It has now been a week since mine and Alex's kiss. The Saturday after I had woke up and I wasn't feeling well. I didn't wake up until after noon and I told Alex; he said he would go home so I could rest and he would call every now and then to make sure I was alright.

That Monday I didn't feel like getting out of bed so I missed school. I didn't return to school until Thursday since I got me a doctors note. My side is hurting really bad. The doctor said it was just a cyst and it should go away but I'm going to milk this thing long enough so I don't have to go to school that much. I have been doing some serious thinking and considering to drop out but Jack and Alex would never let that happen so I'm just going to miss a lot of days.

Alex has called me everyday that I have been absent; he said him and Jack were worried about me but I assured them I was fine. It's now Thursday and I returned back to school but I made no effort to speak to anyone including Jack and Lex; especially with all my make up work I have to do. Right as I went home I went straight to bed, I have been really lazy and tired lately.

However, I WAS looking forward to the weekend but Jack's grounded still and Alex has to go out of town with his parents, so ugh lonely and no fun. But then Danielle called me and she wanted to come over so I obliged. She arrived at my house a little while later since it was Friday and we were now sitting on my bed talking about nothing and anything.

"So ya know your two friends Alex and Jack?" she asked.

"Of course I know them, they are my best friends.."

"I thought I was your best friend?" she started to pout.

"Well yeah you are but they're my two GUY best friends and last time I seen you were NOT a guy," I laughed.

"Okay whatever but anyways, Alex is pretty hot. Do you think you could hook us up ya know?"

I got a slight pang of jealousy and got kind of pissed, "Uh no he has a girlfriend."

"Oh that sucks he looks like he could be good in bed," she said with a wink.

"Well I wouldn't know so I can't really say anything."

"What about the other one? Jack, is he single?"

Now she's starting to push it and I didn't want to be a bitch about it, "No he has a girlfriend too, both of their girlfriends are like best friends so you know like best friends dating best friends..." I felt bad about lying but at this point I don't care.

"Oh well damn that's a shame. I wouldn't mind hooking up with both of them"

"Of course you wouldn't Danielle, you hook up with like every hot guy you see," it came out a little harsh but sorry not sorry.

"Yeah I do why would I miss out on having sex with someone that's hot? Life is life and I like to fuck," she said as she was laughing.

I didn't bother to say anything else. I just wanted the conversation to be over.

"Which one would you fuck? Jack or Alex?" She asked out of no where.

"What?!" I blurted, "I can't choose and plus they're my friends!" I started to ramble since I was caught off gaurd.

"Okay okay chill it was just a question!"

"Okay, well I don't want to talk about them anymore..."

Just then I got a text message from Alex.

From: Lex The Best;
I miss you Cammy, how are you? I wish I could have stayed and hung out with you instead of being here with my family :(

He always made me smile at simple things. I typed back a quick reply.

To: Lex The Best;
I miss you too Lexy! & I'm good I guess I'm hanging out with Danielle right now & I would totally rather be hanging out with YOU TOO!!! :O

Usually Danielle is reading stuff over my shoulder and I'm so glad she's too busy taking pictures to see what I said about her. I really don't want to hear her complain tonight but it's still better than being alone. Then my phone buzzed making any thoughts of Danielle leave my mind.

From: Lex The Best;
Aw you miss me<3 hahaha and ew why are you hanging around her?!?! I don't like her! -_-

I couldn't help but laugh.

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(Alex's POV)

From: Cammy Bear;
Of course I miss you! :D & yeah it's better than being alone since I don't have you or Jacky around! & lol I totally know you don't like her but she would totally BONE YOU!! :p

I cringed at that last part, that was just plain nasty.

To: Cammy Bear;
Ew!!! That's sick dude and I would never touch her, I would deff. bone you though ;)

I just hope me saying that isn't too far. I was about to text back and tell her I was just kididng but before I could she replied.

From: Cammy Bear;
HAHAHA! Trust me I know you would! But I would bone you too so it's all good ;D

To: Cammy Bear;
Well, let's set this up shall we?! MAKE IT HAPPEN ;)

From: Cammy Bear;
I'll think about it & let you know (; but right now I'm going to watch a movie with Danielle so I'll talk to you later! Bye Lexy :)

I was shocked about her saying that but all together I was kind of getting hopeful. I honestly think I might have a crush on my best girl friend. I don't know if it's a crush but I am more than sure that I am sexually attracted to her.

I just can't let Jack know..