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It's Time To Give Up.

Rian

Dear Rian,

I think this is one of the hardest ones to write, but let's stay positive, shall we?

Rian, you're one of the kindest most caring people in the world, you have an amazing smile, you give the best hugs and your advice is the best. I just wish I could hug you one last time.

I remember the first day I met you, can you beleive its been 5 years since we first met? I remember it so clearly. Mr Stevens was pairing everyone up in physics and we were the last two names to be called out, I looked at you andyou smiled the most amazing smile, I knew we'd be great friends. I remember we were given the work and neither ofus knew what to do, so you told me your step dad would help us, so I agreed to go to yours after school, I was nervous because I hated meeting peoples parents, but your parents were the nicest people I'd ever met. Your mum's cooking is something I'll always remember. I wish my mum was more like yours, but we don't always get what we wish for, do we?

I also remember when I first went on a date with Tyler, you told me he wasn't good and I should stay away from him. I told you to stop being silly and that I'd be fine. Then 2 months later, when he broke my heart you were still there for me, you never left my side while I cried, and for that I'm so fucking greatful. From then on, I only went out with a guy if you approved. You've been like the big brother I've never had.

Please, tell your family I'll miss them. I'm sorry it's come to this, but I don't know what more to say. I hope you find a girl who'll love you no matter what. You're an amazing person, and whatever you do, don't let this fucking get you down, alright? Don't give up, you're an amazing drummer, All Time Low has been sucessful for years, and it will stay that way.

I love you Ri-Ri, and I'm so sorry. Please, don't forget me.

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