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A Daydream Away

FOUR

The next few days everything was awkward between Alex and I. I mean I enjoyed the kiss but i'm sure to him it was only a dare. I missed him being there to talk to, to hide behind whenever scary movies were on and Jack decided it would be fun to jump out on me so i was scared shitless. I missed knowing he would always be there if i needed him. But i guess the kiss made everything awkward.

We had finally arrived in Phoenix, the next stop on the tour. Everyday there was a show we had the same routine: Arrive at venue, set up the tent and merch, sell merch and finally put everything away again for the next day. Today however, was a day off so we could finally chill out and relax for a bit. I decided to hang with The Maine at least then i would't be such a burden for Alex to see. Since the kiss i seem to be annoyed with him, i dont know what i was expecting but maybe i wanted him to confess his undying love for me and we would be together forever. But i guess it's real life not a movie.

I grabbed the shower before the boys were awake becuase otherwise i would be waiting all day for the bathroom. I slipped on a pair of ATL booty shorts and a pink tank top as the weather was amazing perfect for sunbathing in, left my hair to dry by itself which would make it wavy and pink converse. I picked up my ipod and phone off of my bunk and began to walk towards the bus door running into the only person I was hoping to avoid. It seems to be whenever i try to avoid Alex he' keeps popping up but whenever i want to talk to him he isnt there. I instantly felt like a child on parents evening when they knew they were getting a bad report.

"Oh shit sorry Lace, i didnt see you there." He said smiling, how can he not speak to me for days and then smile at me? I guess we are making progress, he is talking after all.

"It's fine Alex, I wasn't paying attention to where I was going. I'll see yah later." I waved at him and headed towards The Maine's bus.

"WOW Mini Dawson, doesn't your ass look mighty fine today" John said from the door with a smirk on his face,

"Shut-up O'Callaghan, you perv but you don't look too bad yourself" I laughed hitting his chest lightly causing him to fake being hurt.

"You know you love it really.I do look good don't I"

"Whatever helps you sleep at night, my love." We both laughed. "Where's Garr? He inside?"

"Yeah he is."

"Thanks, I'll see yah later john"

I could see Garret lying on the couch, typing on his sidekick . He looked soo cute like that. I laughed making him turn around and smile.

"Hey Liam, what's up?"

"Nothing much Geraldine, nothing much"

"I hate the name Geraldine, at least i gave you a nice one Liam." He pouted making me give him a hug.

"Well i happen to think Geraldine is a cute name for you."

He decided on the last tour we were on together that we would have our on special nicknames for each other and for some reason he decided that i would have a boy's name and he would have a girls name. Because we are so close everyone thought and still does kinda think we are a thing but we both deny it, mainy because he knows i have a thing for Alex and I know he likes Cassadee. Shit, i wasn't supposed to tell anyone but you wont tell right? Good because Garrett would kill me hehe. Don't get me wrong he would make someone a very happy girl if he was with them. He would treat them like a princess. I just never thought about me as that girl.

We spend the day lazing around on the sofa watching movies and eating all of the food thats bad for you that they had on the bus when i caught a glimpse of his nose ring in the light, I'm like a magpie when there is something shiny i get distracted by it.

"Did it hurt" I asked earing a what-the-hell look from Garrett. I laughed "Your nose"

"Oh right erm a little not any half as much as that would have." He pointed to my tattoo.

"Can I ask you something?" I asked nervously

"sure"

"You know how when everyone thinks we are a couple, have you ever thought about it?"

"What us being a couple?" I nodded. "Honestly?"

"No i want you to tell me a big fat lie." I sarcastically replied.

"Fine You sarcastic bitch, I used to, like the last tour."

"You haven't since then?"

"Well if we still have to be honest here" I stuck my tongue out at him "then you want alex so is there any point in thinking like that when it would only be true in my dreams?"

"you should never give up on your dreams Garr." I kissed his cheek and looked at the time on my phone. "Shit i told Rian i would be back 2 hours ago so we could go for dinner. Sorry Garr i would stay if i could"

"It's fine you should go." He smiled but it was a fake smile even i could see that.

"See yah later!"

I yelled bye to the other guys and headed for our bus, Today had been an awesome day and dinner with Rian would make it better, he is a brilliant big brother it's just a shame with his job he is away a lot being a rockstar.

"SOOO SORRY I'M LATE RI, WE WERE WATCHING MOVIES AND I LOST TRACK OF TIME."

"There is no point shouting no one else is here, they thought you bailed on them so left." Alex replied leaving the bathroom in just a towel. God what was it about this boy that made me weak at the knees even when he didnt talk to me and make me annoyed at him,

"Oh right I guess it's just us two then, you wanna go grab a bite to eat Gaskarth?" I tried to lighten the mood but it was having no luck.

"I'm fine you can go though."

"It's not fun eating out all alone, its fine i'll get something from the bus."

"fine." he turned and walked to the bunk area.

It was either now or never, i marched to the bunks with the intention to confront him about what was wrong and how his mood swings were getting to me.

"Alex can I talk to you?" I said quietly knocking on the door.

"If you want, i don't care."

"RIGHT WHO THE FUCK PISSED IN YOUR CHEERIOES?" I was angered by the way he was acting when i had not done anything to him.

"I'm fine."

"Right so that's why you have been acting like a douchebag towards me since the first night of this fucking tour?" I said trying to calm down and stop the yelling

"JUST DROP IT, IT HAS FUCK ALL TO DO WITH YOU.THE WORLD DOES'T REVOLVE AROUND LACEY FUCKING DAWSON. I SAID I'M FINE. SO I'M FINE" he yelled. That was the first time he had ever yelled at me and i felt like i wanted to cry.

"FINE FUCK YOU ALEX! FUCK YOU! TO THINK I WAS ACTUALLY IN LOVE WITH A FUCKER LIKE YOU." I stormed out of the bus and leaned agains it falling to the floor, pulled my knees to my chest and wrapped my arms around them and sobbed into my knees, I had never seen him like this, If his anger wasn't aimed at me i might have found it hot but angry Alex was scary. Then i realised i told him i loved him. Shit why did i have to say that!!!

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