"he yelled i smiled as people screamed
" she then said her n julia got in a fight and julia ran off. " i choked up
" she's strong but not that strong she takes he anger out in a bad way and i freaked. I called her and she was on a bridge.. She was done " i had a tear people awed
" but im not ready to lose her too. I talked her out of it but i need her she is only 16 n taking all that isnt good. Shes a fighter and my angel .. I love her . I havent seen her in a year and im the only one besides jack Rian n Zack who can calm her down . I love what i do but can you imagine sitting here knowing that the most imp thing to you wants to die?" I asked tears streaming people screamed i smiled
" i lost my brother i can't lose her. So i promised her id sing to her tonight and i can't wait. This next song i wrote when she was little and when ever she was scared and i was home id sing this to her and shed fall asleep and i was wondering if i can sing it to her with you guys" i asked they screamed so loud i smiled
" good now shhh so she can hear me ok?" I asked the stadium laughed but quieted as Jack stood by smiling as i saw a text my heart sped " i need you" i quickly dialed her
" put it on speaker" jack called i nodded
" hello?" Julia asked groggily i smiled
" why hello sleepy head i wake you?" I asked the crowd laughed
" yeah but its all good " she said i smiled
" so how was the concert?" She asked
" oh its going good , wait , NEW YORK HOW IS THIS CONCERT GOING?!" I asked they screamed and julia giggled
" why are you calling me you dork?" She asked
" cuz loser i promised you id sing to you and i wanted the crowd to be here. To hear me wjen i tell you everything will be alright julia. You ready?" I asked she was prob crying already i smiled as jack took my phone holding it
" ok this song is therapy and this is for you julia" i said and people screamed as i sang jack standing holding the phone i sang so loud for her and at the end people screamed as the guys came on. Jack lifted the phone to his ear as i grabbed my guitar taking my phone
" how was that cutie?!" I asked but she was crying i smiled
" aww baby girl don't cry." I said people awed
" i-i miss you alex" she said i smiled
" i miss you too ill see you soon i hope . I gotta go be a rock star ill call you tomorrow get some rest sweet dreams i love you" i called people awed
" love you too Alex kill it " she said hanging up i smiled tossing my phone to jeff jumping off the drums staring maria . By the end i was dashing out onto the bus but jack nowhere i was so jumpy
" where is he?! We need to leave!!" I called
" man chill why dont u call ur mom" zack suggested i nodded dialing her number
"Alex? You ok?" My mom asked
" yes mom but uh im on my way home" i said as Jack bolted on
" sorry taking a crap!" He called i smiled
" what why honey?" She asked
" mom im coming for julia. She needs me right now and im preforming at Baltimore tomorrow. I should be home in about 3 hours and i want you to consider.. Her going on tour with me" i said Matt looked at me i pleaded him with my eyes as he sighed nodding i smiled
" .. Idk if she's safe honey" she said i sighed
" mom no offense but ill take better care of her shes better with me then at home" i said she chuckled
" if i say yes will you pick up your room when you come?" She asked my face lit up
"YES I LOVE YOU SEE YOU SOON MOM!" I called hanging up
" she coming?! " rian asked i nodded
" FUCK YEAH!" They called i smiled looking outside
Hang tight lil sis i thought. This spring fever tour just got better
" she okay?" Jack asked as i whipped my tears
" no.. She was on a bridge" i said and Rian looked
" oh my god" he said I nodded
" i need my sister safe, Matt!After this how fast can we get to Baltimore ?!" I called walking towards the screams
" how much of a emergancy is it? We were supposed to be there at 2 tomorrow" he called
"My sister just almost committed suicide" I said he froze
" can get you there by 1 am" he called i smiled as Zack clapped my back
" thanx matt!" I called smiling looking at my lock screen it was me and her after my first big gig she was 6 i held her up kissing her cheek. I missed her so much and this gave me a opportunity.. I suddenly got a idea
" she'll be okay" he said i breathed running on stage seeing the crowd i smiled
" WHAT THE FUCK IS UP NEW YORK?!" I called they smiled and i started weightless living my dream
When it was time for therapy. Sat on the stool looking at the crowd
" ok so i wanna tell a story before i start this song. About ten minutes before we came on jeff that stud right there!" I pointed to jeff handing my phone which i asked for as they screamed
" told me my baby sister called.. She's my whole world and honestly id give up everything for her. I thought maybe she wanted to say hi but my mom then called.. Said she had a rough day at school, her bf of 9 months admitted to dating her as a dare to find out her life and exposed it to the school who make fun of her." Jack ran on
" and wherever did that ill kill him!"he yelled i smiled as people screamed
" she then said her n julia got in a fight and julia ran off. " i choked up
" she's strong but not that strong she takes he anger out in a bad way and i freaked. I called her and she was on a bridge.. She was done " i had a tear people awed
" but im not ready to lose her too. I talked her out of it but i need her she is only 16 n taking all that isnt good. Shes a fighter and my angel .. I love her . I havent seen her in a year and im the only one besides jack Rian n Zack who can calm her down . I love what i do but can you imagine sitting here knowing that the most imp thing to you wants to die?" I asked tears streaming people screamed i smiled
" i lost my brother i can't lose her. So i promised her id sing to her tonight and i can't wait. This next song i wrote when she was little and when ever she was scared and i was home id sing this to her and shed fall asleep and i was wondering if i can sing it to her with you guys" i asked they screamed so loud i smiled
" good now shhh so she can hear me ok?" I asked the stadium laughed but quieted as Jack stood by smiling as i saw a text my heart sped " i need you" i quickly dialed her
" put it on speaker" jack called i nodded
" hello?" Julia asked groggily i smiled
" why hello sleepy head i wake you?" I asked the crowd laughed
" yeah but its all good " she said i smiled
" so how was the concert?" She asked
" oh its going good , wait , NEW YORK HOW IS THIS CONCERT GOING?!" I asked they screamed and julia giggled
" why are you calling me you dork?" She asked
" cuz loser i promised you id sing to you and i wanted the crowd to be here. To hear me wjen i tell you everything will be alright julia. You ready?" I asked she was prob crying already i smiled as jack took my phone holding it
" ok this song is therapy and this is for you julia" i said and people screamed as i sang jack standing holding the phone i sang so loud for her and at the end people screamed as the guys came on. Jack lifted the phone to his ear as i grabbed my guitar taking my phone
" how was that cutie?!" I asked but she was crying i smiled
" aww baby girl don't cry." I said people awed
" i-i miss you alex" she said i smiled
" i miss you too ill see you soon i hope . I gotta go be a rock star ill call you tomorrow get some rest sweet dreams i love you" i called people awed
" love you too Alex kill it " she said hanging up i smiled tossing my phone to jeff jumping off the drums staring maria . By the end i was dashing out onto the bus but jack nowhere i was so jumpy
" where is he?! We need to leave!!" I called
" man chill why dont u call ur mom" zack suggested i nodded dialing her number
"Alex? You ok?" My mom asked
" yes mom but uh im on my way home" i said as Jack bolted on
" sorry taking a crap!" He called i smiled
" what why honey?" She asked
" mom im coming for julia. She needs me right now and im preforming at Baltimore tomorrow. I should be home in about 3 hours and i want you to consider.. Her going on tour with me" i said Matt looked at me i pleaded him with my eyes as he sighed nodding i smiled
" .. Idk if she's safe honey" she said i sighed
" mom no offense but ill take better care of her shes better with me then at home" i said she chuckled
" if i say yes will you pick up your room when you come?" She asked my face lit up
"YES I LOVE YOU SEE YOU SOON MOM!" I called hanging up
" she coming?! " rian asked i nodded
" FUCK YEAH!" They called i smiled looking outside
Hang tight lil sis i thought. This spring fever tour just got better
10/3/13