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Breaking the Silence.

Chapter Four

When we got back to the hospital Isabelle was sitting in the chair by the window in Alex’s room, I walked in and sat my bag down on the floor.
“Any change?” I signed as she looked up at me.
“Nope, I’m trying to be hopeful.” She said
“I know.”
“I can’t lose both of my sons Sam, I don’t think I’d survive it.” She mumbled.
“You’re not going to lose him.” I signed.
She nodded and stood up to hug me.
“I’m going to get some coffee… do you want any?” She asked
I nodded and she kissed my forehead and left the room, this was probably my only chance for a while to actually speak to him. I walked over to the bed and sat down on the edge of it.
“Alex, it’s me Sam.” I whispered
I grabbed his hand.
“You listen now and you listen good you little shit. If you see that mystical white light they talk about in books you turn your ass around and come back to us. Come back to your mom, your band and friends. Come back to me.” I said rubbing his broken face.
I leaned in and kissed him softly on the lips.
When his mom came back in I was still sitting there just rubbing his hand. She handed me the cup of coffee and I thanked her, she went back to her seat in the chair and stared at us.
“I called his sisters but they won’t be able to get a flight for a few days.” She said
“I haven’t seen them in forever.” I signed.
“Neither have we.” She smiled.
I smiled at her and she looked at me.
“I’m thankful the other boys were not with him Sam, I don’t want anyone else to go through this. Especially your mom, she’s gone through a lot in the past few years with your dad walking out. I’m very thankful Jack or you were not in the car with him.” She said
“Jack was almost.”
“I’m glad he wasn’t.” She said
I nodded and got off the bed and grabbed my bag.
“Did you bring some things to do?” She asked
I nodded but I pulled out a small box and handed it to her.
“Open.”
She opened it timidly and pulled the bunch of photos out of it, I figured they would make her smile. They were some photos I took of the boys at their shows, some of Alex and each guy; mostly Jack. And some of me with all of them.
“These are great. Did you take these?” She asked
I nodded and pulled my notebook out.
“These are wonderful, would you make copies of these for me?” She asked
“Take them. I have the files.”
“Are you sure?” She asked
I nodded.
“You keep these two.” She said
She handed me two of the photos, one was Alex standing with me on his shoulders and the other one was of a ‘Samwich’ I smiled at them both and tucked them into the notebook.
“I think he likes you.” She said
“Maybe.”
She laughed and I stuck my tongue out at her, she shook her head and looked down at the photos again.

Notes

I'm so sorry it's so short.
Thoughts so far?

Comments

I'm so sorry I got to this so late! I loved this and I cant wait to read it again.
@Nanook will get her booty in here eventually too!

MyBarakat MyBarakat
11/2/19

Oh no, she was doing so good! She'll get back up do it again I'm sure. Sam is one tough cookie, if that were me I would not have even thought to go back.
She's singing again! That's amazing, I cant wait for another update. And I loved her diva exit as well.

MyBarakat MyBarakat
6/5/19

@Nanook
Jenna! No I didnt even realize that lol. :D Thank you for the edits I really really appreciate it! Yes more to come in the next chapter, I'm kind of throwing a curve ball your way too :O
yeah our birthdays are a day apart and out anniversary is the day before his so they're all in a row in the month of May. Which means it cant forget it!

Mrs. Gaskarth Mrs. Gaskarth
5/29/19

XD It's okay. That's what I'm here for. :D ;)
Great job with the update! Oooh, so it went well at first, but then it went downhill. :/ But that's awesome she made it that far before she had the breakdown.
Two things I spotted:
I pushed the door opened, she didn’t look up from the desk until it closed behind me.
This had me thinking James was a girl at first, lol, which I mean, it could be a thing, Blake Lively named her one daughter Jaymes I think? But since it was a guy it shouldn't be 'she' here, lol.
During the flashback:
I looked up and it was the man who let me use his lighter.
I believe this happened because you took it from the first time you initially wrote what happened? But since you changed some details this time, this line didn't really make sense to be here, since you didn't mention her break this time. Or maybe it should be more descriptive by saying something like, "I looked up and it was the man who let me use his lighter outside during my break." or something along that line, just a little more to it because without that, it just appeared random. Had I not read the other chapter, I would've been thinking 'What man that used her lighter? When?' lol. You know?
Other than that, though, I didn't spot anything else. It was sweet how Alex ended up being there for her, and making her feel safe. <3 And aww, she can sing! :D That's pretty awesome. I wonder if she'll work up the courage to sing on tour.
But uh-oh, she's mad at Alex now. Sigh. Did he overstep? Hmm... trying to think if I would be frustrated too. Actually, I probably would; having experienced therapy, and kind of hating it, I'd be pissed if like, my mom or someone called to make me go back. Like, no thank you. So I can understand her anger.
Excited to see more! :) Loved her cool exit, haha.
Also, that's neat how you and your bf's birthdays fall within a day of each other. :D That's probably convenient, haha. Plus you can celebrate together. :)
Oh, and I should probably note how the one character has my name. :D I'm not sure if that was intentional or not but I thought it was funny. XD

Nanook Nanook
5/29/19

@Nanook
Apparently my editing skills go out the window when I'm writing my fics lol.

Mrs. Gaskarth Mrs. Gaskarth
5/17/19