Dreaming of You
Blast From the Past
The van made its way from Los Angeles California to Coffee County Tennessee as I hung out with Jack and the guys. I sat in front of the little TV that was set up in the main part of the van. Jack sat next to me, Rian sat behind me and Zach was taking a turn driving so that Flyzik could get some sleep.
We played video games and laughed and simply had a great time, everything was going over great. Last tour stop, Last work day, last time I have to wear pants, sounds like the best thing ever.
"I swear to god Jack if I lose one more time I’m fucking quitting" I screamed, watching my Mario character cross the finish line in second to last place.
"Drama queen" Jack said loudly.
"You're a drama queen" I said mockingly as I started up a new match.
"Yep, I’m the drama queen who is complaining over not winning a silly little race" Jack joked.
"You wanna go bro?" I questioned, joke threatening him.
"Children" Rian said loudly as he texted away on his cell.
"Bring it" Jack said, Hitting the power button on the Nintendo Switch. I dropped the controller.
"You're going down" I laughed as I leaned over and tackled him. I played dirty, tickling his sides and climbing on top of him. I aimed to mock Jack, he obviously aimed to hurt me when he kneed me in the stomach. I let out a huge OOF as he rolled me over and pinned me.
"Who’s your daddy?" He asked, staring down at me.
"I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL TURN THIS BUS AROUND IF YOU DON'T KNOCK IT THE FUCK OFF" Zack screamed from the front of the car.
"Guys, knock it off" Rian moaned, I laughed pretty hard as Jack climbed off me. The funny moment was ruined by my cell phone ringing with that ringtone that we all knew, Sara. Jack turned to me as I got up from the ground, grabbed my cellphone and answered it.
"Hello" I breathed into the phone as I walked into the room where Flyzik was sleeping. His snoring providing background noise.
"Hey Lex, I miss you" She said sweetly, my stomach churned with the thought of that sentence.
"Okay" I said, tears rising in my eyes. I hated her for making me feel this way.
"Where are you heading too? I'll meet you there, I got gas in the car and Pepsi in the backseat" She said all cheery, as much as I wanted to tell her that I was in another state, I could never lie to her.
"Coffee County Tennessee" I said lowly, quietly.
"See you in about a week, I have a few things to do before. I love you" She said.
“But-I-I’m only here till the end of the day tomorrow” I responded, holding my own mouth closed before I could slip out a small love-you-too.
Sara chuckled sweetly into the phone before responding “then find something to do for a week while you’re there” before hanging up.
I slid down to the floor, dropping my cell in the process. I cried for a long time, because I may have feelings for this Serenity, if she is real, but I loved Sara. She was my first love, first kiss, first fan and first time. She beckoned, I called. I clutched my bracelet and cried myself to sleep slowly on the floor of the bedroom, the only comfort I have is Flyzik's snoring.
