A New Beginning

Getting back to my day-to-day life after putting my brother to rest over the weekend was a bit strange, but how could it not be? I was thankful to get back to my column and write to my heart's content by giving the best advice I could possibly give. Before I knew it, Friday came around and I had made plans to see Alex directly after work. It was past five and I was walking out of the building when I saw him standing by my car. My face lit up as soon as he saw me; I was definitely not expecting this. He flashed his amazing smile and began walking toward me.

"Hey." I said as he wrapped his arms around me.

"Hey. Like your surprise?"

"I love it."

I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him.

“When did ya decide to come to surprise me?"

"This morning, actually. Thought you'd get a kick out of it."

"And I certainly did. Thank you."

"My pleasure."

Pleasure. That sounds so good right about now.

"Want me to follow you or-"

"Harper, the point of this was for me to come to pick you up."

I shook my head. I'm an idiot.

"Of course. That was stupid.”

I placed my head into his chest since I was embarrassed; he laughed.

“Shut up.”

A moment later, I moved and grabbed my bag out of the backseat. I quickly placed my belongings in his car and got inside. As soon as I walked into his apartment, my eyes were set on the couch.

"What do you wanna eat tonight?" I asked.

"I was planning on making sriracha chicken alfredo."

AKA my favorite pasta dish.

I got a little too excited and kissed him, catching him by surprise.

"Sorry about that."

"Don't apologize for a kiss like that or hell, any kiss for that matter."

He pressed his lips to mine and kissed me like there was no tomorrow.

How am I supposed to focus on food now?

"It shouldn't take long." he said, running his hands up and down my back.

I had an inkling that he was feeling the same way that I was.

"Sounds good."

I took a seat on the couch while he got started cooking. About twenty minutes and the sound of a blender later, I heard him get plates and silverware out.

“Anything I can do to help?” I asked, walking to the kitchen.

“Nope. Got this covered. I’ll call you when dinner’s ready.”

"Ok."

I smiled and walked back to the living room. It wasn't that much longer until I heard my name being called. The table was set up beautifully which certainly made me feel special.

“You certainly know how to make a girl feel special.”

He smiled and pulled my chair out for me.

"You are absolutely special."

I blushed and sat down.

"Thank you."

When he finally sat down, I was more than ready to dig in.

"This looks delicious."

"I hope so."

"I'm sure it is."

And with one bite, I knew.

"I was right."

"It's delicious?"

"Yep."

"That was the first time me making it, so that's awesome. I know it's your favorite, so I really didn't wanna mess it up."

The cuteness was overwhelming.

"You get a gold star. I love it, almost as much as I love being with you."

I saw him blush and had to resist kissing him, at least until dinner was over. When we finished eating, I was satisfied and wanted to help him clean up, but he wouldn’t let me.

“Give me a few minutes. I’ll be in.”

I had the recliner out and was relaxed when he walked into the living room.

"What do you think you're doing?" he asked, smirking.

"Just chilling. How about you?"

Laughing, he picked me up and moved me. I crawled into his lap the second he became comfortable.

"You didn't answer my question."

"I guess I'm just enjoying my beautiful girlfriend being on my lap."

His arms wound around my back, holding me tightly, yet securely against his body. I pressed my lips to his own while I pressed my hips into him; I heard him moan into my mouth. Smirking, I pulled away and looked directly into his eyes.

“We’re not watching anything. Are we?” he asked.

“I think you know the answer to that question.”

And with that, we were off the couch and making a beeline to his bedroom. Knowing what position I was interested in trying, I pulled a pillow slightly down the bed before I even started undressing. I turned around to see him without a shirt and I quickly removed mine as he took off his pants, but not as soon as that happened, he whispered into my ear.

“Would you like some help with your bra, Ms. Hennessy?”

“I’d love some help, Mr. Gaskarth.” I said, placing my hands on his chest.

I turned around so he could unclasp my bra.

Freedom.

“I have an idea.” I stated.

“And what would that be?”

“Let me get on the bed and I’ll tell ya.”

“I like the sound of that.”

I turned around to see that the pillow was where I wanted it to be before I climbed onto the bed, placing my ass on the pillow. He grabbed a condom and put it on while I described the sex position. My bent knees were pried apart as he came toward my body and close to my entrance. His palms were pressed into my pillow while I placed my hands on his shoulders and locked my legs around his waist; I also locked my feet as he slowly entered me.

"Alex." I gasped.

He looked into my eyes and could see the lust in his eyes; it was ever apparent. I grasped onto his shoulders tighter as his thrusts kept getting faster and harder.

“Harper.” he grunted.

He never looked hotter until this very moment and it drove me crazy. I moved my head up slowly as he moved his closer to me and kissed me quite hungrily. When I was on the verge of an orgasm, my thighs started to quiver and Alex was having trouble keeping his arms straight, so I knew he was close as well.

“Oh my God. I’m-” I moaned.

The second I came, I unraveled my legs and relaxed into the mattress. He followed suit, gently collapsing onto me with his head in between my breasts.

“That was fucking amazing.” he panted.

“Tell me about it."

"I love your boobs. Have I told ya that, yet?"

"Yeah. Once or twice." I said, laughing.

He lifted his head up and kissed me. I continued to smile after we kissed; I was perfectly happy.

“Are you happy? Because I’m so fucking happy.” I asked.

“I’m absolutely happy.”

I flipped us over so I was able to lay my head in the crook of his neck. I felt his hand travel down to my pussy and rub me.

“Fuck.” I moaned into his neck.

It wasn’t long before I bit down and he groaned. Two fingers entered me and began pumping in and out.

“Alex.”

“Feel good?”

I continued to moan into his neck.

“That’s what I thought.”

I couldn’t even look up at him; I was in that much pleasure. He then slipped those fingers out and began rolling my clit between his thumb and index finger. I put pressure on the mattress as I was on the verge of an orgasm.

“I’m-”

“I know.”

I came hard and collapsed into him.

“You taste so fucking good. Don’t forget that.” he said, licking my cum off his fingers.

Once he was done, I kissed him and smiled.

"You are too much." I said, running my hands through his hair.

"I think you're the one who's too much. You took a bite out of me."

I couldn't help but laugh.

"Take that as a compliment. If I didn’t enjoy that, you wouldn’t have a bite mark.”

“You also enjoy marking your territory?”

“I guess you could say that.”

“Damn, woman.” he laughed.

I laughed again.

"I'll be back." I said, getting out of bed.

"Where you going?" he whined.

"I need to pee. I'll be back." I said, not turning around.

I heard him groan which caused me to shake my head. I came back to see him in the same position, but with his eyes closed. I cuddled up to him and placed my head on his chest; my eyes shut quickly as I felt his arm wrap around me. I woke to an empty bed which caused me to pout; now, who's acting like a baby? I laid on my stomach and faced the door, placing my head on my arms and waited for Alex to come back.

"Did somebody miss me?" he said in a baby voice.

I gave him a pouty look and I received a smirk and a smack to my ass before he laid down beside me.

“What was that for?” I said in shock.

I wasn’t going to complain, though.

“Don’t act like you didn’t like that.”

I looked away for a second then turned back and kissed him.

“You still didn’t answer me.” I said against his lips.

"Does there need to be a reason?"

Smartass.

"Yes, Alex." I replied, giving him a look.

“I couldn’t help myself. I love your ass.”

“You’re ridiculous.”

“You want another smack to your ass?” he asked rather roughly.

Out of the two times we’ve been intimate, he had never spoken this way to me, but I actually love it.

“What if I said yes?” I asked seductively.

I sat upright and stood up once I got off the bed; I began walking away to see what his reaction would be. I heard him get off the bed and quickly grab me by the waist and toss me onto the bed.

“How hard?” he asked, towering over me.

“As hard as you can.”

He moved away from me, so I could get on my knees.

“Are you sure?”

“Absolutely.”

My hips were swiftly lifted up as soon as I was on my knees, catching me by surprise; just a couple seconds later, he smacked my ass even harder which I loved and caused me to moan. When I started to move, he pushed me down onto the bed.

“Sorry I tried to move.”

Here’s a little thing I forgot to mention; Alex and I discussed what each of us was interested in when it came to sex on the day we first had sex together. Let’s just say, we’re into pretty damn kinky things in and out of the bedroom.

“I hope so.” he growled.

“I am. I promise.”

You think after all the shit that happened with Kyle, I’d be more dominant, but I tend to take a submissive role in these type of instances.

"Glad to hear that. Now, don't try to move again. I'll be right back." he said directly into my ear.

"Ok." I mumbled.

"What was that?" he growled.

He pressed a hand on my back, keeping me in place.

"Ok." I said clearly.

"Good girl."

My heart raced as I waited for him to come back from getting whatever he left for; I didn’t bother moving because I had no idea what my punishment would be for doing so, but I can’t say that I wasn’t tempted.

“Are your eyes closed?” he asked, walking toward the bed.

“Yes.”

“You better not be lying.”

“I’m not.”

“Keep ‘em closed.”

I did as I felt him pull my arms backward and take hold of my wrists. He kept my hands together as he placed restraints on me rather tightly.

“Is this too tight?”

We obviously have rules and one is all about safety. If someone is uncomfortable or in too much pain, we let that person know.

“It’s perfect.”

“Good.” he said, kissing my cheek.

I could only imagine what was going to happen next...well, I had some idea about what would happen next. He helped me get up so I was on my knees.

"Turn to your left."

His cock was right in front of my face just begging to be sucked; luckily, I had experience giving a blowjob a few times like this before. I opened my mouth and enveloped him with Alex quickly taking hold of my long hair; my tongue hit the tip immediately.

“Fuck.”

I moved back and forth slowly a few times then wrapped my tongue around his cock and heard one more moan before he began pushing forward himself, fucking my mouth; this was something I had no control of whatsoever unless I resisted which would be difficult.

“Harper.” he said, stopping.

I knew he was close, so I resumed on my own and within seconds, he came and shot a load down my throat. When I was done, I removed my mouth and took a couple of breaths. He kneeled to my level and smiled.

“Ya know, you have a little bit of cum on the left side of your mouth.”

I moved my tongue to that side of my mouth and licked it clean.

“Can you take these off me now?”

“I’m not sure I want to yet.” he said, smirking.

I was a little irritated but aroused at the same time; I was beginning to throb.

“What do you mean by that?”

I was getting bold and I was slightly afraid of the consequences. He then took hold of my face and pressed his forehead against mine.

“Are you really questioning my actions?” he asked, grabbing hold of my face.

I didn’t know how to respond.

“Are you?!”

“No. Of course not.”

Alex smirked again then let go and kissed me. I would’ve loved to grab hold of his face, but that was literally impossible and completely frustrated me. Fuck, I had such a desire and need to touch him. Pulling away, I ached even more and heck, I could feel how wet I truly was. I must've looked pathetic as he looked straight into my eyes.

"Do you really want these off?"

"Yes."

"Yes, what?"

"Yes, please."

He climbed onto the bed and untied my restraints and tossed them across the room. Now, if he could only take care of my needs because I'm dying here. He spun me around and kissed me again, pulling me into his lap where I knew I had full access to him. His arms wrapped on my torso while mine went around his neck, and I added tongue, not caring if there were any consequences; turns out, there wasn't a single one as he added tongue. Alex is clearly as hungry for me, if not hungrier than I am for him.

"I need you... badly." I said after a few minutes.

"I need you, too."

Alex’s eyes were nearly black with pleasure. I got off his lap and went to grab a condom out of the nightstand. He slipped it on and I got into position. I pushed him down and he slightly bent his knees after placing a leg in between my own legs. I had one hand supporting while the other was bent on his chest. He placed his hands on my ass once he was inside me. I shut my eyes as I was in heaven already.

“I had no idea you were this wet.” he stated, pausing.

“Yeah.” I said breathlessly.

I wasn’t in a huge mood for talking; I just wanted to have sex.

“Fuck me.”

Instead of answering me, he continued moving in and out of me. The fact that our ‘session’ was lovely, even though I enjoyed it; I love vanilla sex equally. Instead of squeezing my ass, he caressed my it and it felt so nice. I kissed him tenderly as he gently thrust in and out of my pussy.

“Alex.” I moaned softly.

“Harper.”

I was so close and wanted to bury my head into his neck. When I came, I let out one last moan and dropped my head. Just two seconds later, he orgasmed and relaxed. I looked into his eyes and smiled as he did the same. The second he pulled out, I moved off his lap and sat down beside him.

"How you feelin'? That was our first time doing anything like that together, after all." he asked.

It's always good to have a conversation after a BDSM session, to see how each other feels afterward.

"Amazing. Seeing you like that turned me on so much, like you wouldn't believe."

"It wasn't too rough. Was it?"

He's so sweet.

"No. My pussy was aching terribly and incredibly wet, but that just meant I wanted you more than I have ever wanted before."

"I love the sound of that."

"How about you?"

"I was a little worried that I'd really hurt you, but I'm relieved you're fine and that seeing you submissive truly turned me on. Any other time, I enjoy seeing you dominant, but in this case..."

He took his hand in mine which caused me to smile and feel secure. I have never felt this comfortable and safe with someone in quite a while.

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