Dreaming of You

I am the best person alive. I am the queen! why do I even let Kylie boss me around like some chump? I am worth more than that!
"Next round isn't that bad, and I think you verse Rian" Alex said to me, I nodded. Funny thing was I nodded for a long time...even after I wanted to stop.
"I'm going to win" I said, my voice sounded really funny.
"Siren, I'm sure you are" He said, he placed his arm around me. It felt heavy. My head felt funny and the room wasn't always right side up, but I felt great.
"I almost gave this all up! and for what? I was an idiot" I exclaimed. Did I almost tell him the thing?
"You almost what?" Alex asked, I think I heard concern in his voice.
"What?" I asked, I really didn't remember what I asked. Man, he looked hot. I wonder what he looks like shirtless?
"Siren, you're done. It's bedtime. You're already drunk" He said, I felt hot.
"One more round" I pleeded, the letter r had a funny sound to it.
'If you promise to tell me about your last statement tomorrow" He said, what was he even talking about?
"You're not making since" I said, I started laughing and I had no idea why.
"let's get you ready for next round" He nodded, he led me back to my table where every was. They seemed to be done with the round I already won. They handed me a beer, it was cold on my fingers. How do things remain cold anyway.
"Alright, next round is Serenity vs Rian! First person to chug a whole beer win!" Zack yelled. His voice was deep.
"Three....Two.... One...Go!" He screamed, I had a hard time opening my beer. My fingers wouldn't grasp the tab. I had just finished opening mine when Rian finished his.
"Hey you cheated! Who opened your beer for you?" I asked, everybody laughed. What was so funny anyway?
"Let's get you to bed" Alex said, leading me towards my bedroom.
"Are we going to fuck? because I may be bad at it" I asked, Alex’s face turned a flash of red as he chuckled.
"We will see" He said, opening my bedroom door and closing it behind us. Oh jeeeze. I guess I am going to have sex tonight.

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