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Tough Lover

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Jack’s POV

I walked into the A&E department and looked for Alex.
“Excuse me.” I said to a nurse and she stopped and looked at me.
“I’m looking for my partner, his name is Alex Gaskarth.” I said and the nurse smiled as she walked over to the computer.
“Jack?” I heard someone say and I turned round and saw Alex’s boss Ness.
“Hey, don’t worry about looking him up I’ve found someone who would of stayed with Alex.” I said to the nurse and she nodded as she walked off.
“Where is he? What happened?” I asked and Ness chuckled as she pulled me into a hug which I returned.
“Okay just breathe. Alex is currently having a X-ray.” Ness said and I let go of Ness and stepped back as I looked a her.
“What happened?” I asked quietly.
“I don’t know. One of my girls found him but he has taken a beating Jack and god knows what else has happened.” Ness said and I ran my hands through my hair.
“You’ve got cameras outside right?” I asked and Ness nodded.
“Of course I do, but you know Alex sometimes his mouth does tend to runaway from him especially if someone says anything to someone he cares about.” Ness said and I nodded as I looked round to see if Alex was anywhere.
“He’s going to be okay Jack. This isn’t the first time this has happened to Alex, but this time round he has you to help him get better.” Ness said and I looked at her.
“Look out of all the people I have working for me Alex has always been the one I’ve worry the most about. I mean when he first started working for me I never knew he also worked the streets. It wasn’t until one of the lads told me he saw Alex working the streets that I realized that Alex needed help. I take it Alex never has told you he used drugs.” Ness said and I frowned at her.
“I’ve read what is wrong with Alex but he hasn’t told me about the drugs. I mean I’ve kinda guessed since he has needle scars on his arms but I wasn’t going to ask questions about it.” I said and Ness smiled at me.
“He’s a lovely lad once you get his trust, but I think you’re half way there already. You being here is going to proof Alex that you are a good one and that you’re not going to leave him which is what Alex needs in his life.” Ness said and I smiled as I saw Alex getting put back in the bay he was in and I looked at Ness.
“I’ll leave you with him.” Ness said as she walked off and I went over to Alex.

“Is he okay?” I asked the nurse who jumped as she looked at me.
“I’m sorry but I can’t tell you that information.” The nurse said and I frowned at her.
“I’m his partner, you’ve got to tell me something. I’ve only just got here and I’ve been worried out of my mind about this.” I said and the nurse smiled sadly at me.
“I’m sorry sir I’ve just been told to bring him back here. I’m sure someone will be here to check on him soon and give you The information you need.” The nurse said as she walked off and I sighed loudly as I pulled the chair closer to Alex and I caught hold of his hand as I rested my chin on the bed.
“What the fuck have you been up too.” I said quietly as I moved my head and I moved some hair from Alex’s face.
Alex had a big cut on his forehead as well as a black eye forming and god knows what else under the thin blanket and hospital gown.
Alex groaned quietly as he opened his eyes and he looked at me and I smiled at him which Alex returned.
“What have you been up too Lex?” I asked quietly and Alex looked down.
“I got jumped by a load of guys as I walked home.” Alex said as I tear rolled down his cheek and I reached over and gently wiped the tear away.
“Why didn’t you call me, I would of come and picked you up.” I said softly.
“I didn’t want to annoy you with your sister.” Alex said and I smiled sadly at him.
“That wouldn’t of bothered me in the slightest. I would rather be picking you up than you getting the same beating as you did tonight.” I said and Alex looked down but I made him look at me as I stood up and lent down so I could kiss him which Alex returned.
“I’ve been worried about you.” I said quietly as I sat down and caught hold of Alex’s hand and Alex looked at me.
“I’ll be fine, nothing to worry about.” Alex said and I rolled my eyes at him.
“But I’m going to be worried, can’t help but be worried about the stuff you do.” I said and Alex smiled at me.
“Anyway, I needed to get away from Rana there’s only so much of my sister I can put up with before I want to kill her.” I said and Alex chuckled quietly.

Alex had fallen asleep again and I was falling asleep when the doctor showed up and I looked at Alex and I gently shook him but Alex wasn’t going to wake up.
“Don’t worry about waking him up.” The doctor said said and I smiled as I looked at the doctor.
“Is my partner okay?” I asked and the doctor nodded.
“Alexander has some minor injuries on his face but he has got some bruised ribs and a possible cracked ribs as well.” The doctor said and I nodded as I looked at Alex.
“Do you know any of Alexander’s background?” The doctor asked.
“We haven’t been together that long so I just know the basics about him.” I said as I messed with Alex’s hair.
“Okay, do you know if Alexander takes medication or has a history of drugs?” The doctor asked and I was at a loss here.
“I take medication for schizoaffective disorder and I have a history of drugs.” Alex said sleepily and we both looked at him and Alex hissed loudly as he sat up and I got his a glass of water and passed it to him which Alex took.
“Okay, how long have you been sober for?” The doctor asked and Alex thought about for a second before he answered.
“I’ve been sober for 2 years and I was also diagnosed with schizoaffective for about the same amount of time.” Alex said as he looked at me to see if there was any changes in my facial expression, other than shocked my facial expression stayed the same and Alex then looked at the doctor.
“Okay, do you want to have strong painkillers or you going to be okay.” The doctor said and Alex shook his head.
“I don’t need painkillers thanks.” Alex said and the doctor looked at me and I shrugged my shoulders.
“Okay, we’ll be keeping you in over night and then if your okay in the morning then you’ll be allowed to go home.” The doctor said and he left us alone.
“I know I’m a fuck up, if your going to leave please do it when I’m asleep.” Alex said and I smiled at him as I kissed him.
“The main thing is that you are sober okay. We’ll talk more about this when we get home alright. Get some sleep.” I said quietly as I caught hold of Alex’s hand and messed with his hands as he fell asleep.

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“Please throw these out Jack.” Alex said as he pushed a load of strong painkillers towards me.
“I’ll do that but you need to explain to me why.” I said as Rana walked into the kitchen and Alex just watched her like a hawk.
“Rana, take these somewhere and throw them out.” I said as I pushed the painkillers towards Rana and she picked them up and frowned.
“But he needs them.” Rana said and Alex sighed loudly.
“Not if I’m a recovering drug addict I don’t.” Alex said as he walked out of the kitchen and went to the sitting room and sat on the sofa.
“You never told me this!” Rana whispered.
“That’s because I didn’t know until last night, now please get rid of the painkillers please.” I whispered back as I went back to Alex.

I walked over and sat next to Alex and I put my hand on his knee which made Alex jump and look at me as he winced slightly.
“I guessed that you must of been on something as I’ve seen the scars on you elbows.” I said softly and Alex looked down.
“It was dark times okay, I had nobody and I was on the streets selling myself like a cheap whore. I had nothing.” Alex said as he sniffed.
“You don’t have to explain to me okay, I understand how dark things must of gotten for you and that was your only escape from everything.” I said softly and Alex looked at me and smiled sadly.
“I can’t have them painkillers in the house, it’s bad enough with my medication and some days I really want to relapse but I can’t because I promised myself I wouldn’t do that to you.” Alex said quietly and I moved closer to him and I gently pulled him towards me being careful of his ribs.
“Just keep that promise for me and the rest we can cope with okay.” I said as I kissed the top of his head.
“Ness is aware of what’s going on and she said that you can take as much time off as you need to.” I said and Alex nodded as he moved so I could stand up.
“Do you want anything?” I asked and Alex shook his head as he got himself as comfortable as he could.
I smiled to myself as I went to my office and did some work while I had some peace from Rana.

When I walked out of my office 2 hours later I was shocked when I found Rana sat on the sofa next to Alex getting to know him since Alex did make it clear in his body language he was uncomfortable being around Rana.
“Honestly Jack is a good little egg, I know you don’t feel comfortable around me but believe me when I say he is a good person and will do everything he can to make sure you are going to be okay.” Rana said and I couldn’t help but smile.
“If there is anything you need to know about my brother and that’s he is good at picking out the good ones, yes I will admit to begin with Sam was good but then he showed his true colours. Yes you are a little bit broken but that won’t make Jack love you any less.” Rana said a d Alex looked at her.
“I can’t put him though all this shit, it isn’t fair on him.” Alex said quietly.
“It takes a lot for Jack to loose his shit and for him to turn around and say he can’t cope with you. Trust me you couldn’t of found a kinder person than Jack.” Rana said and Alex looked down.
“If it makes you feel any better, my husband was in the same boat as you but he was much more worse for wear than you. To begin with Jack gave me a hard time because like Jack I’ve got money and my husband was the sort of person to use me for my money and Jack gave me a hard time for it. I had to go away for work for 2 months so my husband stayed here with Jack and honestly if it wasn’t for Jack saving his life then I wouldn’t have my husband. I owe Jack everything because of what he did and he can cope and be the anchor to your ship.” Rana said and Alex looked up and saw me which made him smile as Rana turned round.
“So you do speak nice things about me.” I said and Rana chuckled as she stood up and walked over to me.
“You better look after him.” Rana said quietly and I looked at Alex who was now playing a game on the Xbox.
“I’m planning on doing that.” I said quietly as I walked over to the sofa and sat next to Alex who looked at me and smiled.

I let Alex have some space so I was cooking in the kitchen when I felt a pair of arms wrap round me and I looked down to see Alex’s arms around me.
“You okay?” I asked softly as I put my hand over Alex’s hands.
“Yeah, just wanted a hug. Haven’t seen much of you today.” Alex said softly and I turned round to pull him more into a hug which Alex allowed and he rested his head on my shoulder.
Alex pulled back and looked at me.
“You don’t want to throw me out will you?” Alex asked quietly and I cupped his face and I kissed him which Alex returned.
“I don’t ever want to throw you out because of what has happened in the past. You’ve got to think about the future now.” I said and Alex smiled as I kissed him again.
“Jesus Christ get a room.” Rana said and I rolled my eyes as I wrapped my arm round Alex and pulled him close to me and I rested my chin on his shoulder.
“My house, anyway you are exactly the same with Ricky.” I said and Rana rolled her eyes as she helped herself to some wine.
“Okay you have a point. Anyway can you not do anything on the counter while I’m here as I happen to eat round the island.” Rana said and I chuckled as Alex looked at me with a smirk.
“You two are disgusting.” Rana said as she had a mouthful of wine.
“Don’t pretend your all innocent because I know your not.” I said as I went back to cooking while Alex got himself and me a glass of wine.
“At least I don’t do it when I have guest round.” Rana said and I looked at her and frowned as Alex handed me the glass.
“Now that’s bullshit.” I said as I looked at Alex who was walking off towards the sitting room and he sat on the sofa enjoying the wine Rana had opened.
“Psst.” Rana said and I turned round and looked at her.
“Have you two actually done it yet?” Rana whispered and I frowned at her.
“I’m not telling you that. There’s some things I don’t want to share, mine and Alex’s sex life is something I don’t want to discuss.” I said and Rana smirked at me.
“You haven’t done it with him yet have you.” Rana said quietly.
“Your brothers dick has been in my ass and gave me a fucking good time so there is the answer to your question about our sex life. Now is there anything else you want to know or can we eat without you sticking your nose in.” Alex said bluntly as he lent against the island with his ass stuck out and I walked over to get the plates and I playfully slapped Alex’s ass which made him look at me with a smirk.
I got myself some food and Alex and Rana did the same and after that we sat down and watched a film.

I was watching Alex undress in our room and Alex turned round and smiled shyly at me as he walked over to the bed where he crawled up the bed and sat on my lap.
“How long is your sister here for?” Alex asked quietly as he undone my buttons on my shirt.
“Hopefully she is only here for another week and then she’ll leave us alone.” I said as Alex pushed my shirt of my shoulders and he started to trace his finger gently over my tattoo which made me smile.
“Good because I’m fed up being on edge with her all the time.” Alex said quietly.
“You don’t have to be, her nose gets the better of her.” I said and Alex smiled slightly.
“Was you close to your brother?” Alex asked quietly.
“Yeah, all 3 of us was close.” I said quietly as I looked down and Alex made me look at him as he lent forward and kissed me softly.
“It must of been hard.” Alex whispered as he kissed along my jaw line.
“Let’s not talk about them.” I said as I rolled us over so Alex was under me which made Alex giggle as I lent down and kissed him.

“You have to be quiet okay. Can’t let Rana hear what only I’m allowed to hear.” I said and Alex smiled as he worked on taking my jeans off.

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