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Breaking the Silence.

Chapter Eleven

Sun shined through the window of my bedroom, my eyes fluttered open and there was the naked man from last night. Thinking about it caused me to smile, I moved a piece of his hair out of his face and he opened one eye. He gave me a big smile and I leaned in and kissed him.
“Wanna go again?” I asked
He smiled at him and rolled on top of me, I giggled as he kissed my neck. As we were getting into it my bedroom door clicked open.
“Are you defiling my little sister right now?” Jack asked in the calmest voice as we both looked over at him.
“Uh no.” Alex said
I looked at my brother and I knew my face was just red as fuck.
“Alex.” Jack said
“Yes?” Alex asked his chest vibrating against mine.
“Are you?” He asked
“Jack I am inside of your sister right now can you please leave? Is that what you wanted to hear?” Alex snapped.
Jacks eyebrows went up and he walked out of the room right away. Alex looked at me and I just laughed.
“Princess your face is the color of an apple.” He said
“Well you did just tell my brother where you happen to be.” I said
“It’s what it took for him to leave so we can finish, because we’re not leaving this bed until you do.” He said
“Is that a threat or a promise?” I asked
“Both.” He chuckled.
When we were done I ran and hopped into the shower, as I was showering I heard the door open.
“Hello?” I asked
“It’s me.” She said
“Uh Chloe?” I asked
“You got it bitch.” She laughed.
“I’m nakey child.” I said
“I’m not going to peek. It’s girl talk time.” She said
“Oh god, did Jack inform you?” I asked
“Yeah, he came into the kitchen with this horrified look on his face.” She said
“I mean he deserved it guess. He walked into my bedroom and asked if Alex was defiling me.” I laughed.
Chloe let out a cackle of a laugh.
“What did Alex say?” She asked
“That he was inside his sister at the moment.” I said
“Oh my god Alexxxx.” Chloe said
“I love him.” I said
“So how was it?” She asked “It’s been over a year.”
“Oh my god Chlo, I forgot how good sex is. Like wow.” I said
“Girl you and Alex are going to be going at it like bunnies. Best keep taking that pill.” She said
“I could tell you the same thing, I haven’t seen you take it in a while.” I said
“Oh sister, I got that arm implant thing because I’m so fucking forgetful about that stupid tiny little pill.” She said
“That’s probably for the better, I’ve never missed a pill.” I said
“Well you’re anal retentive like that, but that’s good because if you weren’t things would probably be different.” She said
“Well knowing my luck I’d have a rape baby.” I snapped.
“Yeah…. Sorry for bringing that up.” She trailed off.
“It’s fine Chloe, I’m not mad and it’s not false. It’s a very true statement.” I said
“I know it is but I didn’t have to bring it up like that. It’s still a horrible event that happened to you and your best friend shouldn’t be bringing it up in casual conversations So I am sorry.” She said
“I appreciate you. Can you hand me that black towel?” I asked shutting the water off.
She jutted the towel through the curtain and I wrapped myself in it and pulled the curtain back, I stepped out and she smiled at me.
“Can I show you something?” I asked
She nodded.
“I’m going to be nakey for a second.” I said
“That’s fine, you’ve seen me nakey.” She laughed.
I opened the towel and pointed to the big scar on my ribs.
“You bringing it up in casual conversation is okay because every time I get undressed I have to look at these.” I said
She looked at me, staring at the scars on my body. From the knife to the bullets.
“How did you survive this?” She asked
I pulled the towel closed.
“Chloe I don’t know, if Alex had been one minute later than he was I don’t think I would have. I was in the hospital for months, many months. The first couple I was put into a medically induced coma so my body could heal, I had so many surgeries.” I said
“I’m so sorry you had to go through that.” She said
“Me too, but it’s who I am now. It’s my dirty laundry.” I smiled.
“Ohhhh.” She gasped
I smiled at her and we left the bathroom, I walked to my room to get dressed. Once presentable I walked ot the kitchen where everyone was standing around eating.
“Good morning.” My mom said
“Good morning.” I smiled
“Oh Sam I’ve never been so happy.” She said
I smiled and she hugged me again.
“This means I can go to my own house.” She said
“You’ve been able to.” I said
“I know, but I didn’t want to leave you.” She said
I nodded.
“So what’s the plan today. I have to go see my dad for a while but I’m free tonight?” Chloe asked
“I have to run some errands.” I said
“The guys and I are going to be in the basement working on some songs.” Alex said
Jack nodded.
“I’m going back home.” My mom said
I nodded
We all agreed to meet at the house later, Alex and Jack weren’t leaving so that should be easy enough for them. My mom left and said she’d see us after the tour was over and Chloe and I went our separate ways.
I drove twenty minutes and parked in the familiar parking lot. I hadn’t been back here since that night, haven’t seen any of my coworkers or spoken to them. I sat in my car and stared at the sign over the front door, it was almost comforting that the outside hadn’t changed. I spent a lot of time here before everything happened, I was a full time worker with over time. There was probably only twelve hours of the whole week that I wasn’t here and that was one hundred percent spent in bed watching TV or in the studio with Jack pining over Alex. I chuckled at that and turned my car off. Here we go.

Notes

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! It's been a while and its such a short update. I have the next chapter started and i'm going to try to write in between packing to move again and work. It's been a stressful time for me, but I'm moving into a better roommate situation so things should get better, my boyfriend and I are good. We had our first fight the other week :( things are good though I love his crazy ginger ass to death. Can't wait to hear from you guys again I'm sorry

Comments

I'm so sorry I got to this so late! I loved this and I cant wait to read it again.
@Nanook will get her booty in here eventually too!

MyBarakat MyBarakat
11/2/19

Oh no, she was doing so good! She'll get back up do it again I'm sure. Sam is one tough cookie, if that were me I would not have even thought to go back.
She's singing again! That's amazing, I cant wait for another update. And I loved her diva exit as well.

MyBarakat MyBarakat
6/5/19

@Nanook
Jenna! No I didnt even realize that lol. :D Thank you for the edits I really really appreciate it! Yes more to come in the next chapter, I'm kind of throwing a curve ball your way too :O
yeah our birthdays are a day apart and out anniversary is the day before his so they're all in a row in the month of May. Which means it cant forget it!

Mrs. Gaskarth Mrs. Gaskarth
5/29/19

XD It's okay. That's what I'm here for. :D ;)
Great job with the update! Oooh, so it went well at first, but then it went downhill. :/ But that's awesome she made it that far before she had the breakdown.
Two things I spotted:
I pushed the door opened, she didn’t look up from the desk until it closed behind me.
This had me thinking James was a girl at first, lol, which I mean, it could be a thing, Blake Lively named her one daughter Jaymes I think? But since it was a guy it shouldn't be 'she' here, lol.
During the flashback:
I looked up and it was the man who let me use his lighter.
I believe this happened because you took it from the first time you initially wrote what happened? But since you changed some details this time, this line didn't really make sense to be here, since you didn't mention her break this time. Or maybe it should be more descriptive by saying something like, "I looked up and it was the man who let me use his lighter outside during my break." or something along that line, just a little more to it because without that, it just appeared random. Had I not read the other chapter, I would've been thinking 'What man that used her lighter? When?' lol. You know?
Other than that, though, I didn't spot anything else. It was sweet how Alex ended up being there for her, and making her feel safe. <3 And aww, she can sing! :D That's pretty awesome. I wonder if she'll work up the courage to sing on tour.
But uh-oh, she's mad at Alex now. Sigh. Did he overstep? Hmm... trying to think if I would be frustrated too. Actually, I probably would; having experienced therapy, and kind of hating it, I'd be pissed if like, my mom or someone called to make me go back. Like, no thank you. So I can understand her anger.
Excited to see more! :) Loved her cool exit, haha.
Also, that's neat how you and your bf's birthdays fall within a day of each other. :D That's probably convenient, haha. Plus you can celebrate together. :)
Oh, and I should probably note how the one character has my name. :D I'm not sure if that was intentional or not but I thought it was funny. XD

Nanook Nanook
5/29/19

@Nanook
Apparently my editing skills go out the window when I'm writing my fics lol.

Mrs. Gaskarth Mrs. Gaskarth
5/17/19