It's Time To Give Up.
Jack
Dear Jack,
Ah, my little goofball. The craziest person I've ever met.
Jack, you're so crazy, hyper and wierd. You've kept me smiling for 5 years, and you're always there to make me laugh when I'm about to cry. I've always found it hard being away from you, because that means the smile drops and the demons come out to play.
I remember one lunch time, when everyone at our table was laughing and joking, you looked at me and saw the tear in my eyes. You stood up and said.
"I need to go to the library to get a book for english, Becks, can you help, since you go there allt he time?" That was the first time I ever showed someone the scars on my wrists and thighs, you took me in your arms and let me cry on you, then you took me back to yours because your mum was out of town and I told you everything that was going on at home and about why I self harm. You let me stay at yours that night and you let me cry on you as much as I needed to.
You always went shopping with me when I needed new clothes and you even tried on a dress once, I'll leave a picture of that in this envelope for you. That was one of the times that I remember laughing so much I couldn't breathe properly. You lways knew how to make me smile, Jack.
I'll never forget the first time I met your Mum, you'd already told her about my self harm problem, and she offered to be there for me whenever I needed someone, she's such a lovely person, just like you. I'll miss you both like hell but your lives will go on.
You'll always be my best friend, the one who knows everything about me, you'll always be the goofball that makes me smile more everyday. You're an amazin person, don't let this get you down, alright? You're an amazing guitarist and All Time Low wouldn't be the same without you.
I love you Jacky and I'm sorry. Please, don't forget me.
Ah, my little goofball. The craziest person I've ever met.
Jack, you're so crazy, hyper and wierd. You've kept me smiling for 5 years, and you're always there to make me laugh when I'm about to cry. I've always found it hard being away from you, because that means the smile drops and the demons come out to play.
I remember one lunch time, when everyone at our table was laughing and joking, you looked at me and saw the tear in my eyes. You stood up and said.
"I need to go to the library to get a book for english, Becks, can you help, since you go there allt he time?" That was the first time I ever showed someone the scars on my wrists and thighs, you took me in your arms and let me cry on you, then you took me back to yours because your mum was out of town and I told you everything that was going on at home and about why I self harm. You let me stay at yours that night and you let me cry on you as much as I needed to.
You always went shopping with me when I needed new clothes and you even tried on a dress once, I'll leave a picture of that in this envelope for you. That was one of the times that I remember laughing so much I couldn't breathe properly. You lways knew how to make me smile, Jack.
I'll never forget the first time I met your Mum, you'd already told her about my self harm problem, and she offered to be there for me whenever I needed someone, she's such a lovely person, just like you. I'll miss you both like hell but your lives will go on.
You'll always be my best friend, the one who knows everything about me, you'll always be the goofball that makes me smile more everyday. You're an amazin person, don't let this get you down, alright? You're an amazing guitarist and All Time Low wouldn't be the same without you.
I love you Jacky and I'm sorry. Please, don't forget me.
WHY DID NO ONE COMMENT THIS OMG MY HEART JUST BROKE IN TINI TINY BITS
9/2/14