After I had finished the impossible task of putting on skinny jeans after a shower, I pulled a black t-shirt over my lanky body and made my way downstairs. The growing smell of bacon spread a smile across my face. I made my way into the kitchen, spotting Alex flipping some bacon over the cooker. I wrapped my arms around his waist, at first he tensed then loosened off when he realised it was me. I held my chin up in the crook of his neck, "You didn't have to do this." I said, nuzzling my nose into his stubbly cheek.
"Well I'm hungry as fuck so I presume you are to?" I nodded and he squired as my hair tickled his cheek. God he is adorable. "Well then yes, I did have to. I also went shopping because everything was out of date, even if they were in date it would have been pop tarts or pizza rolls.
I chuckled, "Yeah I can't cook." I said letting out a breathy laugh.
"You're cute." He said. I counted my lucky stars he couldn't see my scarlet face.
"That's you." I said nuzzling my nose into the dip in his collar-bone.
"Go sit down, it's ready." I obeyed him, sitting down at the white, wooden dining table. He lay a black porcelain plate filled with bacon, eggs and two pieces of buttered toast in front of me.
"Thank youuu." I said dragging out the 'u'.
"No problem beautiful." He said ruffling my hair.
I batted his hand away, "Get off!" I exclaimed, my face burning red again.
"Aw you're blushing!" Alex said grinning smugly.
"Fuck you!" I shouted before shoved a forkful of bacon and egg in my mouth.

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"So when was the last time you... er... cut?" I said, my voice shaking with nervousness.
"A month." Alex said, busying himself by twiddling his thumbs.
"That amazing Alex, I'm proud of you." I said smiling at him.
He looked up at me, a frown spread across his perfect face. "No, amazing would be if I hadn't cut in the first place."
"No Alex. I mean yes not cutting at all would be great but that fact you know what it's like to cut. The fact you know how addicting it is, how you know how good it feels and how addicting a blade can be and yet you've not done it for what? Thirty days. Now that Alex is amazing." Alex locked eyes with me, his brown eyes teary and his red lips pressed into a broken smile.
"Shh, Alex, come here." I pressed him to my chest, playing with his caramel hair. He sobbed into my t-shirt, soaking the black cotton. I didn't really mind, in fact having him so close to me sent tingles down my spine and set off butterflies in my stomach. Once he stopped crying he looked up at me and pressed his lips to mine. I propped myself up on my elbows as Alex's knees snaked across each side of my crotch. He gripped the dark strands of my hair in his, still, trembling hands. He removed my top, trailing kisses up my stomach, chest and neck. I moaned loudly as he found my sweet spot; the skin behind my ear. No girl had ever found my sweet spot before and Alex had found it within the first day. I glanced down and sighed as I saw my horrible, skinny body.
Alex must have heard me because after he was quite satisfied with the purple mark he had recently made he whispered in my ear, "Jack you're beautiful." I shook my head in disbelief, Alex bit on his lip before whispering, "Jack... Let me show you how beautiful you are."

Notes

oK SO NEXT CHAPTER IMMA GO STRAIGHT INTO THE SMUT SO HI YES IM BACK IM SORRY YOU ALL HAD TO WAIT SO LONG.
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