Cross my mind

Jack’s POV
“So have you heard anything about wolves in the town?” Dad asked as he made us a coffee since it was the weekend and dad was going out hunting but I didn’t agree with it in the slightest.
“I’m not going to play your games dad, look I said when we moved here I want out of all of this. I don’t want to be involved anymore. The last time it was completely different but now I don’t want to be that monster anymore.” I said and dad just raised his eyebrow at me.
“Being a Hunter is in your blood Jackie, you can’t back out now.” Dad said and I sighed loudly and I felt completely disgusting about this.
“Please dad, I don’t want to keep on having his argument all the time. I don’t want to be a hunter.” I said as I looked down.
“You know what they did to your mother.” Dad growled.
“Mum walked out of this family because of your bloody obsession with the bloody wolves. Who even fucking cares now about the wolves because it’s getting ridiculous even if there are wolves around they are living in peace with us.” I said and dad just slapped me round the face and I nursed my face as I stared at him.
“Jackie I’m sorry...” Dad started to say but I shook my head and I walked off.
I found myself in these woods and by this beautiful lake when I saw a couple of people messing around in the lake.
I took a couple of steps forwards and I must of step on a twig or something because they all stopped and looked in my direction and one of them started to walk towards me which made me start to panic so I hid behind a tree.
“No point hiding Jack, we saw you hide behind this tree.” A voice said and I sighed and I walked round the tree and it was the boy from school yesterday.
I looked at him since he was shirtless and for a guy the same age as me his body was really toned.
“Keep the dirty thoughts to yourself. Anyway you need to leave the woods.” He said seriously and I frowned at him slightly.
“Who said I was thinking those thoughts. Anyway, I don’t find it fair you know my name but I don’t even know yours.” I said and he chuckled softly.
“Alexander.” He said and he turned round and walked off and I watched him as he went to the other 3 people he was with and he turned round and they all looked at me which made me look down and I walked off and found somewhere else to go.
I managed to find myself by a bridge and I was looking over it as I watched the river flow underneath it.
“You know, standing on a bridge for a long period of time will get people think you are getting ready to jump.” A voice said and I looked and saw Alexander standing next to me the only downside to this was he now had a T-shirt on.
“Don’t think I’ve been living here long enough for anyone to even care.” I said as Alexander stood next to me and lent against the bridge.
“Well you never know.” Alexander said and I looked at him and everything about him was just so good looking.
“Alex.” Someone said and we both looked towards the voice and I saw 2 boys and a girl watching us.
“Never have 3 older siblings because your life will be hell.” Alexander said as he walked off and I watched them walk off again and I sighed loudly to myself as I climbed over the hand rail and just jumped into the water.
I don’t even know what happened but the next thing I knew I was being pulled out the water and I started to cough loudly and I looked and saw Alexander and the 2 boys and girl watching.
“Jesus you fucking crazy or something?” Alexander said as he coughed and sniffed.
I didn’t say anything but I shivered and I felt something being out over my shoulders.
“We need to get him home.” One of the boys said.
“No shit Sherlock.” Alexander said sarcastically.
“Not here okay.” The girl said and I looked at all of them and I felt this strange tension between all of the 4 of them.
“Come on you, let’s get you home. You can walk can’t you?” Alexander said and he helped me to stand up but I felt a bit wobbly so I caught hold of Alexander top for balance.
“Walk with me Sansa.” Alexander said and the girl nodded as Alexander picked me up and his brothers glared at me.
“Your gonna have to tell me where you live.” Alexander said as he walked off with the girl beside him.
I told him my address and I just relaxed and try to understand how he was still really warm considering he jumped into a freezing cold river and I shut my eyes.
“Look all I’m saying is that mama and papa will kill you.” The girl said and Alexander sighed as he looked down.
“Not The conversation to be having now.” Alexander said with a warning tone in his voice and the girl dropped the subject.
The girl knocked on the door and Alexander put on my feet again.
“You okay?” Alexander asked and I nodded my head as the door open.
“What you doing with my son?” Dad asked.
“Think you should be thanking us considering your son jumped off the bridge and we refused him and made sure he didn’t die.” Alexander said.
I looked at Alexander and then back at dad.
“Dad it’s fine. Thanks for rescuing me Alexander.” I said and he smiled.
“Call me Alex.” Alex said as him and the girl turned round and walked off.
I just watched them walk off and dad pulled me inside the house.
“What the fucking hell are you playing at.” Dad said loudly at me which made me flinch away from him.
“What part are you on about? The one where I jumped of a bridge or the fact I was with 2 people who you don’t know and they was kind enough to bring me home and Alex jump of the fucking bridge as well to save me.” I spat as I went to walk up the stairs.
“Jack they aren’t good people.” Dad said which made me sigh loudly as I looked round at him at a glare.
“How the fuck do you know!?” I shouted which took dad by surprise as I never shout at him or at anyone.
“I just do Jackie.” Dad said and I sighed loudly.
“If you keep this up, you are going to push me away just like you did Mum.” I said and I turned round and went upstairs and just crawled into bed and went back to sleep.
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I was at school at the sports field lost inside my head when I looked up and saw Alex and the 2 boys messing around with a football and the girl was no where to be seen until I looked and saw that she was sat next to me.
I couldn’t help notice how beautiful she was.
She had ginger hair but it was almost like a red looking colour, she had beautiful brown eyes and her body was toned like Alex’s.
“You finished checking me out?” The girl asked casually.
“If I was to check out anyone then it would be the 2 guys and Alex you hang around with.” I said and the girl chuckled.
“So you are just like everyone else in this school that eye up my brothers.” The girl said and I looked at her.
“You must get the lads talking I mean you are beautiful.” I said and she smiled as she chuckled softly.
“I might do, but nobody is interested in you when your brothers and buff as anything and all 3 of them display the bad boy attitudes.” The girl said and one of the boys came over.
“Join us Sansa, Rudi is being a dick.” A bit said and the girl looked at me.
“If you ever need anything, either find me or Alex and we’ll help out the best we can.” The girl said and I frowned.
“Sansa.” The girl said as she got up and joined the rest of them as the boy who came over glared at me before he went jogging over and they carried on playing football.
I was sat in English stuck on what I had to do when I looked around at the people in my class and I noticed that Alex was in my class and he looked up and he noticed me looking at he and he stood up and walked over and sat in the seat next to me since it was empty.
“You look stuck.” Alex said and I chuckled softly as I looked at my work.
“Yeah I’m kinda stuck.” I said as I looked at Alex who smiled at me.
“Okay so what are you stuck on then?” Alex asked.
“Like you know the answers.” I said and Alex raised a eyebrow at me.
“Hey, I may look dumb but I’m not that dumb.” Alex said and I just rolled my eyes slightly as I tried to work out my English work.
“So your sister is pretty.” I said and Alex chuckled.
“That girl is dangerous and in Honestly she doesn’t go for guys like you.” Alex said as he looked at me.
“That’s fine because girls don’t float my boat.” I said and Alex looked at me shocked.
“A fellow gay boy and about time too.” Alex said as he sat back in his chair.
“There is no way, I mean to start off with your too pretty.” I said and Alex chuckled as the bell went for the end of the day.
“Just because I have a pretty face doesn’t mean I could be straight.” Alex said quietly as he walked out the room and I just watched him as he walked off and I got my stuff and went for a walk before I went home.
I was sat in my room Facebook stalking Alex and from what I can see him and his brothers and sister was really close and did pretty much everything together.
Someone knocked on the door and I looked up and saw dad leaning against the door frame.
“Going hunting with some of the guys, you coming?” Dad asked and I raised a eyebrow at him.
“Think you should know that answer by now.” I said as I looked back at my laptop and completely ignored whatever dad had to say next.
I heard the front door shut and I sighed loudly as I shut the laptop down and I went downstairs and put my shoes on and I went for a walk.
I managed to find myself in the woods and I was lost since it was dark.
I also knew that dad was out in the woods and I could hear them talking in the woods from a distance.
I heard something growl which made me turned round and I saw a pair of eyes starting at me as they growled and I knew exactly what it was.
“I’m not going to hurt you. I’m just lost.” I said panic setting in.
I heard another growl behind me and I looked and saw another wolf but moved so he was stood in front of me growling at this other wolf.
I had no idea what was going on but I felt someone touch my hand which made me jump and I gasped as I looked at the person and I saw Alex.
“You need to go home Jack.” Alex said seriously and I looked at the two wolves and Alex gently pulled my face round so I could look at him.
“These woods aren’t safe for you Are night, you need to go home.” Alex said more seriously than before.
“I’m lost, I don’t know my way out.” I said panicking about this.
“I’ll take you to the edge of the woods and then you’ll be fine from there.” Alex said and he walked off and I gingerly followed him and we walked in silence until we got to the edge of the woods.
“You’ll be okay now.” Alex said softly and I looked at him and I noticed he didn’t have a shirt on.
Before I could say anything Alex was gone but as I turned round I felt like I was being watched so I quickly went back home.

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