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Tough Lover

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Jack’s POV
I just stood there stunned to the fact Alex just slapped me really hard.
“Do I dare ask what that was about and why you was slapped by Alex?” Rana said and I sighed as I went to get my coat and put it on.
“Alex wants us to go public and that I grow the balls to ask him out, but I said to him that they will find out his past. I just wanted to protect him.” I said as I looked down.
“Look you need to grow some balls and ask him out because that boy literally worships your ass and thinks the sun shines out your asshole and you exactly the same to him. As for his past yeah so what he hasn’t had the best of past but that shouldn’t matter to you Jack, you need to show that boy that you are willing to do anything for him and you don’t give a shit about his past.” Rana said and I sighed.
“Alex probably thinks that you are still hung up on Sam.” Rana said and I looked at her and knew she was right.
“But I’m not though. The only person I want to be with is Alex.” I said as Rana walked over and slapped a cold towel on my cheek.
“Ow bitch that hurt.” I said and Rana smiled sarcastically at me.
“You fucking deserved it okay and the fucking cold towel on the cheek.” Rana said as she put her coat back on.
“Come on you complete wank stain let go find Alex.” Rana said and I frowned at her.
“Hey you should be standing beside me since Alex was the one who slapped me round the face.” I said and Rana glared at me.
“That boy has been through hell and all he want you to do was love him! You might as well just fucking threw him away by the words you didn’t say to him.” Rana said loudly and I knew she was right this time round.
“Now get you ass out there looking for him before I fucking slap you as well.” Rana said seriously and I looked down and walked in front of her feeling like a child being told off by Rana.
After 2 hours we still haven’t found Alex.
“Where the fuck can he be?” Rana asked and I turned round and went to the club.
I walked inside and went straight to the bar where Alec turned round and frowned at me and then he looked at Rana and smiled.
“Has Alex been here.” I asked and Alec shrugged his shoulders.
“Maybe, maybe not. But why the fuck should I tell you where he is.” Alec said and I looked down.
“Alec do tell him.” Ness said from beside me.
“Why, the bastard clearly doesn’t love him.” Alec spat as he cleaned a glass.
“That’s not true, I do love him.” I said seriously.
“Fine, But don’t let Alex know I told you his hiding spot. The abandoned building on 10th street. He’ll be on the 20th floor.” Alec said and I frowned at him.
“Hey think of it this way, if he jumps he’s dead and you’ll never get to say how you love him and that will haunt you for the rest of your life or you’ll get to him in time and you can play happy families. Yaaay.” Alex said seriously but said the yay part sarcastically as he went off to deal with customers.
I walked off and went to the abandoned building.
I got to the floor where Alec said Alex would be and I found him sat on the edge where there used to be windows.
“Lex.” I said as I walked over but kept my distance.
“Why are you here?” Alex sniffed as I walked over and sat next to him.
“Because I want to tell you that I love you.” I said and Alex scoffed as he looked at me and you could see he had been crying.
“You can’t fucking love me. I’m a fucking street rat remember, you fancy people don’t love people like me.” Alex spat as he looked away and looked at the view.
“That’s not true Alex, I do love you and I don’t see you as a street kid.” I said and Alex shook his head as he looked down.
“Yet you are too scared to ask me out and you still care about Sam So why would you care for someone like me.” Alex said and I stood up and pulled Alex back from the ledge and I sat on him as I pinned his arms above his head and I ignored him squirming underneath me.
“I do care about you Alex! I fucking love you okay, I have never loved Sam as much as I love you! If I lost you it would break me, you fucking hear me I would be heartbroken if I lost you! I don’t care You was on the streets, I don’t care about your past, all I care about is us being together. Can’t you bloody see how much I love you!” I said loudly as I looked deep in Alex’s eyes.
“I want you Alex and I only want you Lex.” I said softly and Alex shook his head.
“You’re lying.” Alex whispered and I lent down and kissed him and Alex didn’t return it to start off with but he soon returned the kiss.
“I’m not lying Lex, I would never lie to you.” I whispered as I kissed Alex again which he returned.
“Please come home with me.” I said quietly and Alex looked away from me.
“Would you still want me to come home with you when I tell you I slept with someone.” Alex whispered and I let go of his hands and I shook my head.
“I slept with someone Jack.” Alex said a little louder and I moved as I stood up and walked away from him.
“So do you want me to come home with you?” Alex asked more seriously and I turned round to look at him and he was stood up.
“Do you want a slut like me to go home with you.” Alex said a bit louder.
“Yes.” I said and that shocked Alex.
“I want you to come home with me because I know you are off your face and you would never of dreamed of sleeping with somebody who wasn’t me.” I said and Alex chuckled slightly.
“I’m not off my titties sweetheart.” Alex spat and I felt someone hold my hand and I looked to see Rana looking at me.
“If he wants to stay here then let him.” Rana said quietly but I ignored her.
I walked over to Alex and made him look at me.
“I still love you, and I still would like you to come home with me.” I said and Alex looked down and I slipped my hand into his.
“I want to tell the world about you. But first you need to rest and get better.” I said softly and Alex looked away slightly.
I made Alex look at me and I kissed him.
Alex just shrugged his shoulders and I led him home and we didn’t say a word to each other.
When we got home Rana went straight upstairs and it left me and Alex alone.
“I’ll have the sofa.” Alex whispered as he walked over to the sofa and got himself comfy and I walked over and sat beside him.
“Come to bed.” I said and Alex looked at me.
“What part of I slept with another man don’t you fucking understand.” Alex spat.
“We’re not even together Alex, why would it bother me?” I said and Alex just shook his head and got comfy for the night.
“Lex please don’t shut me away like this.” I said as I put a hand on Alex’s leg and I was waiting for him to move it away but he didn’t.
“I’ll wait for the both of us to calm down before I ask you, but my bedroom door is open if you change your mind about sleeping on the sofa.” I said as I got up and went upstairs to my room and I just collapsed onto the bed since it was 4 in the morning.
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I woke up to find that Alex had at some point come up and joined me in bed but he had his back to me and he was softly snoring which made me smile as I rolled over and cuddled into his back which made Alex sigh loudly as I felt him search for my hand and linked his hand with mine which made me smile as I moved a little closer to him and I kissed the back of his neck.
“I’m sorry.” Alex whispered and I smiled as I kissed his shoulder as I rested my chin on his shoulder.
“I forgive you.” I said quietly a d Alex rolled onto his back and looked at me as he messed with my stubble.
“How? If I was in your shoes I would never forgive me.” Alex said and I smiled at him as I lent down and kissed him.
“Well it’s a good thing that you aren’t in my shoes. Also I believe we weren’t together yesterday but I was wondering if as off today you never sleep with anyone but me.” I said and Alex smiled as he kissed me a bit harder as I moved so I was above him.
I pulled back and looked at Alex who smiled at me.
“Is that a yes?” I asked which made Alex nod as he pulled my head back down towards him and I pulled the covers over us as Alex giggled as I pulled him down the bed a little more.
I lead there and watched Alex sleep and I smiled to myself as I gently moved and pulled the covers over Alex’s naked body and I gently climbed out of bed and put some shorts on and I went downstairs.
I got downstairs where Rana was eating some lunch.
“Christ I’ve forgotten how loud you was during sex. Although I think Alex maybe louder.” Rana said and I rolled my eyes as I made myself a coffee.
“And I forgot you was here.” I said as I turned round and lent against the side as I drank my coffee.
“And I love you too bro.” Rana said sarcastically.
I walked over and sat next to her round the island.
“I’m going back tomorrow so please don’t fuck him until I’m gone please. That is one thing nobody should hear.” Rana said and I chuckled as Rana looked at me.
“Oh yay then we really can fuck wherever we want.” A voice said and I turned round and saw Alex wrapped in the duvet walking over and lent beside me as he helped himself to my coffee.
“Please say you have clothes or at least pants under there.” Rana said and Alex smirked at her.
“Wanna look?” Alex asked and Rana shook her head.
“Nope you can leave it for Jack to see.” Rana said as she got up and left me and Alex alone.
I pulled Alex to my side and Alex smiled at me which I returned.
“So I think Rana heard us.” I said and Alex chuckled as he sat in Rana seat.
“Fucks aren’t really given.” Alex said bluntly which made me smile.
“I’m going to have a shower as I smell.” Alex said as he stood up and kissed me which I returned.
“Want me to join?” I asked and Alex shook his head.
“I think I know how to shower myself.” Alex said as he walked off and I just watched him and smiled to myself as I got my coffee and went to the sitting room and sat with Rana.
“You happy now you have your guy?” Rana asked and I nodded.
“I didn’t think he felt the same to be honest.” I said quietly and Rana scoffed.
“Dude, you are so fucking blind.” Rana said as she rolled her eyes.
“Well I don’t have my glasses on or my contacts in my eyes so yeah technically I am blind.” I said and Rana chuckled quietly.
“That boy looks at you the same way you look at him. Just don’t fuck this up mister and I don’t want you to be crying down the phone saying he has dumped your sorry ass.” Rana said and someone cleared there throat and we both looked and saw Alex wearing one of Rana skirts.
“You wearing my skirt?” Rana asked and looking down as he swung his hips.
“Yep, May I say I might ha e to start wearing skirts and my balls have never been this free before and it’s also very breezy on the rest of my bits.” Alex said and Rana looked at me.
“Well we can tell he’s your boyfriend can’t we.” Rana said and I chuckled as I watched Alex walk outside.
“All about easy access.” I said and Rana playfully gagged.
“Come on you not saying that little Ricky doesn’t think the same when you wear the skirts.” I said and Rana smirked at me.
“Even if he was thinking it, he wouldn’t say it but he just fucks me over the kitchen table.” Rana said and I shook my head.
“I did not even want to know what you and your husband does.” I said and Rana smirked at me and I just rolled my eyes as Rana phone went off.
“My ride is here.” Rana said and Alex came back inside and seems to be having a good time wearing Rana skirt.
“You look after him and make sure he doesn’t get into any trouble.” Rana said as she pulled me into a hug which I returned and she pulled back and kissed my cheek.
“You want the skirt back?” Alex asked and Rana chuckled.
“Na you can have it anyway, you look better in it anyway. Look after this dumbass for me.” Rana said and Alex smiled as he stood next to me as I wrapped my arm round him which made Alex smile.
“I’ll keep an eye on him and then make sure he doesn’t do stupid stuff.” Rana said to Alex and he looked at me and smiled which I returned.
“So you know the dates you both are coming for the party, if not I’ll message you Jack.” Rana said and I smiled as I nodded.
“Better if you did message me as we both know what I’m like.” I said and Rana smiled as she got her suitcase and walked out the house and as soon as the door was shut I pulled Alex so he was in front of me and kissed him hard as I picked him up and sat him on the island top as I pulled the skirt up and Alex pulled my bottoms down.
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“I’m going back to work.” Alex said as he sat next to me on the sofa and cuddled into my side as I put a film on for us to watch.
“Your ribs okay for you too do that?” I asked and Alex looked at me.
“The way I think of it is that I can have sex and they don’t complain that much so there for I’m good to go back to work.” Alex said and I nodded at him.
“Your not even going to argue about it?” Alex asked as he sat away from me and looked at me.
“Well you’re a stubborn bastard, so what I say about about you going back to work is going to fall on deaf ears so I might as well lean to pick my battles.” I said as I got comfy and I could feel Alex frown at me.
“But I will come to work with you and bring you back from work.” I said and I sat forward and took my contacts out and replaced them with my glasses.
“That’s fine with me.” Alex said as he looked at me.
“I feel you staring.” I said as I looked at him.
“You should wear your glasses more often.” Alex said and I chuckled.
“This look is reserved for outside of the office.” I said and Alex smiled at me.
“Is it because it gives you a baby face.” Alex said as he playfully pinched my cheeks.
“Exactly.” I said and Alex chuckled as he cuddled back into my side where we watched this film.
Alex was in the shower while I was busy sorting some clothes out and I found some stuff of what was Sam.
I walked out the room and went downstairs where I went to a cupboard and got a big bag and went back to my room where Alex was out of the shower and was sat on the bed looking at the pictures I had on the bed.
“I was just going to go and throw all this out.” I said and Alex jumped and looked at me as he put the photo down and picked another one up and looked at it.
“He’s handsome, I’ll give the cunt that.” Alex said and I chuckled as I looked through the box me and Sam had put together.
“But he does look like a cunt.” Alex said as he put the photo back on the pile and he rolled onto his front and looked at the stuff I had put out on the bed.
“Shut up, there is no way you saw these guys in concert, they rarely do any gigs and you got to go and see them and even went back stage.” Alex said as he looked at the picture and the ticket.
“Yep we saw them.” I said sadly and Alex looked at me.
“Just because Sam ruined most of these good times, you shouldn’t let the memories you got of it be ruined by cunt face.” Alex said as he put the stuff in the box as he moved again and sat on my lap.
“Anyway, you got me how to make new memories with.” Alex whispered as he kissed me which I returned as I stood up with Alex and turned around I placed Alex on the bed and I smiled at him which Alex returned.
“Yeah I do.” I whispered as I kissed Alex as I removed the towel from him.

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