As soon as Alex left the room the tears began to stream down my blushing face. Alex now knows I find him attractive and now probably knows about my little crush. I always push things too far. I'm such a fuck up why do I always do stupid things like this? At this point I realised why I have all these scars on my arms. I pressed my nails into my wrist, ready to scrape it across my skin. That's when I imagined Alex's beautiful features drop as he sees the bleeding scab on my wrist.
I removed my nails, the purple round marks from my nails screaming at me to complete the task of bleeding to help myself again. More tears dripped down my chin. Closing my eyes I tried to get to sleep, tossing and turning; my thoughts provoking any sleep I was in need of. Soon my mind settled and I fell into a deep sleep.

I was soon startled awake by the feel of Alex's presence. "Look about earlier-" I trailed off.
"Shhh." He said pressing his finger against my lips. The feel of his skin against me sent tingles all over my body. Once he removed his finger he quickly pressed our lips together. His soft lips were better then any other girls. No stupid sticky lip gloss, just his soft lips. I tensed a little at first, startled by his touch. I soon loosened off, kissing him back. Our lips moved in perfect sync and I pressed my hand against his jaw, sitting up without parting our lips. Alex propped himself on my bed with his knees, which were spread either side of my crotch: which was growing harder by the minute. He obviously sensed how much I needed this, grinding on hips together. I moaned in his mouth as he bit my bottom lip. I cocked my hips up our dicks knocking together, a throaty moan escaped Alex lips. Alex used the heal of his hand to press into my rock hard member. I groaned loudly before shouting loudly, "Alex!Fuck!".

I woke up sweaty, a very visual bulge growing out my the shitty sheets I was issued to sleep with. Alex sat in the corner a smug grin spread across his face. "You know, watching you dream of sex is very sexually frustrating." He laughed as my cheeks were coloured cherry. "It's okay Jack we all have." He said winking at me.
"Winking at me isn't going to help my situation here." I said referring to the bulge under my sheets. He laughed, beginning to walk over to me.
"But I know what will." He said winking at me again.
"Shut up!" I exclaimed and he laughed.
"You weren't this shy with me in your dream." He said laughing hysterically.
A deep purple blush fill my whole face as I remember screaming his name. Fuck me and my sleep talking. "Fuck you!"
"You wish." He said sticking his tongue out. The worst thing was I actually did.

Notes

a small amount of shitty smut for you guys
I promise more jalex in the next chapter
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